Lin Hua has been a bad boy in other people's mouths since he was a child, he was very naughty when he was a child, the existence of a child king, Lin's father has always been merciful when he beats people, even if he treats Lin Hua who has just entered elementary school, he can be ruthless, Lin Hua has been beaten since he was a child, and he doesn't feel anything for a long time.

As long as others don't mess with him, he will never cause trouble, he doesn't like to bully people, thieves are not interesting, but he is idle and panicked, he hides by the side when his brothers fight, and he will only make a move when he can't fight.

When the rebellious period came, he caused trouble outside again, Father Lin was angry, picked up a stick and hit Lin Hua, Lin Hua was not convinced at that time, he fought with Father Lin, he felt that he was not wrong, and in the end, his face turned red, but in exchange for a more severe beating.

But after a long time, Lin Hua got tired of it, he didn't have the freshness at the beginning, and he lacked interest in everything.

So when Father Lin came to look for him, Lin Hua still followed back.

When you've had enough, go back.

When he went back, he was caught and beaten by Father Lin, Lin Hua was mixed up with ruffians and fierceness outside, but because he was handsome, this ruffian made him a little more charming.

But Father Lin just can't get used to Lin Hua's angry appearance, so he has to be not serious, and he will say a few words every day when he eats, and Lin Hua is in and out of his left ear.

There is also a nosy sister, although he has never called it, Lin Hua is annoyed when he looks at it.

The first time he met the scene of the little fool, Lin Hua didn't remember it for a long time, but he often heard of this little fool, the little fool's mother was the only university teacher in the village, gentle and easy to talk, but unfortunately the only child was a little fool, I don't know how many people regretted it.

Jiang Huiqin is a good mother and a good teacher, she has been taking students since Lin Hua Primary School, but Lin Hua just hates being managed by others, he hates the feeling of being restrained, Lin's father cares about his studies very much, and every time he will go to Jiang Huiqin's house to understand his situation, Jiang Huiqin will not tell Lin Hua's true results, but even if he is euphemistic, he can hear Lin Hua's indisputability.

After going back, he will be scolded again, and Lin Hua sometimes even hates this teacher.

After dinner once, Father Lin took some fresh sweet potatoes dug up at home today to Jiang Huiqin's house, and Lin Hua was also dragged over.

Jiang Huiqin welcomed them in very warmly, and when the two adults talked, Lin Hua didn't want to listen to them, so he secretly took the cigarette in Lin's father's pocket and ran out.

He found a corner where no one was around, sat on the stairs and smoked a cigarette at random, and in the little smoke, he saw a small figure, as if holding a rag bear doll in his arms, crying and walking.

Lin Hua was not very interested, and pressed out the cigarette that was about to be smoked, as if he was smoking one in a safe place.

As a result, he just collided with Jiang Huiqin who rushed over, Lin Hua instantly turned around and pretended to be looking at the flowers, and quietly hid the cigarette case in his trouser pocket.

"Don't cry, don't cry, Eun don't cry, mom is here, mom is here."

Jiang Huiqin didn't notice Lin Hua next to her, she only had Wen Xien crying miserably in her arms.

Father Lin also walked over, he glanced at Wen Xien, who still had tears on his eyelashes, and couldn't help but praise, "This baby is so good-looking." ”

Jiang Huiqin smiled and gently patted Wen Xien's back with the back of her hand.

Gradually, the crying stopped, and only soft hiccups remained.

The first time I saw the fierce and vicious Father Lin praising people, Lin Hua also leaned over to see what this little fool looked like.

But it's a pity that he didn't see what the little fool looked like, because the little fool buried his face in Jiang Huiqin's neck, and he only saw the little fool revealing a snow-white and delicate arm like a white lotus, which looked so soft and easy to touch.

It was the first time he saw such white skin, and he was stunned by the whiteness of the skin for a while.

He looked at it, his heart was a little hot, and he couldn't help but wonder if it was so easy to touch.

In the end, he still didn't do it, and he was beaten down by Father Lin halfway through his hand, and he was scolded.

Lin Hua's temper came, so he said that if he touched it, he would not lose a piece of meat.

When Father Lin was about to make a move, he cleverly ran first.

Listening to Father Lin's angry scolding, Lin Hua felt very unhappy and aggrieved, for the sake of a little fool, he didn't give his son face in front of others at all, whether he was born or not, at this moment, the cautious Lin Hua also held a grudge against the little fool.

After that, Lin Hua still occasionally met the little fool, either seeing the little fool playing with the little girl with mud prints on his body, or seeing the little fool hiding behind Jiang Huiqin and couldn't see his face clearly.

Thin and small, he only knows how to play with a group of little girls in kindergarten, and he is so white, just like a little girl, Lin Hua is uncomfortable to look at.

When the little fool was bullied, Lin Hua stood by and looked at him coldly.

Maybe even he himself would not have thought that he would end up falling in love with the little fool.

will fight for half his life in order to make the little fool live a good life.

Why......

Why!

Why didn't he protect the little fool, obviously the little fool told him many times, but he didn't take it to heart, so that the beast became more and more rampant.

It's all his fault, it's all his fault, he deserves to die, he deserves to die......

In those months, Lin Hua had insomnia almost every day, he couldn't sleep, and he didn't dare to sleep, as long as he fell asleep, he would dream of the little fool's desperate cry for help, and he ...... Nothing can be done.

During the day, he still pretended to be nothing, coaxing the little fool to be happy, coaxing the little fool to take medicine, working normally, and almost no one knew about his madness under the calm.

He has been suppressing, suppressing the pathological paranoia and cruel tyranny that has grown poorly in the depths of his heart.

He slowly became sensitive and irritable, suspicious all day long, in fact, he was just uneasy, he was just too scared, afraid that someone would rob him of the little fool, he just wanted to protect the little fool well.

But he didn't expect that in the end, it was actually himself who hurt the little fool the most.

It's ridiculous......

It's over

(End of chapter)