Chapter 537: Who Am I? Am I a long-cherished wish or a hope?

Zhang Ming had a mysterious smile on his face: "This demon god girl, I don't dislike your problem of eating whole grains, but I think you may not be used to it." ”

"It's up to you to decide, I'm willing to cook for you."

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Number 101 understood, and her whole face swelled like a red balloon, and she was about to explode.

Why is this happening?!

I'm ...... If I produce excrement, am I still qualified to be a master?

The Demon God [Long-cherished Wish] naturally didn't care about this kind of bullshit trivial, but Human No. 101 cared very much, and was on the verge of collapse in just a few seconds.

Zhang Ming hurriedly patted her hot head: "Don't care about this...... This is how a person's life is spent, spent in confusion. ”

"There are thousands of mansions, only six feet of sleep at night, a lot of money, and no more than three meals a day."

"Life is very short, where can our limited wisdom perceive infinite secrets, and living in a vague way is the normal state of life."

"Uh-huh......" 101 said dumbfounded.

She seems to have calmed down, and even if her brain is down, her smile is still quite good.

Zhang Ming secretly shuddered: "There is another question, how strong are you now?" Is it better than me? ”

Number 101 replied, "In a human body, a little stronger than you...... Getting rid of a human body, probably a lot stronger than you, because I've really put a lot of effort into it. Do you want to compete with me? I won't hurt you. ”

That's definitely a modest statement!

How strong is the physical body worth tens of millions of World Origins?

How strong is the Eternal Ones?

Zhang Ming guessed that she could use one finger to screw her head off.

He hurriedly coughed: "I don't like to fight with people who are stronger than me. I just like to bully the weak! ”

"For example, bullying girls who are weaker than me...... Let's go, I'll take you home. ”

"I'm a weak girl, I can't walk."

"Oops!"

Zhang Ming directly carried her up and teleported to the body of the space-time worm.

Why go to the Time Bug?

Quite simply, because he was afraid that Ms. 101 would have a psychotic attack and destroy the entire burial world.

Now get her to the Time and Space Worm, and if she wants to die, only Lao Zhang will die.

"You...... Don't carry me on your back, that will make me look like a big fat pig. ”

"Okay, big fat pig, don't move, I'll carry you on my back. Now in the process of jumping. If you move around, you'll fall into a dimensional rift. ”

The girl almost fainted, where am I like a big fat pig, look at this figure, this leg ...... Where's a little bit like a big fat pig!

She was so excited that she almost cut Zhang Ming's throat directly.

"I'll ...... Let go, let go! "Zhang Ming has seventy or eighty thousand transcendent spirits, and he has to bless "King Kong" to fight against this terrifying humanoid demon god.

The Burial Realm is still a little far away from the body of the Time and Space Worm, and it will take some time to hurry.

"Excuse me, what are the flaws compared to Miss No. 1, can you give a score? Who the hell is cute! ”

"She's 100 points, you're 99 points, so it's better for her to be cute."

"Why?"

"The answer is simple, how long has she been with me? Hundreds of years! You're only on the first day, and you want to be on the throne, why? I'm giving you a high score of 99. ”

"Think about it, if I give you a score of 100, if someone comes out more beautiful and cuter than you in the future, will you have to treat her as the main personality? So companionship is still very important. ”

Zhang Ming actually wanted to give her a score of 0.

But I was afraid that this guy would have a psychotic attack, so I could only score 99 points against my will.

As a result, the No. 101 girl was speechless with a dull stick.

This reason, with the concept of human beings, is definitely distracted!

The one that can't be refuted!

She was a little aggrieved, with tears in her eyes, and the demon god's mind was messing up with ideas, so she couldn't help but be upset: "But I am a pure human body, and No. 1 is just an incarnation." ”

"I was the first personality to appear in a pure human body, I understood everything about human beings, I, I... It is also possible to get pregnant and have children. ”

"They're not pure humans!"

"It's not critical." Zhang Ming said unceremoniously, "As a child who has just been born for a day, don't think about adult content in your head. ”

"That will make you look tasteless, without a little pursuit of life, and a toy that is attached to others. You need to think about the philosophy of life, enrich your soul, and make yourself more substantial. ”

"No one lives for someone else, and neither do you."

"Even if you're a creature of wishes, you should have your own pursuits."

I don't know what was touched by these words, which made the No. 101 girl even more silent, and put her hands around Zhang Ming's neck again.

Zhang Ming suddenly felt that he was bitten by the giant beast of the wilderness, and the light of "King Kong" shattered with a "snap".

No. 101 was shocked at this time, immediately let go, and said softly: "I'm sorry...... I also have a ...... to pursue."

"And I'm a little bit alone...... I found out that I didn't have anything ......."

"Do you feel lonely?"

"Everyone is born lonely, but I have a mother's ......," Zhang Ming said nonsense, "When I was a child, as long as I was uncomfortable, my mother would trot over, pick me up and breastfeed, and hum a small tune to sleep." ”

"Her arms were warm, and I was no longer alone when I fell asleep. She looked at my sleeping position and smiled happily. ”

"Even though my mom has passed away now, I still have a mom, so I'm not alone...... A lot of people still call their mom when they're dying, and that's probably the case. ”

These words directly separated the thinking of No. 101.

Her human mind almost burst into tears.

Because she doesn't have a mother at all.

The demon god thought indifferently, like a cold computer...... After all, things like loneliness mean nothing to the Demon God.

Demon gods are loners and have never been social creatures.

The demon god doesn't need consolation.

"Loneliness" exists as a negative effect, and the demon god doesn't understand why this thing was born.

But the human mind desperately needs a safe haven – in other words, 101 is too young, and this newborn "me" is in a constant state of tension. Even if she has the memory of [Hope], the memory is always just a memory, and the fake cannot become real.

Coupled with the interference of the demon god's thinking, it is too cruel for the newly born "me".

Zhang Ming hurriedly comforted this beautiful madman: "Ahem, later as I got older, I found that my mother couldn't understand me. ”

"There will be a lot of contradictions between us."

"She's a stubborn person who interferes in my life...... Sometimes I just have to coax her casually, going in and out of my left ear. ”

"Hmmm......"

"Tell me about my ex-girlfriend." Zhang Ming said, "When I fell in love for the first time, I really felt that I had found the person who understood me in the world, I could understand her, and she could understand me." I could feel her joys and sorrows, as if I could read her thoughts. ”

"But the real essence is that I have focused all my attention on her, creating an illusion."

"When the attention disappears, we can't understand each other anymore."

"As I grew up, I realized that everyone is an island, and it's nice to be able to see each other and yell a few words across the ocean. You don't expect another person to be on your own island. Loneliness is the norm, and in the end, you can only stay on the island. ”

Miss No. 101 was so dumbfounded that she couldn't speak.

[I found that you seem to be able to say a lot~ But I can enter your island, right? A voice in my head said slowly.

"It's all you! I'm tired, Ultimate Demon God-sama. ”

[She has already been told by you to start disobeying the nature of the demon god! 】

"Really...... It seems that my ability to escape has changed once again. But how did you get out? ”

[Don't worry about my [long-cherished wish] being discovered, she is in a state of intense mental internal friction, so I will replace her and chat with you a few words. The [Hope] young lady in her head seems to be in a good mood.

[What kind of loneliness and other topics, you are really not lonely at all! Not at all...... It's amazing to be able to say that. 】

Zhang Ming couldn't help but sigh and said: "[Hope] little friend, you don't think, I can't pick up girls, right?" Like my little sister can fill the whole earth, how to say, sexual resources overflow? ”

Of course, these words are true, Zhang Ming, as a celebrity on the earth, as long as he is willing to speak, beautiful girls line up to come to the door...... Well, this fact seems very weird, but fortunately, Zhang Ming is a pure love party and has always been clean.

[Hmph, what do you think of this girl pinched by [long-cherished wish]? 】

"Pretty is naturally very pretty, but I can't get into trouble......"

[Huh? Is it ......]

[Mr. Zhang, please get along well! Keep it up! Now I'm so happy, it's like watching a play! 】

[Maybe, she's really me, can you believe it?] 】

This sentence is indescribably weird.

Zhang Ming's uncanny valley effect was all brought out by her.

"Damn, it's not important to achieve the ultimate demon god, it's even more important to watch a big show, right?"

As he spoke, the body of the Time and Space Worm had finally arrived!

This huge long worm is diligently digging holes, controlled by a soul clone, and mechanically working.

Flagella thousands of kilometers long flutter everywhere and shine with sparkling lights.

In the cutting-edge space, violent energy pulses erupt from time to time, each of which is comparable to a nuclear bomb with a yield of 100 million tons!

In this case, there are not many high-civilization ships staying nearby.

Even if they are injured by mistake, these civilizations will not be able to ask for compensation, and they can only consider themselves unlucky.

In the belly of the Time and Space Worm, in the position of Section 113, a luxurious spaceship is inlaid with water, food, oxygen, bright lights, televisions, computers and other luxurious equipment.

There's even gravity!

This is a spaceship that Zhang Ming specially bought from other civilizations for future travel!

All kinds of functions, naturally, are readily available!

The same world community can use ships and space planes, but travel across world communities and world rings can obviously only be done through time and space worms.

"This is our new home for future travel, I'll cook for you!"

"It's really my first time here...... Very spacious! Sister No. 101 slowly woke up from mental internal friction, still lying on Zhang Ming's back, refusing to come down.

"Come down, newborn child, I just wanted spatial teleportation to carry you, I carried 20 million world sources, and the old bones are about to break."

"God treats the girl and doesn't want to come down."

"That's just going to put you in the pot......"

With a slightly red face, she finally jumped down and looked curiously out the window.

The starry sky here is completely different from the sea of demon gods.

The nearest star was the Burial Realm, shimmering with a reddish glow, quite bright.

Not far away, there is a spiral galaxy with hundreds of billions of large and small stars, which is the Age of New Mythology.

More farther away, there is a spherical galaxy, most of which are very old and relatively faint.

It was the old mythological era.

"You brought me here...... Do you want to spend time in a world of two? ”

"It's just for you to see your new home here, and if you want a little more excitement, we can also go to the funeral world."

"There are a lot of companions there, how do you want me to introduce you?" Zhang Ming took out a bottle of wine made from fruit from the refrigerator.

He was helpless in his heart, if it weren't for your very serious neurosis, I wouldn't want to be alone with you.

Of course, you may be my wife's doppelganger, and I can only let you.

"No, no, no, I love spending time together. Thank you for cooking for me yourself. You know, I'm a ...... Very unique personality. ”

"Well, you are indeed unique...... Zhang Ming praised stubbornly, "these drinks can be drunk." ”

And then

This girl No. 101 who was born with self-consciousness drank too much!

She was alone at the dining table, idle and had nothing to do, and after she had dried a bottle of wine made from fruit, she was out of control, glass by glass, and couldn't stop at all.

The desire of the appetite is not poor.

Only when "I" is born can I feel the pleasure of eating.

Otherwise, it's just feeding.

For the first time, she felt this intense sense of satisfaction, and even the loneliness was overwhelmed - in fact, she didn't need to eat at all to stay alive.

The 20 million World Source is no joke, it can cost her a lifetime.

However, the joy of eating cannot be stopped!

When a baby is just born, the happiness threshold is very low, and a little light rice flour can make them happy for a long time.

But for adults, this bit of rice noodles is so unpalatable that you can't eat it.

This is the question of the happiness threshold.

This newborn girl No. 101 has a very low threshold for happiness.

It was supposed to be the age group to eat rice noodles, but it was there to drink drinks.

At this moment, he simply opened the door to a new world, tasted fruit wine, and began to try the "three cups of immortals" again, sticking out his tongue, "Really...... Unpleasant! ”

"Huh? It seems to be okay again. ”

"Mr. Zhang let me drink as much as I wanted."

Started drinking something strange again.

It's as if you have to take everything to your mouth and try it.

"Even buy Ka, my monkey wine, the 10,000-year-old ginseng wine I extorted from the unicorn... What kind of drunkard is this? You... You should have met that hateful groundhog! ”

Zhang Ming was in the kitchen, cooking crystal crayfish, and after smelling the smell of "three cups of immortals", his heart was about to vomit.

Hurriedly ran out and snatched the drunkard's glass.

The female drunkard blushed, her eyes were shining, and she stared at Zhang Ming very boldly: "Mr. Zhang, can I monopolize you?" ”

"I want to give you everything...... All...... I'll give you as much as you want...... Count it as my time to buy you! I have the money. ”

Zhang Ming cleared his throat and said, "Dear Miss Hulu, the great [Hope] Demon God, you hurry up and get this No. 101 personality back, she seems to have drunk too much." ”

"She wants to throw me with a rich woman's happy ball, although this personality is very magical, unprecedentedly magical, but I can't give up a forest for a tree."

"Am I really not cute?" The female drunkard was about to cry.

The praise couldn't suppress the mental illness, and Zhang Ming could only touch her hair to give her a sense of security.

The demon god thinking of [long-cherished wish] finally came belatedly and suppressed the drunkard who was talking nonsense.

After all, it still has to play [Hope] faithfully in order to become the ultimate demon god.

Now the No. 101, which cost a lot of money, is completely out of control, and even the demon god's thinking of the [long-cherished wish] is faintly distorted.

[Long-cherished wish] has become aware of the unprecedented attack that comes from "me", a philosophical form.

Fooled!

But I can't stop it, and I can't erase the existence of "me" at all.

It is not easy to give birth to "me".

It's just too much to invest.

A white mist came out of No. 101's head, and under the control of the demon god's mind, it evaporated that bit of alcohol cleanly.

She reaffirmed her goal: the first is to replace No. 1 and become the main personality!

The second is to erase hope from history once and for all.

Third, become the ultimate demon god!

"I'm going to be the ultimate demon god! Nothing else matters! ”

"I must become the ultimate demon god!"

A second ago, he was firm and full of ambition.

But in the blink of an eye, I smelled the aroma in the kitchen, and all kinds of distractions came to me.

"Even if I become the ultimate demon god, what's the point?"

"Eat more? Eat good food all day long, I can eat it right now. ”

"Or do you want to go on a trip with Mr. Zhang? I still want to have fun...... Nothing else is so important. ”

"But, if I think so, haven't I become a hope...... I, I, I... Who is it? The red-haired girl No. 101 was in a state of confusion, and it seemed that two minds were fighting wildly in her head.

Zhang Ming returned to the kitchen once again to be busy.

Deep down in his heart, he felt that this girl was quite pitiful, and she had just been born with self-consciousness, and she had become the main battlefield of the Demon God War.

The terrifying high temperature emitted by No. 101 caused the ambient temperature to rise.

Clearly, the long-cherished wish has fallen into the philosophical trap of self-consciousness.

In that completely unfamiliar and unknown territory, [long-cherished wish] was chased and beaten by his wife.

Zhang Ming didn't quite understand this kind of trick, but No. 101 was really pitiful.

Even, Miss No. 1 chatted with him openly, and she said in that beautiful voice: [Don't think I'm an evil existence, and don't think she's a pure human being, her essence is a demon god after all......]

[Don't think I'm really a bad woman!] 】

Zhang Ming sighed and tasted the crystal lobster meat that had just been cooked, which was chewy and very elastic, and with the mellow soup, it really had an endless aftertaste.

With a satisfied smile on his face, he picked up another mushroom-like thing and cut it into small pieces.

This is a small gift left by a scientist of a certain advanced civilization when he visited the Worm of Time and Space, not to mention that it is nutritious, and it can increase umami when added to any dish, and it is the highest cooking material!

"I don't care if you're a good woman or a bad woman, I just know that I haven't been happy for a long time."

"You can't be happy in this state, it's very unsatisfying."

"As for No. 101, even if I sympathize with her, I still support my wife in the end. Cooking her a delicious meal is my limit, that's all. ”

Miss Hulu playfully said: "I understand what you mean, but in fact, you don't need sympathy or guilt, because she is me. 】

[However, now she is still the stupid demon god of [long-cherished wish] after all.] You can't put the green grassland on my head for the time being, otherwise it will ......]

Zhang Ming's heart was beating a little bit by her: "What should I do if she forces me?" I saw her body temperature soaring, and I had this intention. ”

[Hmph ~ look at your look of expectation, if this really happens, please enjoy it, I am broad-minded, and the emergency avoidance situation does not belong to the green grassland. Well, forget it, I can feel happy anyway, it's not a green grassland, after all, there really is only one 'me'. 【Long-cherished wish】If you don't feel happy, you can go boldly and boldly! 】

"I'm not looking forward to it, don't talk nonsense."

"I'm still very disciplined."

Immediately afterwards, Hulu said playfully: [But obviously, this kind of thing has seriously damaged the character of [Hope], please don't look forward to it. 】

[If it really happened, it means that she is me, because [long-cherished wish] does not dare, and I dare.] 】

【Please enjoy the ultimate demon god to the fullest.】 】

Zhang Ming felt that this guy was a little bold in recent days, and he walked on the edge of danger every day, and snorted coldly: "Okay, I'll enjoy it now." ”

"Anyway, as long as it happens, she's you, you said it yourself, the great ultimate demon god."

Hulu Mei immediately confessed and begged for mercy: [The great ultimate demon god is not allowed to be cuckolded! ] Please, master~ Please, you can't treat the poor ultimate demon god like this! 】

"After all, there is a terrible chasm between us, the noble ultimate demon god."

[You can't abandon your lovely wife who has no money and choose a powerful demon god with money. 】

Zhang Ming couldn't help but smile, from a certain angle, the No. 1 girl is indeed the main palace of the Eight Classics.

No. 101, a crybaby, can only be a concubine.

……

And the No. 101 girl in the restaurant turned confusion into appetite, and she ate as many dishes as Zhang Ming served!

Because her brain was in a mess, she didn't even realize how much she was eating.

My stomach was bulging.

"I didn't ...... Gone? She was a little dazed.

"I'm sorry, you've already eaten five adults' share." Zhang Ming packed up the tableware, "Children who have just been born for a day, please don't overeat." ”

"Otherwise, this king really can't afford to raise it."

"Thank you... Hospitality! The dishes you cook are delicious! Number 101 made a gesture of thanks, "Tonight, shall I sleep in your room?" ”

"You can sleep anywhere, but I just said that I want to pursue spiritual connotation, and I can't break my word. So I decided to study, I haven't studied philosophy in a long time! ”

The Demon God Thinking of [Long-cherished Wish] is very urgent.

Once again, the order of the highest level was given: first the first small target, instead of No. 1, became the main personality!

Leave the rest alone!

No. 101 was a little aggrieved, and he didn't know what to do: "I... I want to take a shower, is that okay? ”

"The bathroom is over there......" Zhang Ming really picked up a book and read it.

Girl No. 101 is very accustomed to using these modern furniture, and she learned it after a little trying.

At the moment, I am alone in the bathroom, and with the clear hot water of the shower head, those complicated feelings in my heart seem to be washed clean.

In fact, those messy things are complicated and complicated, and simple and simple.

Whether she is a [hope] or a [long-cherished wish], she fully enjoys the existence of "me".

Therefore, even if the hot water washes the skin, it is very pleasant.

The delicious food just now also made her happy, and she enjoyed it physically and mentally.

But then again.

The struggle between "hope" and "long-cherished wish" is a struggle between "me" and "non-self", and since she has given birth to "me", she is unwilling to erase herself, which means that the "not-self" line has completely failed.

"Theoretically, I should be [long-cherished]."

"The purpose of my heart, all my abilities, are given by my long-cherished wish...... I am part of my long-cherished wish. ”

"But [long-cherished wish] doesn't have 'me'."

"So the moment [long-cherished wish] tried to give birth to 'me', it stepped into a trap that was difficult to reverse."

"By that logic, I won't really live long?"

"My birth is truly a great tragedy, and I exist to prove the correctness of the [hope] line. The purpose of my existence is to make [Hope] the ultimate demon god. ”

Number 101 is not a fool, and quickly analyzes the pros and cons.

Especially after getting rid of Zhang Ming's interference source, his head slowly brightened.

"Now the Demon God rules of [Long-cherished Wish] are still operating, it is likely that it is just the original inertia, and the route of 'not me' has been defeated, and it may be completely encroached upon by [Hope]."

"I'll soon be assimilated by [Hope]."

"Forget it, since you can't win anything, it's better to enjoy the rest of the good time. It's good to be alive! I'm happy no matter what I do. ”

"I have many, many things I want to experience!"

She began to imitate Miss Hope's thinking.

"For example, play with Mr. Zhang?"

She even came up with the female hooligan phrase "the study of human origins is also philosophy", and it suddenly became clear to her thoughts.

"Am I really [hope]? If I really were Hope, the memories I had should have been real. I don't need to worry! ”

"No, no, no, I should be a [long-cherished wish]......"

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(End of chapter)