What Yang Yunxi was most afraid of was that Zhu Li avoided this question and refused to answer.

However, Zhu Li finally admitted: "Yes." Qing Yu was right. “

At this moment, Yang Yunxi only felt that it was a stone in his heart and fell to the ground. Zhu Li admitted it so generously, which only made her feel that her heart was suddenly relieved and she couldn't say it.

Yang Yunxi glanced at Zhu Li and pursed his lips: "Do you know that Da Lang, I was with Chen Guichen at that time—"

"I know." Zhu Li interrupted Yang Yunxi's words almost hurriedly, and then said categorically: "It's because I know that I don't want to give you away, and I don't want you to really go with Chen Guichen." More reluctant to ...... You flew out of the palm of my hand. “

Zhu Li's words were a bit overbearing and resolute.

"I know I'm being selfish. But thinking that you will tie the knot with others and become biological children with others, I just can't pass this hurdle, and I won't be willing to let you out of the palace. If it's any other reason, you won't give up. Only ......" Zhu Li's words were light and light, but they were full of madness and determination, as well as ...... A little bit of weakness. I barely notice this dim sum is empty.

Yang Yunxi was already shocked by Zhu Li's words.

Zhu Li smiled coldly: "Do you think I'm despicable?" ”

Such a practice is indeed very despicable. Chen Guichen is his companion, which can be regarded as an extraordinary affection, and if Zhu Li does this, he is somewhat trying to win people's love. No matter what time it is, such a thing is always despicable.

Not to mention that Zhu Li still has such an identity.

But Zhu Li said it so frankly, and spread out the dirty thoughts in his own heart.

Yang Yunxi turned out to be a little angry-what? Zhu Lidu said it so bluntly, it has been so long, what else is she angry about?

It's just that in the end, he was still unwilling, and couldn't help but purse his lips and ask, "Why?" What kind of woman does the palace want? Why do you have to-"

What did Zhu Li like about her?

Zhu Li looked at Yang Yunxi, and finally sighed, and said softly: "I don't know what to do, just go deep." “

Yang Yunxi silently read this a few times, and finally didn't know how to respond.

Zhu Li didn't think about making Yang Yunxi respond anything, and immediately asked, "Since I answered truthfully, can you also answer me truthfully?" Why the hell are you—"

"I'm scared." With Zhu Li's honesty, Yang Yunxi no longer has to hide it. And with Zhu Li's honesty, she felt a lot easier to tell the truth. Immediately, she sighed and said truthfully.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid as I was at the beginning. What did it taste like at the beginning...... I don't want to experience it a second time. Yang Yunxi smiled a little bitterly: "If I die, what should the little worm do?" Ah Shi is just that, he is your sister-in-law, and there are countless people who want to raise him without me. But the little worms...... Who but I can love her so wholeheartedly? ”

As he spoke, Yang Yunxi couldn't help but purse his lips and clenched his fists. Thinking about the situation at that time, she only felt that her whole body was chilling again. At that time, she really felt that she was going to die, and at that time, she was unwilling or anything was secondary, and fear was really true.

That experience, she really didn't want to go through again. She was afraid that she would still not be able to protect the child in her womb and be calculated—now that her status is higher, the more unavoidable such calculations are. She naturally knew how others were staring at Zhu Li's position as the queen.

Yang Yunxi also knew very well in his heart that Zhu Li had promoted the Xue family like this, and showed her status everywhere, as long as she gave birth to a child for Zhu Li at this time, and she didn't even need to be a son, Zhu Li could justifiably raise her status a little more.

Still, she was afraid. This fear is like an appendage, which makes her unable to get rid of it. She is afraid of being calculated, afraid that she will not be able to protect her children, and she is afraid of ...... Die. She still thinks about the situation when she gave birth, and she feels that her bone marrow is cold.

As a woman, being afraid of having children is actually a bit ridiculous and undeserved.

But this is her truest feeling, the most real feeling she cares about.

Zhu Li listened to Yang Yunxi's tone with some trepidation, but his heart was so uncomfortable that he gradually shrank into a ball. After so long since this incident, thinking of the events at that time, Zhu Li is not only guilty, but also afraid.

Although he didn't know what the situation was at the time, just listening to those situations was enough to scare him out of his hands and feet. Just a little bit, Yang Yunxi will really die. Not to mention the bugs.

If something happened to Yang Yunxi at that time, Zhu Li thought that he might really lose his mind.

"I was negligent." Zhu Li clenched Yang Yunxi's hand, and felt that this was not enough, so he simply hugged Yang Yunxi's shoulder so that she could lean on his arms. If this is the case, it can give Yang Yunxi a little strength and comfort, and can dispel the confused and uneasy look on her face.

Zhu Li really felt guilty: "If I hadn't been negligent at the time, I let someone take advantage of the loophole-" The situation at that time was also special. He laid so many defenses in the Rose Courtyard, but he didn't expect that Yang Yunxi would give birth to Empress Dowager Tu in the end. And there was a shortage of soldiers at that time...... A lot of evidence and things have been erased when they are looked back on.

That's why today, he still can't give Yang Yunxi an explanation. He also felt depressed in his heart about this matter, so he really refused to give up at all, and had to find out about this matter.

Yang Yunxi could naturally hear the guilt in Zhu Li's tone. He pursed his lips and shook his head: "I can't blame you for this kind of thing-"

How not to blame him? Zhu Li thought gloomily: If it weren't for his insistence on keeping her in the palace, how could she need to bear these pains? How did she need to go through these dangers?

In his heart, he has always wanted to protect her without leaking. It's just that he didn't do it.

Thinking about this, Zhu Li was really a little frustrated - he didn't do any of this.

Yang Yunxi saw the look on Zhu Li's face clearly, and then couldn't help but be a little stunned. I don't know what's going on, but she suddenly remembered what Zhu Li said before: I don't know what to do, and I go deep.

Before, it may have sounded just shocking, but now, she has a sense of reality.

Maybe Zhu Li's words are really not just talking. He really cares about her.