Fu Chengqi didn't feel anything unaccustomed to at first.

In the days after Lu Yu'an left, he has been busy with work.

Until tonight, when he was free, he and his buddies went to the drinking party to find new prey.

But he was not interested in the many women who pounced on him, until he saw a waiter.

She seemed to have just come out of work, and she was very timid, and she seemed to think of all the men in the bar as hungry wolves.

When someone asked her for wine, she lowered her head and shrunk back, not daring to look at others.

Fu Chengqi stared at her for a long time, and his friend thought he was interested in this waiter, so he called her over.

The waiter secretly glanced at Fu Chengqi, and lowered his head with a red face.

Such a look suddenly touched him, and a name slipped through his heart.

Fu Chengqi was distracted for a moment, he stretched out his hand and wanted to touch the face of the woman in front of him, but stopped less than a centimeter away from her face.

He remembered.

Such a shy and timid look was exactly the same as when he first met Lu Yu'an.

She peeked at him behind him, and watched it several times, but he knew it.

He saw it through the glass door, from the elevator door.

The first time he took the initiative to talk to her, it was also because he noticed that Lu Yu'an was peeking at her and deliberately wanted to tease her.

Fu Chengqi suddenly felt irritable in his heart, and told his friend that he still had something to do and left immediately.

Last time, this friend also came with him, and he also ran away with a "something" for some reason.

Friends and others around him complained: "The old man is good, what is this?" ”

"I think so." Another person replied, "It's been like this for two or three months, and he can't play with us." ”

The friend nodded and sighed, feeling that it made sense, Fu Chengqi had really changed.

……

Fu Chengqi didn't eat at night, he was a little hungry.

When he returned home and pushed the door open, at that moment he felt that Lu Yu'an would suddenly appear and ask him if he was hungry and wanted to cook for him.

But there are no more.

He turned on the light and stood in the doorway quietly watching everything in the house.

In fact, he and Lu Yu'an didn't spend much time here, they were together for less than three months.

But he felt like they had been a long, long time.

When I was with her, every memory was vivid and long.

Fu Chengqi walked to the kitchen, she knew that he liked her craft, so she spent most of her time at home.

When she was there, the fridge was always full, and whenever he came home, she would immediately come out and smile at him.

But now, the kitchen is clean and the refrigerator is empty.

She's such a good girl who doesn't cause trouble to others.

She was leaving, and she even scrubbed the kitchen aside and cleaned up all the food left in the fridge, because she knew he wouldn't do it.

She came cleanly and walked cleanly.

Lu Yu'an was the longest time together of any girl he had dated over the years, and after she left, she didn't move anywhere in the room.

Her figure seemed to be embedded in the bits and pieces, and he could still see her figure to this day.

Fu Chengqi sat on the sofa in a daze.

Lu Yu'an has been gone for a few days, he is obviously very calm, and he doesn't feel sad at all.

But now, the heart that had been numb for several days suddenly became clear, and all the sadness and reluctance broke out together.

His Sayuri is gone.

Once again, he was abandoned by the people who had loved him.

He leaned back on the couch, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

His mind was full of her.

He suddenly felt so cheap.

When Lu Yu'an poured out his heart and lungs for him, he only had desire for her, only hypocrisy.

Now that she's gone, he's starting to miss her.

Then chase her back.

She is so simple, and he is well versed in the routine of chasing girls, he must coax casually, and Lu Yu'an will run back happily and continue to be his little bird.

He picked up his phone, found Lu Yu'an's chat box, and sent her a line of words:

"Let's make peace, I can't live without you. I'm sorry, it's all my fault, can you forgive me? ”

The message didn't get out.

In response, it was just a red exclamation mark.

He is so ruthless to Lu Yu'an, Lu Yu'an wants to completely draw a line with him.

Of course, he will be blocked at the first time.

Fu Chengqi looked at the phone screen quietly, was silent for a long time, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly.

He raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

Damn, it's not cheap.

Obviously, he let the family go, but now he wants to redeem it.

He also felt that he was too shameless.

He was sad, but no longer as hysterical as he was when he was abandoned as a child.

He picked up the remote control and turned on the stereo and played a random song.

turned out to be a rare slow song in his song list, an episode of the movie "The Nameless", and the song is called "Hu Guangsheng".

There is a lyric in it: Say thank you poignantly.

He suddenly thought that when Lu Yu'an left, he also thanked him poignantly.

Say to him, "Thank you for thinking for me." ”

Why is she so nice and so well-behaved?

I'm going to leave, and I haven't quarreled with him.

He listened carefully again, and suddenly felt that this song was written by Lu Yu'an's accusation against him.

What does she owe him?

She owes him nothing.

He should have let her go.

Fu Chengqi looped the song a hundred times until dawn.

His head was groggy, but there was not the slightest hint of sleepiness.

He opened the door and left the house.

Walking aimlessly down the street.

Passing by a tattoo parlor, he walked in, stretched out his left hand, and said to the owner, "Tattoo her name on my pulse." ”

The boss has long been accustomed to this kind of request, calmly took out a pen and a notebook from the side, and said to him: "What is it called?" Write it down. ”

Fu Chengqi wrote on the paper: UU.

Needles with ink pierced the bottom of the skin, leaving the pattern he wanted on his wrist.

Fu Chengqi was in uncomfortable pain, and his eyes were also very sore.

When he was doing things for Mo Wenxin, he had experienced being beaten and slashed, and he had also experienced lying in bed for half a month and not getting off, but he felt that those pains were not as good as tattoo pain.

The boss has been doing it for so many years, and it's the first time I've seen a simple pattern that can make people cry, and it's still a man.

He was a little worried, stopped what he was doing, and asked him, "If it hurts too much, you won't get a tattoo?" ”

Fu Chengqi shook his head: "Go on." ”

He didn't really have a wrist ache.

He was in pain.