Chapter 12 Three months of retreat
Caesar figured out why he had been in the depths of his heart, and he had a faint feeling that "if he really confessed, he would probably be rejected". Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
All along, Caesar has done a lot of things for Phoenix, starting from the sentence "Caesar-san, would you like to be my student" in the afternoon sun of Aoki Academy, Caesar has fallen in love with Phoenix. Along the way, he understood that feeling is called love, understood why he liked Phoenix, and understood what he should do to express his emotions.
But it's a one-way street.
What about Phoenix's thoughts? Does she like herself? What kind of people does she like? Caesar didn't figure it out.
Around Caesar, there are many girls who like him. Long Qiqi and Red Yi treat him out of the girl's natural admiration for a powerful and excellent young man; Jasmine is unable to rely on him, so it turns into hatred; poor feelings for Caesar are simple loyalty and protection, but also her adherence to her own faith; as for Nono, she and Caesar are part of a deep friendship, transformed into a relationship between a man and a woman.
Caesar understood how these girls felt about themselves.
But Caesar never really understood the phoenix, he always looked at the phoenix from behind, as if looking up at a back that needed to be chased and climbed, and rarely had face-to-face communication with the phoenix.
Does the phoenix like herself? Caesar felt that there must be, after all, she was quite good, and she had paid so much for the phoenix, it would be impossible to say that she didn't feel anything about herself.
But I always felt that something was missing.
After the battle with Susan, Caesar suddenly understood what the phoenix valued and what he didn't have for the time being - the phoenix was not an ordinary girl, she was an imperial soldier, and she was already a young man after the age of a young girl.
The man she likes must be the kind of man who has a responsibility to the world!
This is the essential difference between her and Nuno and Kiki.
The phoenix likes Caesar, but Caesar once made it clear that he doesn't have a strong sense of belonging to the empire and the south, and it's only because the phoenix wants to protect this beauty that he is willing to protect it for the sake of the phoenix.
Caesar didn't particularly love the world, he loved the phoenix.
Thinking about it carefully, Phoenix agreed to General Lan's marriage proposal at the beginning, not because of General Lan's original image, or the image of an excellent general who did everything for the empire.
As a woman, Phoenix didn't like General Lan as a man, but she didn't have anyone she liked at the time, and she didn't even like anyone, and she didn't know what it was like to like it.
Therefore, she valued General Lan's sense of responsibility, coupled with her gratitude to General Lan, so she agreed to the other party's marriage proposal.
"When I think about it, I feel like everything makes sense. Caesar walked in the night, silently speaking in his heart.
Whether the phoenix will be willing to accept itself depends not only on how the phoenix feels about herself, but also on Caesar's attitude towards the world.
The question is, Caesar didn't know what his attitude towards the world was, and was he so desperately fighting against Susan now that he had the world in mind, or was he just under pressure because he and the phoenix were grasshoppers on the same rope as the world, so he had to do it?
- There is no answer.
So, I can only put it down for a while and go out for a walk.
How to deal with Susan, how to face the phoenix, how to see the world, these three questions, Caesar felt that he couldn't be in a hurry, he had to go out for a walk, think about it alone, and slowly figure it out.
Of course, cultivation is also one reason, and it is a very important reason.
The fifth ladder platform, now open to Caesar, was thought to be some more advanced technique of cyan rage, or at least something that was an extension of the previous ability.
But when he really stepped on the fifth platform, Caesar realized that he had stepped into a realm that had never been in the future.
The thing on the fifth platform is a cultivation notebook, signed by Manus. When he saw this signature, Caesar really confirmed that the entire place where the dragon woke up was the legacy left by Manus.
The beginning of the note reads briefly: "After the Dwarven War, Durand's boy is missing, his wives are mysterious, and they don't know what they are doing, and Catherine hasn't been seen for a long time......"
When Caesar saw this, his mind was full of question marks, and he thought to himself, what the hell is the dwarven war?
Fortunately, I immediately returned to the topic in the following notes: "I lost almost all my strength in the war, and now I can't even compare to the strength of one percent or one thousandth of what I once had, otherwise how could I not even be able to clean up a small dragon lord?"
Tiny Dragon Lord......
Caesar couldn't imagine what kind of strength Manus would have in his heyday, the superior god or higher?
I saw that the note continued: "Since I have lost my strength, I can't do anything for Sendlow after the war, so I just go out for a walk alone." I thought a lot along the way, reflected on what I had learned in the past, and gradually discovered many problems and shortcomings. What exactly is cultivation? I've always asked myself, why do we have to fuse more divine fires when we reach the god level? Without divine fire, we don't have the key to open the door to the rules?"
"I feel more and more that the cultivation laws that are now common between planes are actually distorted and deformed. A truly powerful lifeform should not rely on the plane divine fire, but can also have god-level strength, such as those super lifeforms in the Endless Void. ”
"I want to try to take a path that no one has gone before, not relying on any external objects, relying only on my own ability, to reach the limit of cultivation again, and to recover and even surpass me who was once at my peak. ”
"This notebook is a record of the answers I've found so far. ”
"I gave it a name: Master of True Form. ”
The opening is such a short paragraph, and to be honest, a lot of the information in it Caesar can't understand, and it is estimated that it involves some things about Sendlow.
However, there are a few points of information, which are clear:
First, Manus has lost his strength, and Manus, who beat Susan into an egg a hundred years ago, does not even have one percent of the strength he had at his peak.
Second, Manus felt that there was something wrong with the mainstream cultivation method, which was the so-called Fusion Divine Fire, and wanted to create a new cultivation method. Caesar guessed that after he lost his strength, he couldn't use the mainstream method to regain his strength, and that road was blocked for him.
Thirdly, Manus found a solution that was not perfect, and this answer was the content of the fifth layer of the ladder, called the True Form Master.
"I understand the concept of true form, cyan anger contains true form rules, and super life naturally contains true form rules. ”
Caesar flipped through his notes and quickly smiled bitterly, helpless and puzzled, "But this "True Form Master", can I really practice?
The Quasi-Dragon School has cultivated to the extreme, and can practice the true form, which Caesar knew.
When he first fought with Ani, Caesar had a faint feeling that Ani was the best person in the world besides the Great Commander who was the best at the dragon school, because she had cultivated a trace of the rudiments of the true form.
But the problem is that the cultivation of the Simulated Dragon School, including the follow-up cultivation of the True Form Master, requires the physique of a battle mage, especially the elemental crystal as the foundation!
Caesar looked down at his chest, did he have an elemental crystal?
That's a fart......
However, in terms of cultivation, Caesar has never easily come to conclusions, he believes that the fifth layer platform is open to him, there must be some reason, so he wants to go to the north, to the realm of battle mages, after all, the dragon school is a special ability of battle mages, if you want to find the key to cultivation, you must go to the north to find it.
In this way, Caesar went all the way deep into the Northland, and soon more than half a month passed, but there was no clue or clue.
One day he suddenly thought that although he didn't have an elemental crystal in his heart, he had a "whole" in his hand, and it was half an elemental crystal left by Manus, which might be able to help him.
Caesar found a secluded place full of hope and began to study how to use "completeness" to cultivate the "Imitation Dragon School", and then further cultivate the "True Form Master", but he did not expect it.
The attempt to use the "complete" cultivation of the Quasi-Dragon School was unsuccessful.
But Caesar inadvertently took the little dragon as the core and starting point, and regarded the little guy as his own elemental crystal, and then cultivated, and the result was ...... It's so easy!
In the cave, Caesar watched his hands switch freely between the human palms and the dragon claws of the dragon clan as he wished, his face strange, surprised and confused.
Behind him, the dragon phantom loomed, although it had not reached the level of Susan's "true form phantom" that day, but at least there was a prototype.
"What the hell is going on? The key to cultivating this dragon school is actually in Xiaolong?" Caesar thought to himself, "What about the follow-up True Form Master? Can he also cultivate with Xiaolong's cooperation?"
In order to verify this matter, Caesar calmed down and seriously cultivated the dragon school from the most basic kung fu to the most profound methods, and then he began to cultivate the true form master.
To Caesar's great surprise, he could really cultivate the True Form Master without the slightest difficulty!
If cyan wrath is a powerful true form, then the notebook of "True Form Master" records thousands of various true forms, which opened up a whole new world for Caesar!
Before that, Caesar had never imagined that the world would have such a vast field!
In the cultivation without distractions, Caesar temporarily forgot about the troubles of the outside world, and half a month passed, one day Caesar felt something, and after thinking about it for a while, he soon made an important and bold decision.
He temporarily sealed the power of cyan anger, including the natal javelin weapon, into his body, and no longer used it for a short time.
Then Caesar changed into simple clothes, traveled lightly, and temporarily only used the legendary level of thunder energy, with the various abilities and means in "True Form Master", he even sealed his strong physical strength with cyan anger.
Caesar hoped that he would be an ordinary legendary powerhouse, and he would delve into this "True Form Master" without interference.
On the first day of the third month after leaving the imperial capital, Caesar studied the entire notebook, and except for a few extremely difficult and mysterious points, although not proficient, at least they were all introduced.
Walking out of the cave, the sun was shining, and Caesar felt that three months had passed like a lifetime away.
He doesn't look much different from three months ago, and if he does, it's become ordinary, ordinary.
But Caesar himself understood that his current self was fundamentally different from his self three months ago.
The gloomy mood and negative emotions brought about by the defeat with Susan are truly swept away at this point. Caesar laughed three times, and walked out of the cave with great strides. It's time to re-enter the world!