Two hours after Gu Huai went back, it was already early in the morning.

He didn't receive a call from Jiang Xinghuo, and after Shen Yang's accident, Gu Huai withdrew all the people around Jiang Xinghuo, after all, Liang Qi had been arrested.

Shen Yang saw that he was still not sleeping, "You have to sleep now, normal work and rest time, you should sleep at 10:00, and now it has been overtime for two hours." ”

He raised his eyes and pulled Shen Yang to sit on top of him: "I just went to the police station." ”

Shen Yang frowned: "Liang Qi has a result over there?" ”

"The people at the police station said that there are basically results, and they are still collecting some evidence." Gu Huai: "But I didn't know about those situations in the past, I met Jiang Xinghuo." ”

"Jiang Xinghuo ......" Shen Yang pursed his lips: "He asked me to go over there." ”

It is not difficult to come out, he and Liang Qi are in a gang.

"Talked to me a lot." Gu Huai told the ins and outs.

"Actually, I'm waiting for his call now, and he hasn't called yet, thinking that something might have happened to him."

Shen Yang: "You sleep first, I'll go over and take a look." ”

"Nope." Gu Huai said: "You go out alone so late, I really feel a little worried. ”

"But with your body staying up all night, I don't feel at ease."

"It's fine." Gu Huai touched Shen Yang's cheek: "If you leave me alone at home, I can't sleep, it's okay to spend a night once in a while." ”

"Don't worry."

Shen Yang frowned: "If you have anything uncomfortable, you must tell me." ”

"Yes."

Shen Yang thought for a while: "Otherwise, call Zhou Chuan over to see, if there is any news for him to report to me, I will sleep with you here." ”

I really don't feel at ease with this body, and I really can't forget the doctor's advice, it's so late, and I feel guilty in my heart when I take him out.

Gu Huai propped his chin: "Just protect me like this?" ”

He smiled with his eyebrows: "You won't take advantage of my sleep, you can sneak out by yourself." ”

"Do you think I'm you? I do what I say. Shen Yang pinched Gu Huai's face: "You hurry up and give me sleep now, don't hang around here." ”

"Tell me to stay with me." Gu Huai pulled her: "Let's go, I'll call Zhou Chuan, and then go to sleep." ”

"That's pretty much it."

Shen Cheng came down at this time: "Is something wrong with Jiang Xinghuo?" I heard you all just now. ”

"It should be fine, don't worry." Shen Yang said: "Even if there is something, then the consequences of all this are his own choices." ”

Speaking of this, Shen Yang was stunned: "But it is also possible that he was forced to choose, but his choice is not to tell us." ”

"In fact, if he is forced to choose, after telling us, there may be a solution."

Shen Cheng frowned: "I think he is a very good person, he won't do anything like that, don't misunderstand him." ”

Gu Huai rubbed Shen Cheng's head: "I know that he is a very good person and your first friend, and you don't want to think that you will look away after making your first friend." ”

"He is kind in his bones, it's not too early, you hurry up and go to bed." Gu Huai: "Brother-in-law remembers that your health is not very good, don't stay up late." ”

Gu Huai looked at Shen Yang: "You can't just care about my brother, right?" ”

Shen Yang: "......"

What nonsense is this man talking about in front of a child!

……

Until six o'clock in the morning.

Gu Huai received a call from Zhou Chuan.

"Huaiye, someone has found it." Zhou Chuan's tone was a little dull.

Gu Huai intuitively felt that nothing good would happen, and his voice sank: "Where is it?" ”

"By the sea." Zhou Chuan pursed his lips: "Huai Ye, now his body is in the forensic office, but his behavior should be ......"

Suicide.

Gu Huai's heart trembled, and the mobile phone clicked and slipped from his hand.

He exhaled deeply and cupped his face in both hands.

What he should have found out, he should have found out last night.

Something wasn't quite right with him last night.

Shen Yang was woken up by the movement of his mobile phone smashing down, saw him in a daze, and then woke up, and the whole person got up: "Gu Huai... What happened to you? ”

At this moment, Gu Huai only felt that his throat was a little astringent.

I don't know what it was like.

He and Jiang Xinghuo, the two of them actually didn't have much contact.

But he seems to be another shadow of himself.

There are many similarities with him when he was a child.

Gu Huai shook his head and didn't speak.

Shen Yang looked at his phone.

Pick it up: "I'm Shen Yang, what's wrong?" ”

Zhou Chuan said the matter again: "Huai Ye, he may ...... Persuade him well. ”

Gu Huai rarely has such a time, at least in the eyes of outsiders, he is an optimistic and rational man.

Hang up the phone.

Shen Yang hugged him and didn't say a word.

I felt a pain in my heart.

She knew what Gu Huai was uncomfortable with. Ning Ye told her about his past.

He also thought about integrating into the sea, Jiang Xinghuo's idea may be the same as Gu Huai's.

That child, life has been on the right track, and he has also longed for the sun.

But, why was it forced to that step......

The difference between Jiang Xinghuo and Gu Huai is that Gu Huai was saved, but Jiang Xinghuo did not.

He went alone into the cold and deep sea, and after he died, he still enjoyed the darkness alone.

I don't know how long it has been, Gu Huai raised his head slightly, his eyes were a little red.

His voice was hoarse: "Let's go to the police station." ”

"Okay, let's have breakfast first." Shen Yang got up and went to the wardrobe to get clothes for Gu Huai.

Watch his emotions carefully.

Gu Huai felt it and hugged Shen Yang: "I'm fine, it's possible today, it's more emotional." ”

Shen Yang stood on tiptoe and kissed his chin: "Well, I know, thank you for coming to me with the light." ”

Thank you too, Master Ning Ye who saved you in the first place, and thank you for working hard to live for so many years.

can let her meet such a good Gu Huai in the dark.

This incident made Shen Yang also become a little melancholy.

Things happen right in front of your own eyes, and it's not easy for people to feel that the person in front of them is in front of you.

He has experienced no less than Jiang Xinghuo.

Jiang Xinghuo is also a melancholy person, he should have lived well.

In fact, it can be better.

Shen Yang's heart was like a layer of cotton.

"I should have gone to him last night." Shen Yang said.

"It's none of your business, you may not be able to find him if you go to find him, Zhou Chuan took a lot of people to look for it, and he only found it this morning." Gu Huai's voice was hoarse: "I should have called him back last night." ”

Shen Yang hugged Gu Huai: "This is his choice." If he doesn't come back with you, you can't force him to come back, can you? ”

Gu Huai pursed his lips, his breath a little heavy.

"Did I talk to him a little hard last night?"

"No, it's not." Shen Yang hugged his waist and buried his head in his arms: "You didn't, you have always been gentle with him, and you won't say anything serious last night." ”

Gu Huai is indeed rare and gentle towards Jiang Xinghuo.

Now Shen Yang understands that he is gentle with his former self.

She was distressed to death.

Gu Huai in the past, how uncomfortable it should be, he must have faced other people's cold words all day long.

"Alright, let's go."

"Don't tell Shen Cheng about this, just treat Jiang Xinghuo as if he went somewhere else, when he is a ruthless and unrighteous person. I'm afraid he won't be able to bear it. ”

Shen Yang: "Okay." ”

……

By the afternoon, the results of the autopsy were in.

Death from suffocation indeed.

Shen Yang grabbed Gu Huai's hand, all day today, the distressed mood has not gone down.

"Settle him well." Shen Yang said.

What a silly boy.

Gu Huai's eyes were gloomy, and his face was also very restrained.

When looking at Jiang Xinghuo's corpse, Gu Huai didn't go.

It seems that as long as he doesn't go, he can always live in his heart.

……

This night, Gu Huai never fell asleep.

The pictures of the past are all over and over in my mind, and there are also pictures of Jiang Xinghuo alive.

Shen Yang: "Can't you sleep?" ”

Gu Huai took her into his arms, his voice was extremely hoarse, and his chin was against the top of his hair: "Shen Yang, I'm a little uncomfortable." ”

"Hmm." Shen Yang hugged him: "It's okay, I'm here, this may be his willing choice." ”

"Hmm..."

Shen Yang wanted to pour him a glass of water, but was tightly circled by the man.

"Let me hold for a while, don't move."

"Hmm." Shen Yang pursed her lips: "If you are really uncomfortable, or will you cry?" It's a little better to cry. ”

Gu Huai: "I thought about the past. ”

"I used to be like him, I didn't have friends, I also thought I was a scourge, I closed myself in my own world, I didn't want to make friends, even if I went to make friends, I don't think I had the life to go on with them for a long time."

"I'm not sure how long I'll live on my own, I won't be able to take that step."

"Actually, on the surface, it seems that I don't want to be sad for the people I am friends with, but in fact, those who are ruthless and unrighteous are probably not sad."

"I'm afraid that I can't bear it, I think I will leave this world sooner or later, and it would be better for me to have less attachment to this world."

"If I make a lot of friends and gain a lot of sincere feelings, when the day comes when I have to leave, I will be very uncomfortable and reluctant."

"So I'd rather my world be dark and cold, and I'd rather the people around me be vicious and bad to me."

"In this way, when I leave, I will not be so reluctant, I guess I will also go very happy, very happy, after all, it is a relief for me."

"What's more, in my case, my health is not good, I get sick every day, I may leave at any time, and no one will be friends with me."

"Actually, I am also very envious of watching others in pairs and talking and laughing with friends, so I also want to work hard to live, cure my illness, and experience the warmth and coldness of this time."

He's not an emotionless machine.

"You're a nice, nice person." Shen Yang hugged Gu Huai tightly: "This matter will pass soon, don't keep thinking about it, you have friends and me now." ”

"You'll be okay too, we'll have a home, we'll be happy."

Shen Yang raised his head and looked at Gu Huai: "If you can't sleep tonight, then I'll sing to you?" ”

"I'm not a child." Gu Huai chuckled, "Sleep." ”

"Gu Huai."

"Huh?"

"Actually, I didn't have a good time before I met you," Shen Yang: "I've always been grateful to God for letting me meet you." ”

Her voice was low: "It makes me feel that there are still such beautiful things in this world, and there are such people who are good to me." ”

"I also thank you for being brave and fearless, and for being positive. I didn't let those negative emotions and illnesses torture me to give up on myself. ”

Gu Huai's Adam's apple moved slightly and smiled: "Actually, I also gave up." ”

"And Jiang Xinghuo is a way to want to sink in the sea...... The sea is so wide, in fact, it is very refreshing for people. ”

"I felt the sea water run down my neck and into my nose." Gu Huai pursed his lips: "But in the end, I was rescued, but he didn't ......"

"I was supposed to be the one to save him, but I didn't."

Shen Yang felt uncomfortable when she heard this, this was Gu Huai herself and she said this.

His tone was so calm, as if he was talking about the prosaic past.

"He may have been as willing as you were then."

"No, it won't." Gu Huai shook his head: "He won't be willing." ”

"He just thinks he doesn't want to live in this world and hurt other people, but he's cleaner than anyone else......"

"Your literary choices are only forced, not willingly, he is too clean, he will be used like that by those people, and sometimes I would rather he be a wicked person."

"But...... I don't want there to be so many wicked people in this world, otherwise how chaotic the world would be? ”

"Gu Huai."

"Huh?"

"Let the past pass, and we will have a new future." Shen Yang looked at him: "There is no way to erase the previous you, but you can be happy in the future." ”

"We also work together to hope that the sun will shine on every corner of the world."

"Okay." Gu Huai lowered his head and kissed Shen Yang's forehead: "Sleep." ”

……

A week later.

Except for Shen Yang and Gu Huai.

People who know Jiang Xinghuo don't know where he went.

Shen Cheng seemed to have walked out, but in fact, he was also very uncomfortable in his heart.

It's uncomfortable, obviously two very good friends, why did he leave without even saying a word of goodbye.

Yi Xiaoshu was the same, recalling the first time he appeared in the class with a calm face.

How can someone be so young and have such a heavy mind.

How could anyone be cold to him and never accept help from others.

Yi Xiaoshu lowered his head and wrote his homework.

Suddenly, someone handed over a bottle of mineral water.

She looked up happily, and the picture seemed to coincide with when Jiang Xinghuo handed her mineral water.

However, it was Chen Shi who caught his eye.

Yi Xiaoshu pursed her lips: "No need, thank you." ”

"Are you still thinking about him?"

Yi Xiaoshu: "Who?" ”

"Jiang Xinghuo."

"Nope." Yi Xiaoshu: "He's just an inconsequential person." ”

"But you have his used pen in your pencil case, and your drawer contains the test papers and homework he wrote......"

(End of chapter)