125: Life must be the same, death must be the same hole

In the past, there were many people who pursued and showed favor openly and secretly, and there were also people who expressed their love and claimed to be in love with her.

But that kind of love is too light in her opinion, and it is just a sight to behold.

Many people can accompany her for a day, a month, a year, but it is only a 'period'.

One of the most affectionate suitors had been in love with her for eight years, but later found out that she was a cold-blooded workaholic and began to withdraw.

Before the man retreated, he scolded her for having no conscience, saying that she was cold wood, and she was sincere and dead-hearted, and it took eight years to warm her emotionless, inhuman, and cold heart.

She accepted the man's evaluation with peace of mind at that time.

She asked the suitor rhetorically:

"Any idea why I didn't agree to you being together? Any idea why I repeatedly refuse? Do you know what you gave me, why I never accepted it? ”

"Do you know why I've kept drawing the line?"

"Because when you dumped your ex-girlfriend that morning and came to me in the evening with roses, I knew that we were not all the way. I also know that no matter how passionate you are and how good you are when you pursue me, sooner or later, we will go our separate ways. ”

"If it's not because of this, it has to be because of something else."

"We don't fit, you like my face, you like my body, you like my money, you like my ability, but do you know me?"

"There will always be a day when good-looking looks will get old, and the seemingly young and slender figure will also have a middle-aged fortune crisis in the future, my money will be gone if the investment fails, all your appreciation, all your likes, are premised and conditional."

"Your condition is my chips, but once I don't have them, will you still like me?"

Everything she has is her own, not anyone's tool, let alone anyone's capital to show off, not to help a man earn face.

The man was stunned when she heard what she said at the time, and he retorted eloquently.

But she couldn't stand it.

"Admit it, what you like, what you love, has always been those added value that I have, you only know my appearance."

"I can easily see through a person, and that's all in my expectation."

"You love too superficially, you're not what I want."

"You have spent eight years on me, but I can only say that you are too sharp, it is your desire to conquer, the more you can't get it, the more you want it. Once you start to insist, you always feel that it's a pity to give up halfway, similar to the psychology of wanting to fight for breath without fighting for steamed buns. ”

"But you have no right to blame me, because you never understood my refusal, and you can't see my evasion, everything is all your wishful thinking."

"Your so-called 'you love me' is touching yourself, you are self-absorbed."

She thinks she is mean, especially when it comes to love, she doesn't want to settle, she would rather lack than excite.

If she can't meet the person she wants, she would rather live alone for the rest of her life.

There is nothing wrong with being a single aristocrat.

Besides.

The so-called love, most of the time is just a distraction, it may be the time, occasion, place, accidentally stimulate a little adrenaline, and it is mistaken for love.

But it may also be that the body is lonely, and suddenly wants to have a fish and water pleasure.

She had never seen pure love, but that didn't delay her yearning.

So even though there are always people around her who come and go, and come and go, her heart has always been stable, and she has never been moved by anyone.

(End of chapter)