The little insect didn't know if he was thinking about Zhu Li, or he screamed unconsciously, and suddenly a "daddy" appeared.

Yang Yunxi was stunned for a moment, and then laughed: "Do you miss your father?" If your father knew, he might be happy. ”

Aunt Jing also smiled: "Isn't it?" If Your Highness had known, he would have laughed so hard that he couldn't close his mouth. ”

Yang Yunxi thought of Zhu Lilai, and couldn't help but be a little worried: "I don't know where Your Highness has been?" How are you doing? But when the latter sentence came out, she couldn't help but laugh at herself. When you are away from home, or on the march, where is it possible to live as pampered as in the past?

Aunt Jing was relieved: "No matter how anybody, no one dares to snub His Highness." ”

Yang Yunxi knows this truth, but who can say it clearly if he is just concerned about this thing? When even smiled and collected his emotions, he picked up the little worm: "Okay, let's go see the Queen Mother." Let's go to your great-grandmother's for dinner, little worm. ”

When he arrived at Empress Dowager Tu's house, Yang Yunxi found that Empress Dowager Tu's condition was not particularly good. When even worried: "What's going on?" Have you asked the doctor to come and see you? ”

Empress Dowager Tu just crooked on the soft couch and laughed and teased the little worm, sighed and said: "It's just that people are old, I know it in my heart." You don't need to ask for a doctor. ”

"No, let's ask a doctor to take a look." Yang Yunxi couldn't help but say that he instructed Aunt Jing: "Go and ask the imperial doctor to take a look." ”

Empress Dowager Tu didn't particularly object, but just smiled and sighed: "Actually, I'm so old, and I don't have any regrets." I sometimes think that it would be good if I went with the emperor like this. The first emperor of the province is lonely at the bottom, isn't he? ”

Yang Yunxi listened to Empress Dowager Tu say this, and felt sad in his heart for no reason: "Queen Mother, don't say that." You have to live a long life. In the future, when the little insect gets married, she is still counting on you to help her pick a horse. ”

Empress Dowager Tu laughed even harder, but she didn't say such frustrating words again, and softened down along with Yang Yunxi's words: "I'm afraid that the little insect is also a proposition when it grows up, where will you listen to us when the time comes?" ”

Yang Yunxi just changed his way to pick up the topic to make Empress Dowager Tu happy.

The little insect is also very hard today, pestering the Empress Dowager Tu crookedly, making the Empress Dowager Tu laugh.

Liu Yi came after a while, but it was not a big deal, only that he might be stuffy in the house, somewhat seasick. It's just that the symptoms are not serious, so I just feel tired.

Yang Yunxi quietly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

Aunt Yun was also relieved. Before, Empress Dowager Tu refused to call the imperial doctor, and they couldn't persuade them, and they were still worried, but now they know that there is no big problem, so they are naturally relieved.

Empress Dowager Tu smiled: "I just said that I know my body, but you don't believe it." ”

Yang Yunxi deliberately had lunch at Empress Dowager Tu's before withdrawing. Because the hour was not early, it was almost the time for a nap, and Yang Yunxi didn't bother Gu Qingyu in the past, and only asked Aunt Jing to ask for herself.

Although Yang Yunxi didn't have the slightest abnormality on his face, what did Aunt Jing not understand? This is obviously Yang Yunxi's own refusal to see Gu Qingyu, so he changed his way to avoid people.

However, Aunt Jing can also understand Yang Yunxi's thoughts. But understanding is understanding, and reminders are also necessary: "The master is also lawless, and if he doesn't go, he will make people aware of it." ”

Yang Yunxi pursed her lips, avoided Aunt Jing's gaze, and said softly, "I know." "It's just that she needs a little time. She was afraid that as soon as she saw Gu Qingyu now, she couldn't help but rush up and ask Gu Qingyu why.

Why would it be done like that. Why did you say such things to Mrs. Chen, and why, knowing that she was so expectant and happy at that time, but he wanted to extinguish her hope? A basin of cold water washed away all her longings?

You must know that the person she trusted most in the palace at that time was Gu Qingyu. At that time, she felt that the people in the world, except for the Xue family, were Gu Qingyu who treated her best.

All along, she thought that Gu Qingyu was very good to her. thought that Gu Qingyu had helped her a lot, so she had always respected Gu Qingyu and always wanted to repay Gu Qingyu. Except for her reluctance to give the little insect to Gu Qingyu, she was willing to share other things with Gu Qingyu.

But it wasn't until today that she realized that it wasn't what she saw with her eyes.

Gu Qingyu is not so beautiful, nor is she so kind, and she is not so dedicated to her good.

It was like the world was beginning to collapse, and it only made her feel helpless and lonely.

At this time, she actually began to miss Zhu Li's embrace. If he was in front of her, I was afraid that she would immediately rush into his arms and cry bitterly.

Thinking like this, Yang Yunxi sighed again and said, "When will you come back?" ”

They had just separated, but she felt like they had been separated for a long time. It's been so long that she can't bear the torment anymore, so long that she can't wait to put on her wings and fly over.

Yang Yunxi knew that this was caused by her emotional breakdown, but how could she control it? And even if her emotions never collapsed, without Gu Qingyu's matter, she still misses Zhu Li.

Yang Yunxi felt that he was quite cheap. Ming Ming repeatedly told himself not to fall into it, and not to pay sincerity to Zhu Li. But she still fell like a moth to a fire without looking back. It's just because of Zhu Li's gentle words, the little bit he promised her the tender feelings that can't even be monopolized by her.

It's just that...... She just can't control it.

Yang Yunxi pressed his chest and thought with a wry smile: If Gu Qingyu hadn't gone to find Mrs. Chen at the beginning, then would everything be different now? She will successfully marry Chen Guichen and become the general's wife. Live a peaceful life. Maybe there is no honor like now, and it is impossible to avenge Xue Yueqing so quickly, but it must be as happy as ordinary people?

And now......

It's not that she's not satisfied with her current life, and it's not that she's unwilling to do anything. She just felt that if she could still be given another chance to choose, she still didn't want to enter the palace.

If nothing else, just to say that sharing a husband with other women is enough to discourage her. Before she tasted this, maybe she could still deceive herself. But once you've tasted it...... And how did she deceive herself?

She didn't want to. She was tormented. But he still has to put on such a generous posture, and even Zhu Li doesn't dare to show it too obviously. Because she knew very well that even if she mentioned it, things would not go her way. So you can only swallow it in your stomach.

But this taste is really unpleasant......