Xu Xun chapter outside the fan
When Xu Xun was doing needlework, he heard the girl tell him that Zhu Bo was coming. At that moment, he put down his needle and thread and greeted him with a smile. When he saw Zhu Bo, he couldn't help but smile: "Didn't the prince just come before?" Why is it here again today? ”
"I've finally done the work of choosing a colt for the little worm, so I'm here to see you." Zhu Bo smiled and held Xu Xun's hand and helped Xu Xun to the house.
Xu Xun was a little surprised when he heard this: "Didn't you start the election just now?" How can you be so fast-"
"Little Worm already has a favorite person, and the person she likes is here, so where do you need to choose a colt? It's just a situation. Zhu Bo smiled, but didn't say much, just looked at Xu Xun and said softly: "Mother, don't be too tired, you have lost weight recently." ”
Xu Xun took out the clothes he had made and gave them to Zhu Bo to try, and replied with a smile: "How can you lose weight?" That's what you've said back to you, but I've said it every time. But you're mistaken. What's your relationship with the Queen Lady lately? Are you okay? ”
Now that she is outside the palace, she is most worried about the relationship between Zhu Bo and Yang Yunxi.
"The queen is a kind-hearted person. She won't take the initiative to embarrass you, and you don't have to be too defensive of her. Let her see it, but it will cause a storm. Your younger brothers, except for Ah Shi, are still young—" Xu Xun persuaded in a low voice, and then reached out to arrange Zhu Bo's clothes.
"It's okay mother." Zhu Bo didn't care much about this matter, and quickly smiled: "If they really want the position of the crown prince, let them take it." ”
Xu Xun was stunned for a moment, and then grabbed Zhu Bo's hand: "Did something happen?" ”
Zhu Bo smiled: "It's just to figure it out." Didn't the concubine figure it out a long time ago? ”
Xu Xun pursed his lips, and said softly for a long time: "It's one thing to want to understand, but it's another thing to save your life." And, I know in my heart that there is no one more suitable to be an emperor than you—"
Zhu Bo was silent.
Xu Xun instructed a few more words, and finally sighed lightly: "It's a pity that I'm no longer in the palace, and I can't help you anything." Even your Uncle Wang, but he can't help you too much, although he has military power in his hands, but in the end, ......"
Zhu Bo shook his head: "Don't say it, concubine." Beware of partition walls with ears. Don't mention this matter in the future. Although Uncle Wang has military power, I never thought of helping me. Now my father is in his prime, but I can't be too strong. Otherwise, the experience of my former father is my experience. ”
Xu Xun understood this truth and sighed slightly.
Zhu Bo smiled again: "I just think that Uncle Wang is very good to you, so I will support my mother to marry him, and I have never thought about anything else." ”
Xu Xunden also smiled: "You don't know about him." Although it's rough and not so careful, it's very good. Today he rested, that is, he took the two children to ride horses, I was tired, so I didn't go with him, otherwise you wouldn't be able to see people. ”
Zhu Bo saw Xu Xun smiling so happily, he couldn't help but laugh too: "If the mother concubine is happy, I am also happy." ”
Xu Xun pursed his lips and sighed: "When I first left the palace, I didn't expect to encounter such a thing." At that time, I only thought that I would live in the Taoist temple for the rest of my life. But I didn't expect to meet such a person, and I ...... again."
At first, she was also very hesitant, but in the end, it was Yang Yunxi who persuaded her a few words, and she could be regarded as making up her mind.
It wasn't until later that she understood the rather subtle things between Yang Yunxi and Zhu Li. finally understood why Yang Yunxi always refused to share Zhu Li's thoughts with others. Fortunately...... She also came across.
Xu Xun thought about her husband, and smiled again: "I'll cook some of your favorite food in a while, and when they come back, they will eat together?" ”
Zhu Bo still had something to do, so he only refused, and he didn't sit for long before leaving.
After sending people away, Xu Xun didn't continue to do needlework, and then he didn't have the heart to do needlework again, so he simply asked people to bring a chair and wait for everyone to come back under the porch.
Thinking about the situation, she realized that unconsciously, Zhu Bo was already a head taller than her. In a blink of an eye, so many years have passed.
Thinking that when she first entered the palace, she couldn't help but sigh. knew that entering the palace was such an ending, and she wasted so many years in vain, but she would not enter the palace no matter what.
When she entered the palace, she never thought of becoming a favorite concubine? just watched Yang Yunxi embark on the road of being a favorite concubine step by step, although she was envious and jealous, she really discovered one thing: she was not favored, but it was also related to herself.
When Gu Qingyu had an accident, she was a little gloating and happy in her heart. There is only one Yang Yunxi in the palace who really feels pity and pain for Gu Qingyu. At that time, she also thought, who will Yang Yunxi show like this?
But when it was really herself, she suddenly longed for that kind of love and friendship.
And after she really became friends, she found out that she was jealous of Gu Qingyu.
It can be seen that people's hearts are insufficient. If she hadn't gotten it, then she wouldn't have such thoughts and emotions. When she first had a dun'er, she was overjoyed. Thinking that she will never be lonely in the palace anymore, she can survive for a long time in those days.
But in the end, she still had envy again.
After she watched their family and Meimei, she loved each other like an ordinary couple, and she was still jealous in her heart. She and Dun'er are so lonely and humble...... She was still a little unwilling at that time, Dun'er was the prince, why shouldn't Dun'er be taken seriously?
There is also the death of Yanhui......
There are some things that she hasn't figured out until now, but after the precipitation of time, she has already let go - no matter what kind of truth it was back then, after so many years, there is no point in pursuing it.
What about the pursuit? Yanhui is dead, and those who knew the truth back then have shut up in various ways. If she had believed in Yang Yunxi a little, maybe things wouldn't have turned out like that.
But if she hadn't made such a fuss, she was only afraid that she would still be in the palace now, right? What will happen in the palace? It's just that I'm still living that lonely and cold days that make my bones feel cold. Live like that until you die, or go mad......
Just thinking about it, Xu Xun suddenly heard laughter outside, but suddenly came back from his thoughts, and then couldn't help but get up with a smile and go out, until she saw a tall man with two children walking in, she laughed out loud: "Why did you come back so early?" ”