Chapter 490: Self-inflicted affection
"What happens after you find out?" Empress Dowager Tu's gaze was still sharp, as if it had penetrated all of Yang Yunxi's thoughts.
Yang Yunxi sighed lightly, and instead of answering this question, he raised his head and looked at Empress Dowager Tu calmly: "Are you willing to just forget it, Empress Dowager?" ”
Empress Dowager Tu was slightly stunned by the rhetorical question. Then he chuckled and sighed again: "What if you don't forget it?" What can I do? Speaking of which, they are all my children and grandchildren. I'm going to kill another grandson for the sake of one grandson? ”
"The Queen Mother can't do it, I can give it a try." Yang Yunxi said softly and lightly, stubbornly and resolutely: "Da Lang, he may be as simple as a grandson to the Queen Mother. But Da Lang is not as simple as His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and me and the little worm. ”
Maybe she was reluctant to admit it, but now she understands her heart better than ever: she likes Zhu Li. She thinks that Zhu Li is her family. Even though there are too many other things mixed with these emotions, such as suspicion and jealousy, no matter what, Zhu Li's position in her heart is already unbreakable.
That's why she was so angry and unwilling about this matter. In this way, it is necessary to give up everything to seek a truth and a result.
Yang Yunxi sighed, knowing that she was doing something stupid, but she just couldn't control it. This is her biggest shortcoming, knowing that it shouldn't be like this, it's wrong. will cause trouble for yourself.
But she couldn't help it. She still wanted to ask for a result. Just like Xue Yueqing's matter, she knew that after that incident came out, it would actually be no good for herself, but if she couldn't get justice for Xue Yueqing openly and let the person who should be punished be punished, she would feel unwilling.
Empress Dowager Tu frowned slightly: "Then have you ever thought about the little worm." As she spoke, Empress Dowager Tu withdrew her hand: "It's good that you can be a big man like this, and I'm also very happy." But you can't forget that before that you were the mother of a child! What do you do if you want a little worm like this? ”
Yang Yunxi couldn't say a word.
"It's okay to find out about this." When Empress Dowager Tu saw Yang Yunxi like this, she breathed a sigh of relief. His tone softened again, and he patted Yang Yunxi's back: "But for the rest, you can't act rashly." I am old, and the emperor is now bewitched by ghosts, and he cannot listen to what I say. I still want to protect you, but I'm afraid I won't be able to. Therefore, you have to think of yourself to stand up for yourselves. ”
Yang Yunxi understood what Empress Dowager Tu meant.
The emperor is mediocre, but he is afraid that the court will also be in turmoil. Their identity is actually quite embarrassing, and I am afraid that life will not be easy when the time comes.
Especially Dun'er, as Zhu Li's only son, in fact, in this case, Dun'er can continue to be the grandson. I'm afraid that there are many people who will target Dun'er.
When the time comes, it will be extremely difficult for a group of women to protect Dun'er. But the Empress Dowager Tu can't rely on it for long. If you can't stand up on your own, let alone take revenge, it's difficult to protect yourself.
"Crown Princess...... Are you pregnant? Yang Yunxi asked.
Yang Yunxi asked, but Empress Dowager Tu was a little surprised; "What? Qing Yu is pregnant? When? ”
Just looking at Empress Dowager Tu like this, Yang Yunxi knew that Empress Dowager Tu definitely didn't know about it, even if he frowned, he felt that he was a little too talkative. Smiled reluctantly: "I'm just hearsay." ”
Empress Dowager Tu glanced at Yang Yunxi, "I'm afraid it's not as simple as hearsay." You've heard about it, so it's not groundless. ”
Empress Dowager Tu's expression was a little solemn: "You know Qingyu's body better than me." If she is pregnant at this time......" Empress Dowager Tu had a look of embarrassment on her face.
At this time, the child in Gu Qingyu's belly was most likely Zhu Li's sister-in-law. But Gu Qingyu's body is so unassailable.
"The crown princess should know this matter in her heart." Yang Yunxi only said this, and then diverted the topic: "I thought, maybe His Highness didn't have an accident at this time, and he couldn't have been restrained." Anyway, I thought I'd try to find it. ”
To live is to see people, and to die is to see corpses.
This is what Yang Yunxi means. Of course, in fact, she also knows very well in her heart that the so-called search is just a little bit of her ungiving heart, which is basically an extravagant hope......
It's just that this little bit of not giving up makes her unstable in her heart, and she has to give it a try before she is willing to die.
Yang Yunxi sighed.
Empress Dowager Tu also sighed: "That's it, you're not selfish." Why did I die? For me, as soon as I close my eyes, all I think of is what Da Lang looked like when he was a child and what he looked like when he grew up. I couldn't believe he was gone. How could it be gone? Among so many grandchildren, he is the most loved by the first emperor. The first emperor once said that Da Lang will be a good emperor in the future......"
Speaking of these, Empress Dowager Tu burst into tears again. After a long time, he shook his head again: "Say these and say what." ”
"I want Chen Guichen to lead the troops." Yang Yunxi put forward her own idea, which she had thought about before she first came over. The reason for leading the troops was because he was afraid that Zhu Li was really just being restrained, not really gone.
No matter which possibility it is, Yang Yunxi has pondered it many times in his heart.
Empress Dowager Tu moved the corners of her lips, as if she wanted to laugh. But in the end, I couldn't laugh because I was too sad. Empress Dowager Tu said: "Have you thought about it a long time ago?" Just waiting for me to nod my head? ”
Facing Empress Dowager Tu's perceptive gaze, Yang Yunxi naturally didn't have the slightest intention of concealing it, and nodded directly: "Yes." ”
Empress Dowager Tu took a deep look at Yang Yunxi; "How do you believe that Chen Guichen will not betray Da Lang?"
"Da Lang asked him to escort us south, which has already revealed Da Lang's trust in him." 8 Yang Yunxi sighed, a little bitter; "Da Lang is thoughtful, how can he trust a person with a heart of betrayal?"
It's just that the more she talked about this, the more Yang Yunxi regretted it: why didn't she persuade Zhu Li to bring Chen Guichen in the first place? With Chen Guichen's ability, it is no problem to protect Zhu Li.
But...... Chen Guichen came to escort their female dependents.
Yang Yunxi clenched the tips of his fingers. She suddenly understood what Zhu Li meant by arranging for Chen Guichen to escort them: Zhu Li had long known that they would be in danger.
Zhu Li didn't just anticipate his own danger. However, he arranged for his most trusted general, Chen Guichen, to come over to protect them.
Although she was a little self-inflicted, Yang Yunxi always felt that it should have something to do with her.
(There will be a change ~ I took a look at the monthly pass, everyone is so awesome ~ Ayin will add more returns~ After the monthly pass reaches 100, I will add a more chapter~)