Chen Jing wandered in the snow.

During this time, Nossister did not rush him.

He tried to convince himself.

How to climb over this mountain of morality and eat a wisdom equal to one's own life.

Chen Jing is not thinking about this issue.

The question of "cannibalism" has always been denied in terms of his humanity.

It's impossible to step over.

Chen Jing considered whether to let go of his attachment to being a human being.

But how can he deny his first 27 years of life? How to give up the ups and downs of your past?

Those are the bits and pieces that make up Chen Jing.

Chen Jing was born into an ordinary rural family, and his parents were ordinary workers working in factories, and both of them were facing retirement.

Because he is an only child, he has been okay since he was a child.

The luckiest thing was that I bought a room in the city before the house prices skyrocketed, so life was not too stressful.

After graduating from college, I found a job with five insurances and one housing fund, and then I was urged to find a partner every day.

The parents have an indifferent attitude, but the grandparents are in a hurry.

Although he occasionally felt irritable, after the two elders who were old died one after another, Chen Jing regretted it a little.

If the second elder can see his granddaughter-in-law, maybe he will feel a lot more at ease.

Chen Jing was in the snow thinking about the first half of his life, perhaps because of his rebirth, he could remember many things he had forgotten.

The teachings of parents, the playfulness of classmates, the ignorance of first love, and the ambition of the past.

He even remembered memories of his own childhood.

He was a restless child who always woke up crying at night.

This is very painful for the mother, who often needs to give up her sleep to comfort herself.

Although my father was strict, he also silently encouraged and taught himself in many ways.

He was frail since he was a child, and he had problems taking insecticide.

Purple lips and weakness in hands and feet.

Rural people have no knowledge, and panic is a heart attack.

My mother cried urgently, and my father took him overnight and rode a motorcycle to the big hospital in the city.

That night, my father was busy in the hospital.

Fortunately, it was only a false alarm in the end.

Chen Jing also has three or two small hair from small to large, however as time goes by.

College, work, marriage, everyone has their own lives.

Basically, on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, get together, play cards and chat, and by the way, see who has more money in Wufu red envelopes.

After the gang dispersed, they went back to their respective homes and swiped their mobile phones until 12 o'clock.

It announces the end of the year and the beginning of the new year.

The coming year will be a daily repetition of those trivial days.

If he doesn't cross over here, he may meet someone he likes someday in the future, or he may be on a blind date with each other.

The life experiences of the past 27 years come to mind one by one.

"Whew-"

Chen Jing breathed a long sigh of relief.

"Qisi, you say, if I can go back, how long will it take me?"

[The user has left the legal area, and there is no terminal in the area, so the user's location cannot be obtained.] 】

Chen Jing's heart gradually sank: "So in your judgment, I can't go back." ”

[Anything is possible. 】

"Are you comforting me?" Chen Jing smiled bitterly.

He looked up at the same blue sky: "If I get hit again, will I go back?" ”

Kiss didn't answer.

The question is obvious.

It was a long time before a sigh came from the snow.

"I can't go back."

Even if he embarks on the journey, even if Chen Jing is on the edge of the solar system, by the time he returns to that familiar planet, everything he has ever existed has disappeared.

His parents, friends, and even the public security bureau's demographic information were not available to him.

Before there was no powerful cosmonautical capabilities.

Light-years is an astronomical unit that makes people feel hopeless.

Chen Jing closed his eyes and kept recalling the first half of his life.

Until, he put all the memories into his heart.

In the woodland.

Chen Jing raised his hand and broke off a branch, leaving a mark on the snow in front of him.

He stared for a long time.

It was just a trace of only two or three centimeters in depth, but Chen Jing hesitated for a long time.

"Raise me so big, but in the end it was me who left first."

Chen Jing exhaled a breath of hot air, then knelt down in the direction of the rising sun, leaned over and bowed three times.

"I'll kowtow to you. I'm sorry Mom and Dad, my son is gone, take care of yourself. ”

He slowly stood up, stepped over the mark, and walked towards the village of the Morin clan without looking back.

Chen Jing let go of his attachment.

The wind and snow soon buried that trace, just as Chen Jing buried his past.

"Squeak—"

The wooden door made a protest sound.

As soon as Chen Jing walked into the house, Nossister poured a bowl of hot water for him.

"Jing, I think you've found your answer."

"Yes Nossides, I've found my answer." Chen Jing sat on the fire kang: "I once had my own code of conduct, and I naively thought that I could bypass it through a simple logic, but your problem made me have to face myself. ”

"I realized that I didn't completely separate the present from the past, and even subconsciously I was running away from the present, and I wanted to go back to the past."

"Time is not going back, Jing." Nosster followed Chen Jing's words.

"Yes, it is impossible to go back in time, and I cannot go back to the past. When I realized the truth, I couldn't accept it at first. Chen Jing laughed at himself.

"Nosiddes, when you have a memorable past, will you abandon it? Like the conversation you had with the higher beings. ”

Nosidste's answer was affirmative: "No, because that's a big part of what makes Nossiste me." ”

"Yes, just like me, that's a part of it that is hard to part with."

"And you're now?"

"I hid it." Chen Jing pointed to his head: "I hid it in a very important place, locked it, and lost the key." Hiding it doesn't mean giving it up, it's beautiful, but it's also in the past. ”

"But I remembered that life needs to move forward."

Nosidde was silent for a moment: "So now, Jing, are you ready to accept everything from me?" ”

Chen nodded.

"It's not just you, Nossides, I'm ready for all that lies ahead. As I embark on the path of evolution, even without you, I will eventually meet many beings with the same wisdom as me. At that time, they would not have given me such long time to think. I will go to the end and become the final life form on this planet. ”

"Yes, after me, you will meet more intelligent beings. It is my sincere hope that you will be the ultimate life in our race. ”

When Nosidste had finished speaking, he took off his coat that wrapped his body.

He stood up and looked directly at Chen Jing: "So, are you ready to kill me?" ”

The sharp tip of the knife goes straight to the heart.

"It seems that you are not ready for everything, and I hope that the next time you encounter a similar situation, you are well prepared. You will bear witness to the future of the race. ”

"Farewell, my dear blood relative."

When Nossiste had said this, he died.

Brain death.

He committed suicide.