76: Long-sleeved dance, only one hand to determine the situation
Because he is a brother, he wants to help, but because the eldest brother is a 'big brother', he carries everything alone, and he is used to carrying it.
And because the eldest brother rarely shows up, the brothers are more and more divided.
Life may be like this, whether it is relatives or friends, some people walk and scatter.
When he was young, he was sick, and his eldest brother once carried him on his back.
He was so hungry that he couldn't eat enough, and his eldest brother gave him half of his rations.
Everything comes first to the younger brothers, and everything is left to the younger brothers below.
But after a few years, what is now maintained between them is probably only this blood relationship in addition to the name of brothers.
Thinking like this, Pei Dongzang suddenly felt bored.
That's why he hates 'variables', and there are too many variables in this life.
Whether it is the father who was tragically abandoned, or the eldest brother who is mysterious and secretive, he always hides everything from the family.
Life changes little by little, gradually changing beyond recognition, and can no longer find the way it was back then.
He smiled sarcastically, and after laughing, he felt that this life was very boring.
He may just be too nostalgic and too affectionate.
At this moment, he wanted to make a sound.
I want to echo the sound around.
As long as he can see and hear the sound, he thinks he will feel better.
I don't know where to start, but the sound has become his panacea, curing his heart.
He couldn't help but take a big stride, and the person swept away into the distance like a gust of wind......
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After Pei Dongzang left, Pei Chungeng stood on the long street.
He looked at the gray and miserable sky, deep and depressing, and dark clouds.
It seems to be brewing a bleak spring rain.
He clasped his hands together, his right hand holding the numb fingertips of his left hand, his heart on the left, down his left shoulder, down to his left hand, and his entire left arm was almost paralyzed and unconscious.
He clenched his fingertips, clenched tighter and tighter, and slowly lowered his long eyelashes.
"It seems ......"
"I'll have to go back and see."
His time was short, and if this was the end of his life, he would have to try to arrange a way out for them.
And in this last period, he also wants to go back, wants to go home to see, and wants to experience more family affection that he has never been able to experience before.
People say that the tree is a thousand feet high, and the fallen leaves return to the roots.
And where the heart is located, is his root.
No matter how far he goes, whether he has long sleeves or not, he will turn his hands and decide the future......
What he cares about and thinks about will always be that home.
Pei Chungeng thought about it, and bent his lips vaguely, and he didn't know what mood he was in, so he scolded inaudibly.
"Stinky boy."
He covered his eyes with the back of his hand, but his thin sharp lips were slightly raised, and there was a faint smile mark that was almost imperceptible......
……
Pei Dongzang stopped by and went to the Rejuvenation Hall.
He is the village doctor of Wushan Village, and he often goes up to the mountains to collect medicine. The price of those herbs is high and low.
For example, if it is cheaper, it may only be sold for a few copper plates, but if it is more expensive, for example, he once picked a Ganoderma lucidum from a cliff, and that Ganoderma lucidum alone sold for more than 100 taels of silver.
He makes money fiercely, but he spends money even more fiercely.
Silver is always like flowing water, and he is at most a passing god of wealth, often the silver in his arms before it can be warmed, and then spent by his hands and exchanged for all kinds of precious medicinal materials.
Studying medicine is really a bad job.
"It's a pity that life didn't know earlier."
Yin Yin wants to buy a carriage, and he is now with a clean breeze on his sleeves.
For the first time, I regretted spending money lavishly over the years, otherwise if I saved a sum of money, it would be just a carriage, even if Yinyin wanted to buy a big courtyard in the capital, he would have bought it.