Chapter 57: My heart hurts
But Yuzu feels that Fu Chengqi is different from a brother and a woman.
She didn't mess with him in the first place, didn't he still deceive her, torture her, and play her like a fool?
She looked at the coffee in front of her silently and didn't speak.
After a while, Xu Shaoyu went on to explain to Fu Chengqi: "He is actually a very pure person, he has done a lot of wrong things before, but he also has his last resort......"
Lu Yu'an still lowered his head, and there were tears in his eyes.
She didn't know why.
She always felt that she had no feelings for Fu Chengqi anymore, but every time she heard about him and thought of him, she felt so uncomfortable that she couldn't help crying.
"I have long felt that in the future, there will be a woman who will make him turn his prodigal son back, and let him love with his heart and lungs. It's just that I never imagined that this person would be you, if I had known it was you...... I didn't bother to help you get out of him in the first place. ”
Xu Shaoyu's joking tone wanted to ease the atmosphere.
In fact, if he really didn't care about Fu Chengqi's affairs at the beginning, after Fu Chengqi and Mo Xian separated, it is estimated that he would be with Lu Yu'an.
But if that's the case, Lu Yu'an will never know what the man he loves is really like.
Fu Chengqi has a way to hide his secrets seamlessly.
Xu Shaoyu couldn't see Lu Yu'an's expression clearly, and he didn't know if he had persuaded the idea.
After a pause, he continued: "Lu Yu'an, I testify that from the time he was with you until now, Cheng Qi has only guarded you alone, and he has never done anything sorry for you again. ”
The tears in Lu Yu'an's eyes swirled for a long time, and finally flowed out, falling into the coffee cup with a click.
Xu Shaoyu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a little at a loss.
He pushed the tissue box in front of Lu Yu'an, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
I don't know why she's crying.
Lu Yu'an didn't want to embarrass him, so he quickly calmed down.
She picked up a tissue and wiped her face, raised her head and smiled at Xu Shaoyu: "I'm sorry, I was rude." ”
Xu Shaoyu hurriedly shook his head: "No, no, it's my rudeness...... But I really hope you can give him another chance. ”
Lu Yu'an shook his head and said in a firm tone: "Xu Shaoyu, it's impossible for me to be with him." Your 'prodigal son' is wonderful, but I don't have any confidence that I will be the one to turn him back. I didn't dare to get hurt again. ”
She's not good, and she's nothing special.
If she could make Fu Chengqi reform, then other excellent women should have done it a long time ago.
Lu Yu'an believed in a fairy tale once, but he was covered in bruises.
I really don't want to have a second time.
Xu Shaoyu sighed, if she said anything more, she was afraid that it would annoy her, but it would be counterproductive.
Let's take our time.
"Let's not talk about him." Xu Shaoyu smiled and changed the topic, "Okay, you must come to my wedding." ”
Lu Yu'an also smiled and nodded: "Well, I'll go over." ”
……
After Lu Yu'an and Xu Shaoyu separated, it was late at night when they returned to the community.
She parked the car, got out of the car, and suddenly smelled a faint smell of wine, she was puzzled, and a soft call came from behind her: "Yuyu......"
Lu Yu'an heard a familiar voice, and sure enough, it was Fu Chengqi again.
She hurriedly took two steps back and looked at him nervously and scaredly: "Don't come near me!" ”
Fu Chengqi was stunned for a moment, and smiled bitterly: "Okay, I'm not close to you." ”
Lu Yu'an saw that he really didn't walk in again, so he quickly turned around and went to the elevator.
She heard Fu Chengqi's footsteps behind her, and followed suit.
Lu Yu jumped fast, always afraid that he, a madman, would come and hurt him, so he was so anxious that he was about to cry, and plucked up the courage to look back at him again: "Fu Chengqian, don't follow me......"
"......" Fu Chengqi was silent for a moment, and said with some frustration, "I didn't ...... Actually, I also live in this community. ”
Lu Yu'an furrowed her brows, is this forcing her to move?
Fu Chengqi seemed to have a heart with her, and when he saw her brows locked, he guessed what she was nervous about, and quickly explained: "I don't live in the same building as you, you don't have to worry." ”
The community is very large, not in the same building, and there are really few opportunities to meet.
Lu Yu'an didn't ask this question again, since Fu Chengqi was going to take the elevator up, she walked up the stairs.
She turned around and went to the stairwell, Fu Chengqi looked at her silently for a while, and then followed.
Lu Yu'an was really going crazy, and looked at him helplessly: "Fu Chengqian, what do you want?!" ”
Fu Chengqi lowered his head, and if he looked closely, he could detect that he was trembling slightly.
He clenched his hand tightly, and in his tone was all his expectation: "Yuyu, do you still love me?" ”
Lu Yu'an didn't think about it, shook his head and denied: "Fu Chengqian, don't say these useless words anymore." ”
Fu Chengqi didn't hear her say bluntly "I don't love", so he deceived himself and thought that Lu Yu'an still loved him.
He even dared to inch in and said to her: "Yuyu, I miss your craftsmanship so much, you used to cook for me every day." ”
Lu Yu'an frowned slightly: "You can order takeout." ”
Fu Chengqi's forehead was covered with fine sweat, and his face slowly became bloodless, and he seemed to be very uncomfortable.
Lu Yu'an noticed it, she knew that it wasn't her problem, and she didn't have so much influence.
It's because Fu Chengqi has stomach problems, and he must have a stomachache.
It is normal to drink alcohol for a long time, smoke cigarettes, and have stomach problems.
When she was with him before, Lu Yu'an found out, so she waited for him to come back every night and boiled a bowl of hot and soft porridge for him.
That time...... She also felt really happy.
At that time, she was full of expectations to go on with him for the rest of her life.
So even if she was hurt later, and now it is such an ending, she never regrets it.
used to be so stupid himself, because he doubted the sincere dissuasion of his friends, he had long noticed that he was unkind, and he expected it to be his fault again and again.
But now, and in the future, it is not possible.
When she chose to leave him, she had already decided.
Drifting in the sea of people, fighting alone, keeping his mouth shut and staying together for a lifetime.
They're already done.
Fu Chengqi's face was as pale as paper, but his eyes became more and more intense, like a burning fire.
He put down his dignity and face, and even thought of using his illness to arouse her sympathy, so he opened his mouth in a trembling voice and pleaded in a tone: "Grapefruit, I am in so much pain......"
Lu Yu'an was ruthless, without a trace of pity, and said to him: "You have exhausted all my tenderness, and I can't be good to you anymore." ”
She turned around and walked from the staircase to the elevator again.
This time, Fu Chengqi didn't follow.