Chapter 38 Do You Want Someone to Love You, Love You, and Give You Their Life?
He's coming.
Came suddenly.
How did he find out about this place?
Shen Yang was surprised at the moment.
Raising his eyes and looking at him, the man's eyes were deep, and the smile and a stream of breath were gone, and what remained was a kind of power that gave people stability.
His eyes were too gentle, so gentle that they were close to coldness.
How could someone merge gentleness and ruthlessness at the same time, but Gu Huai is.
He actually came here for her?
There was a sudden self-deprecating sneer in her heart, she was full of bad deeds, there was rot soaked in her bones, someone actually came for her, and she was still such a man who had known her for less than a month.
Seeing that Shen Yang didn't move, Gu Huai twisted his eyebrows slightly, but he didn't speak, and he didn't make any movements.
He had promised that he would give her a place to hide.
And this woman, when in danger, chose to hand over her younger brother to him, and the rest was carried by herself, stupid.
If Cheng Ning hadn't come to inform him, he might have found out about it until she went in.
Zhou Chuan knew this too well, and after receiving the news, they Huai Ye took the driver to drag here.
In such a quiet atmosphere, Zhou Chuan spoke with a special acquaintance: "Shen Yang, don't hide if you take the money, you have to do something after taking the money." ”
After speaking, Gu Huai immediately smiled and looked at Liang Qi: "Mr. Liang, this Shen Yang is a drop in the ocean, my boss paid her to protect me, and the deadline has not yet arrived." ”
He smiled slowly: "Then is she my person now?" ”
"I'll pick up my people back, Mr. Liang shouldn't have an opinion, right?"
The two stood oppositely, with the same aura, although they were both smiling, but in this smile, there was a knife hidden.
A person who tried his best to kill, and knew that he wanted his life, but now he stood in front of him generously, talking and laughing with him.
I have to say that the people on Gu Huai's side are really full of guts.
Liang Qi's eyes were dark, but he smiled politely: "Since this is the case, then Shen Yang, follow him." ”
"Thank you." In the next second, Gu Huai took off his coat and draped it directly on Shen Yang's body.
Without saying a word, he hugged the person into his arms, took the umbrella in Zhou Chuan's hand, opened it, put his arm around Shen Yang's shoulder, and left with a step.
Zhou Chuan: "......."
Day, what should you do if you two hold an umbrella and leave?
He gritted his teeth and ran into the car in the rain.
The latter watched the three of them leave, and his eyes became more and more grim.
With a cold snort, he withdrew his gaze, turned around and left.
......
Shen Yang was originally covered in the cold of the rain, but the moment the coat was put on, it was wrapped in his breath, and he couldn't talk about how warm it could become.
But my heart is warm, it's true.
Human instinct is to be close to warmth, to be close to people who are good to themselves.
But Shen Yang didn't dare at all, he had a sensitive conditioned reflex, he was kind to her, warm to her, and subconsciously felt that he just wanted to use her, getting too close, afraid of being burned.
In this world, gentleness is the most terrible, and once it falls, it is fatal.
And, to her surprise, Liang Qi, a lawless person, was actually afraid of Gu Huai. No wonder Liang Qi wants to kill Gu Huai, Gu Huai's threat to him must be great.
The car drove away.
Shen Yang said in a dumb voice: "Thank you." ”
"You're welcome."
Shen Yang shrunk in the corner of the position, tightly clutching his coat, her hair was wet against her cheeks, she was really thin, and at this time she looked even more small, pitifully shrunk in that corner, this was a very insecure posture, for fear that someone would hurt her.
The man groaned.
"Shen Yang." Her name was called out in a deep voice.
She looked up at him.
The eyes were trembling, and the eyelashes were wet with rain, showing a rare weakness. This look made Gu Huai's heart twitch fiercely, and there was a burst of pain.
His Adam's apple rolled, and he smiled gently: "There are thorns hidden in fragrant flowers, and roses can bloom in desperate situations." There's nothing you can't get by. ”
Next time, he should have taken her in a proper capacity, not in the same capacity as he is today.
No, there shouldn't be a next time for this kind of thing.
Shen Yang's body is cold and afraid of cold.
The whole body trembled, and he spoke a lot softer: "The roots are rotten, and the flowers that bloom will also be dirty things that cannot be seen." ”
"Huh." Gu Huai laughed loudly, there was wanton arrogance in his smile, with the uninhibition that he should have at his age.
"How do you know? Peel it open and see which one is rotten? If it's really rotten, it won't be able to bloom when it dies, and it still wants to bloom dirty? ”
Shen Yang was stunned, indeed.
When the roots are rotten, it is equivalent to death.
At this moment, she was moved again in her heart.
Thinking of what Cheng Ning asked her, why did you get together with Gu Huai?
Get together with Gu Huai?
To be precise, staying with him is like a feeling of comfort.
He sometimes looks tired and depressed, always as sorry for him as the whole world, and she will feel that he also has something on his mind, and he will be a depraved person.
Merry and smiling, it just makes him look more beautiful.
But the more you get in touch, the clearer it becomes that he never succumbs to fate.
A person like Gu Huai looks high, but his situation will not be better than her, but unlike her, he has someone to protect and someone to fight for.
Even in the darkness, his soul will live forever in blood, forever hot and glowing.
"Yes." Shen Yang suddenly smiled.
Looking at Gu Huai with a smile, his skin was very white, it was the kind of cold white, but he was infected with some sickness. His sometimes weak state may not really be pretended.
"Gu Huai, are you not alive for long?" She asked him, looking at him with eyes that wanted to see through his soul.
Gu Huai lowered his eyes and was silent for a long time.
Didn't live long, maybe.
But if you live for a second, you have the value of a second.
"The mountain is high and there is a feasible road, and there are ferrymen in the depths of the water."
He doesn't believe in fate, and he doesn't believe in cold statistics.
He has learned a lot of knowledge, and a scalpel has saved many people, but for himself, he can't cure the disease. But he believed he could be fine.
The light in the car was dim, and his side face looked lonely: "Even if you really live for a short time, you will make every minute and second of your life meaningful, and there will be no regrets even if such a life is over." It is more meaningful than a person who has lived a lifetime in vain, and a finite life that has done something meaningful, it becomes infinite. ”
This is also what he has always said that his life is his own, and no one wants to take it away.
As he spoke, the man tilted his head, looked at her, and suddenly asked, "Shen Yang, do you want someone to be good to you?" I love you, I love you, and I give you my life. ”
His voice is light and fluttering, but every word is deeply rooted in people's hearts and bone marrow.
Suddenly, Gu Huai understood, what was missing in his life? Lack of lovers, lack of warmth and heat.
He wasn't sure if Shen Yang was that person, but he was willing to go and try it out to see if it was that person.
Today he was scared.
I used to be ignorant, and I didn't understand the temptation to tease.
But today I am afraid that I will never see her again in this life. I haven't known each other for a long time, and I definitely can't talk about how much I like and love her, but I just don't want her to leave. So he's willing to try it with his feelings.
But whether he will try it well, he has always been scheming, and he can't count it.
He hasn't given these things to others, and he doesn't know how to give them, so it's a try, not an accurate one for you.
Shen Yang's breath was suddenly held, and he just looked at him.
His eyes were thick and hot, with a smile, with desire, straight into people's hearts, all these things she never dared to ask for, and they were also things she had never had.
His lips moved, his mind went blank, and he couldn't say a word. Turn your head and hug yourself tightly, and slowly close your eyes.
How can he de, someone like Gu Huai is willing to give it to her?
She didn't speak, but Gu Huai suddenly lowered her eyes and chuckled: "You definitely want to." ”
"Then let me try, can you? If you try, at least don't push me away and keep me from approaching. ”
"If you try it, you don't have to worry about the long road ahead, because the people who travel with you will never disperse."
"Even if we run to death together in the future, there is a sad and affectionate word, called martyrdom."
Lonely people always want to talk to similar souls for comfort.
Walk all the way, shoulder to shoulder, share honor and disgrace.
He wanted to find someone like that.
A man like Gu Huai has goals, determination, and a lazy and romantic appearance that is steady and introverted.
is also alienated and indifferent.
The blood is cold.
But if he falls in love with someone, he must protect him at the cost of his life.
Cool people are affectionate, and there are magnificent waves that can last for a hundred years and a long-lasting strength for 10,000 years.
Shen Yang knew this very well in his heart.
Too heavy, too heavy for her to make a decision.
Her path has not been planned yet, her life is still a mess of mud, and she does not dare to go on the dirty pure land.
I simply closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
Zhou Chuan and the driver in the front row didn't say a word, pretending to be a transparent person.
But these topics are very deep.
It is a bridge between them and a step closer.
……
Shen Yang couldn't calm down in her heart, and she couldn't calm down until she was at home.
It was like scorching lava burning her heart.
It's too hot, with a dazzling light, and it's a little unbearable for a while.
What should be particularly clear is that Gu Huai's words in the car today are a statement, not a confession.
The statement is so messy, hot and heavy, and serious.
If it really came to the moment of confession, Shen Yang was afraid that he would ruin his life.
She soaked in the bathtub and slowly sank herself into the water, just like this, to indulge and empty.
And downstairs.
Gu Huai sat on the sofa as usual, holding the documents in his hand.
Suddenly, he looked up a little puzzled: "Is it shameful to be martyred with me?" Why did she even think about this? ”
"......" Zhou Chuan: "How can anyone confess that you are like this: Hello, I want to try with you, so are you willing to martyr me?" ”
Gu Huai: "......"
What he just said in the car, was it so terrifying?
Zhou Chuan: "But I said you, do you really like her?" ”
"I said, I'll try."
"Okay." Zhou Chuan: "Sure enough, geniuses who want to fall in love are different from ordinary people." You can have your own plan for this. ”
"But today, if you bring people out of the ocean like this, Liang Qi probably won't believe Shen Yang, right? I can't keep chasing and killing you two together. ”
"Actually, you hurt her in the past today, and she may have to fight wits and courage with a drop in the ocean in the future."
Gu Huai: "If I don't go over, she may die." ”
"But you still hurt her."
Gu Huai: "If you can keep her this time, you are not afraid that you will not be able to protect her for the rest of your life." ”
He can take responsibility for every decision he makes, no matter how big that responsibility may be.
A gentleman's word, the horse is difficult to chase. And, there are no regrets.