"Shao Gongzi has good intentions, but he is used to being casual, he likes to be alone and does not want to be restrained, even if he stays by Gongzi's side, I am afraid it will only cause trouble to Gongzi, so forget it!"

Shao Xi understood what Sun Poyun was thinking, people like him who were used to wandering the rivers and lakes were indeed unwilling to be managed.

A person who goes alone is wherever he goes, and he only needs to be responsible for himself when he speaks and does things.

But if he takes refuge in which side, he must be restrained, and he must be measured in what he says and does, after all, at that time he represents more than just himself.

There are a lot of such people on the rivers and lakes, who only pursue an unrestrained life, and how much money they earn with their own abilities is how much it is, as long as they are enough.

Although they have no fixed place to live and are not rich, they have a feeling of freedom that others can't give them.

Sun Poyun's martial arts is one aspect of Shao Xi's fancy to him, and on the other hand, Shao Xi takes a fancy to Sun Poyun's ability to find people and things.

In this line of life relying on bounties, in addition to their own martial arts, the most important skill is to find the person they are looking for in the vast sea of people, this kind of person not only has a vicious eye, but also everyone has their own unique ability to find out the news.

If you don't have this ability, it will be difficult to survive in this industry.

Finding people and things is a matter of great personal ability, and with a portrait and some small and vague information from inquiring, you can accurately judge the scope of the people and things you are looking for and find out, which is not something that everyone can do.

And Sun Poyun's ability is exactly what Shao Xi needs most.

Although there is Lao Wu by his side, a character like an encyclopedia of rivers and lakes, there are limitations to the level that Lao Wu has come into contact with.

And Lao Wu is old, and many times Shao Xi can't bear to let Lao Wu take action in person.

In the future, there will be more and more difficulties to face, and the situation will become more and more difficult.

At this time, Shao Xi needs to add another person like Sun Poyun to his side, who is young and knowledgeable, and his own ability is very outstanding, especially the ability to explore intelligence is not inferior to Lao Wu.

Recruiting such people to one's side will surely be of greater use in the future.

Besides, according to Shao Xi's observation, Sun Poyun's character and temperament are also good, from the observation in the tavern during the day, Sun Poyun is very measured, although he is decisive, he is not extremely ruthless, and he is a relatively peaceful and stable person.

Such a person is often unfazed, has a clear and calm mind, and can make the most correct and accurate judgment in case of trouble.

He is different from Fu Biao, Fu Biao is a person from the military, and his execution is very strong, as long as it is Shao Xi's assignment, it will definitely be completed without discount.

And Sun Poyun has his own ideas, can respond to changes on the spot, make decisions on his own, and is a character who can share part of the pressure for Shao Xi.

If he can be recruited to his side, Shao Xi will not have to be meticulous and meticulous when dealing with many things, but can be handed over to Sun Poyun to take charge of himself and make him a powerful assistant to himself.

However, at this time, Sun Poyun had made it clear that he had no intention of taking refuge, and Shao Xi was not too demanding for a while.

Anyway, it will take a lot of time to go to Wuhai Country in the Western Regions, and there are many opportunities to get along with each other, so Shao Xi plans to get in touch with him slowly.

I believe that after being together for a long time, there will always be a way to change his mind, and maybe he will change his mind and be willing to stay by his side.

"Brother Sun must have been very difficult all these years, he has been drifting around like this, and he has no fixed place to live, haven't he ever thought about settling down? Wouldn't it be better to marry a wife and have children and have offspring in the future than it is now? ”

When Sun Poyun heard this, he smiled miserably, picked up the wine jar and poured a few sips of wine, his face was already red at this time, and he seemed to be a little drunk.

"Stability? Where is there stability in this world? My parents died in the war when I was a child, and now there is still strife in the world, and there are more wars everywhere? The huge world doesn't have a place for my grandson to live, how can it be home? ”

Listening to Sun Poyun's words, Shao Xi couldn't help but sigh.

At this time, he also sighed in his heart, didn't he just be displaced as Sun Poyun said after coming to this world?

Although he was taken care of by the Ministry of Thoth on the grassland in his childhood, he could be regarded as having a home, but this home was never really his home.

Although those herders on the grassland are not relatives, they are better than relatives, but in the final analysis, they are not their own relatives after all.

He knew that he was Shao Xi, but in this world he was Feng Yuyan, but after arriving in this world, he had never experienced the life that Feng Yuyan should have.

He has always been just a wanderer with a family annihilation and hatred, otherwise how could he return to the Central Plains with Lao Wu?

Although he has settled down in Daliang City now and can be regarded as a family person, where is it so easy to think about all this?

In the original world, he lost his dearest person, and in this world, the closest person is only Lao Wu, who originally belonged to his parents in Fengjiazhuang, but they had left this world before he opened his eyes and saw this world.

So whether it's in the original world or in this world, where is your real home?

"What Brother Sun said, I understand it below."

"You understand?"

"Yes, I understand! Because my experience is very similar to yours, Brother Sun, don't look at me like this now, in fact, I used to be like you and didn't know where my home was.

"But what is different between me and Brother Sun is that I still have people around me who need to take care of me, and I can't indulge myself, because to indulge myself is to be irresponsible to the people around me.

"People live in the world, can not only live for themselves, although there is nothing to talk about the righteousness of the family and the country, but at least I want to take care of the people around me, I can be poor and wandering around alone, but I can't let the people around me suffer the same as me.

"I think that although Brother Sun is alone and looks at ease, he will feel lost when he lies alone in bed in the dead of night, right? Who doesn't want to have a home to rely on? Who doesn't want to take good care of their loved ones around them?

"But if you want to achieve this, you must first let yourself have a home, only with a home will you have relatives, and only with relatives can you rely on, and the responsibility that you are willing to take on may be harder than now, but I believe that my grandson at that time will also feel happier than now."

After speaking, Shao Xi also hugged the wine jar and poured a few sips of wine.

He said those words just now to Sun Poyun, why didn't he say them to himself?

In all fairness, Shao Xi lives a very tired life, whether it is guilty in the original world, or he has a deep blood feud after arriving in this world, and now he has a lot of concerns.

But Shao Xi felt that only in this way could he prove that he was still alive, and if a person was so numb that he even lost the feeling of heartache, maybe he was dead in the true sense.

Facing life, facing the world in front of you, you may live a very tired and miserable life, but at least it proves that you are still alive.

When you are indifferent to all this, indifferent and numb, what is the difference between being dead and dead?

Shao Xi just wanted to tell Sun Poyun that he couldn't let his heart die no matter what, living in this world was destined to face a lot of pain, calamity and dissatisfaction, if his heart sank because of this, that would be the death of his real life.

People don't live just to catch their breath, but to truly experience the joys, sorrows, joys and sorrows of this world.

When a person is dying, if he finds that there is nothing worth remembering in this world, he is in fact dead while he was alive.

If a person is still remembered by many people for generations even though he has left this world, then he has never died, but has always lived.

This is Shao Xi's understanding of life, and he hopes that Sun Poyun will no longer be like now, just wandering like a walking corpse just to survive.

There should be something more meaningful in his life, and what is meaningful? And only he knows best.

Sun Poyun seemed to understand what Shao Xi was saying, so he was silent at this time.

Over the years, wandering alone seems to be happy and happy, but who can understand the empty feeling in my heart?

Is it true that I just don't have a place to live? If you think about it, maybe even he won't believe that what he really has nowhere to put is actually his own heart.

No matter where you are, if your heart cannot find a home, you are destined to be a homeless person.

Where is the destination of the heart? Did you never look for it, or did you consciously or unconsciously want to look for a place to put it?

Over the years, Sun Poyun has been reminding himself that he is just a lonely and careless wanderer, but why does he keep reminding himself like this?

It doesn't really matter where the person is, the important thing is whether he has that concern in his heart, it's not that there are no people in this world who are worthy of his own concern, but Sun Poyun has been forcing himself not to have that concern.

Because he never knew what he could give? What can be given? He was afraid to take on that responsibility, and he never knew if he had the courage to take that responsibility.

Since he was a child, he was only responsible for himself, and now he hasn't even taken care of himself, he really doesn't know if he can take care of others, so he unconsciously resists the spiritual approach to people.

And it was this that made him feel more and more lonely.

Maybe the Shao Gongzi in front of him is right, only when he longs to have a home, will he find the person he wants to take care of, will he give his heart to that person, will he willingly take on that responsibility, and will let himself know that he is still alive.