Returning from the road, scattered flowers are like a promise (57)
Wen Xien smiled, this smile was different from other smiles, with a little bitterness, like autumn maple leaves, the waves of the lake.
Her voice seemed to sigh, "Am I still qualified to like it now?" ”
It's not so much that you don't have qualifications, it's better to say that you don't dare, and you don't dare to have extravagant hopes.
And it's really tiring to like such a ruthless and cold-blooded person, and there is always no hope, she couldn't get into Miao Hua's eyes before, let alone the way she looks now.
After living here for so long, Wen Xien may indeed think about the time of Qingxumen at the beginning, but he has long been tortured by firewood, rice, oil and salt, and he has long had no mind to think about the past.
This secret could have been buried in her heart all the time, and no one could know it, but in fact, she couldn't help holding it all along, but now that she has told it all, she feels a little better.
No! How could it not be eligible?
Miao Hua saw the bleakness and relief in Wen Xien's eyes.
It shouldn't be like this, he, how could he be relieved when he found out Wen Xien's heart for him?!
But the words were all in his throat, and he couldn't say it at all, and he couldn't say it, he was just a five-year-old kid now, and he couldn't do anything.
A deep sense of powerlessness haunted him, and he knew everything, but he couldn't say a word.
"Perhaps, maybe he's not as indifferent as you think?"
Miao Hua's eyes were red, he seemed to have felt the pain of a knife piercing his heart, the pain was so painful that he could almost not breathe, and he was a little difficult to mute: "Maybe he will come to pick you up and go home soon?" ”
Wen Xien seemed to be amused by the child's innocent words, and she smiled and smiled, and her eyes turned red.
"How so?"
Her voice was soft as if she was asking herself, muttering to herself, "He drove me away, why did he come to me......"
Obviously, the voice was very soft, but he seemed to have seen that terrible picture with his own eyes, and saw Wen Xien lying on the ground covered in blood, pulling the corners of his clothes, and pleading bitterly.
"Master...... Don't drive me away......"
"Master ......"
At that time, he was not only soft-hearted, but even used the Ring Whip to whip her forty-eight times, that is the Ring Heaven Whip, I am afraid that the low cultivation will not even be able to stand half of it and will be scattered, it is already very good to be able to last until more than thirty, it is not an ordinary whip, it is generally used on the most heinous monsters, the power is huge, each whip is to make people live and not to die, this is one of the most cruel punishments in Qingxumen, but there are forty-eight whips on Wen Xien.
But Wen Xien just carried it hard, she didn't cry out in pain, but just grabbed him when he was about to leave.
"Master...... Don't want me. ”
"Master ......"
"Master ......"
Miao Hua couldn't remember what Wen Xien's expression was at that time, maybe he didn't look back at all, he only remembered that there was a lot of blood shed that day, and it was very red.
Looking back now, I just feel extremely glaring.
Miao Hua remembers that he said something at that time.
He said yes.
"You've let me down so much."
Miao Hua's eyes widened as if he was stupid, tears were dripping from his eyes, and he hurriedly shouted, "No! No, it won't! You're so good, he'll definitely come to you, are you waiting for him? Good no good? ”
The child pleaded eagerly, like a crazy little madman, and desperately took Wen Xi'an's hand, leaving red nail marks on his snow-white hands.
"Don't give up, okay?"
"You wait for him, okay?"
Children have the capital to cheat, just like now, children cry silently, which can easily make Wen Xien's heart soft.
"Good, good." Wen Xien didn't know why the child suddenly cried so badly, coaxing in his mouth, and the child said whatever he wanted.
"Then you're not going to give up, are you?"
The child's wet eyes widened, and he looked at Wen Xien pitifully, as if as long as Wen Xien refused, the tears would flow at an unstoppable speed.
Wen Xien is better to say no.
"Yes."
"Then you'll always wait for him, right?"
"Yes."
"Then you're still going to like him, aren't you?"
Wen Xien: "......"
There was such a small silence, and the tears in the child's eyes immediately welled up, and he couldn't stop it.
Wen Xien sighed, gently wiping his tears for him, his eyebrows helpless and tender.
"Yes."
Miao Hua was satisfied, he didn't care if Wen Xien's words were coaxing a child, anyway, he had already promised him, so he couldn't go back on it.
The child burst into tears and smiled, burying himself hard into Wen Xien's arms, the tip of his nose was a faint familiar cold fragrance, he sniffed deeply, revealing an obsessive smile that did not match the child.
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Although Wen Xien is not to the point where everyone shouts and beats in this village, it is almost the same, so people look at Wen Xien like a dirty mouse, and sometimes, a gossip, a disgusted look, is more hurtful than any weapon.
Maybe it's Wen Xien's silence, in their opinion, it's a lack of heart.
It's not that Wen Xien is unwilling to explain, but she understands better than anyone else that explanations are useless, she is just an outsider, and she has only been in this village for three years, which is not much, even if she explains, no one will believe it.
Because they only believe what they see.
Wen Xien thought about taking the child away, but where could he go if he left here? Where to stay? Originally, I didn't have a lot of belongings, and I was afraid that I would starve to death before I found a house.
The only thing that surprised Wen Xien was that Guo Zhenfei had been helping her regardless of those rumors.
Almost every time he goes out, he can bump into Guo Zhenfei, Wen Xien knows that there is no such coincidental thing, and it is impossible to bump into it every time.
It is obvious that Guo Zhenfei is waiting for her here every time.
Wen Xien was very helpless about this, no matter what she said or scolded, the man turned a blind eye, he just followed Wen Xien like a guardian saint, as long as he turned around, he was there.
With Guo Zhenfei behind, Wen Xien has never encountered the incident of being thrown rotten eggs and rotten cabbage halfway, and no one dares to point fingers at her openly.
Although Wen Xien was very indifferent, her heart became very warm because of the man's actions.
She understands that Guo Zhenfei is really helping her.
But she didn't want to drag Guo Zhenfei down, she didn't want Guo Zhenfei to become like her, rejected by the people in this village.
Wen Xien went to the mountains to pick some medicinal herbs and wild vegetables, and when she was about to go back, she turned her head and saw Guo Zhenfei.
(End of chapter)