“…… I vaguely remember that my mother seemed to have a strange disease back then. ”

When he was five years old, his mother's mental state was already in trouble. Always babbling about something, often forcing my father to scold loudly.

He was young, sensible, and didn't understand what was going on.

It's just that later, his mother's condition suddenly deteriorated, and his father forcibly sent his mother to a sanatorium despite his pleas!

Medications, chemotherapy, electric shocks......

His mother was tortured and didn't look like a man, and when she saw him, she would only shed tears.

He hated his father, hated his indifference to his mother. But one day when he went to see his mother, she took him by the hand and told him, "Don't hate your father, he loves you, and he has a hard time." ”

What could he do, he thought!

The media outside is rumoring, he hasn't heard the nanny talk!

said that his father is a red second generation and a popular young entrepreneur, how many women are fascinated, and it is impossible to live with a madman!

Yes, madman.

His mother, a peerless beauty, has become a complete madman in the mouths of this group of people!

She babbled that his father would betray her, that there would be an illegitimate child even older than him, and that the child's mother would be in the house fifteen years later!

Pei Jize was shocked, and opened the diary with trembling hands.

Because of the age, the paper has yellowed, and the blue pen characters have faintly shown traces of smudging.

July 26th, weather, fine.

Today, I see Ah Rong fifteen years later. He's fifty years old, and he's still in good spirits. Although the years have ruthlessly destroyed his figure, he is still red-faced, a middle-aged man full of energy and charm.

He called my name through the bars, and I lifted the white sheets and walked over to him, interlocking my fingers with him.

"Shiyue."

When he called my name, his eyes suddenly reddened, and even his demeanor was much older.

"I'm sorry," he said, "I misunderstood you. ”

"Misunderstanding?"

"You're not sick, I shouldn't have sent you to a nursing home. You shouldn't be subjected to treatment like this...... What you say is true. ”

I didn't speak, but quietly watched as a big boy who looked like him walked out beside him.

He cried, his expression was very ugly, and he said, "I really have an illegitimate child, who is a little older than Aze." I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"

My Ah Rong, my most beloved son of heaven -

Betrayed me before I got married.

Smack......

Pei Jize's tears rolled down, he clenched his fists, and opened another page of his diary in a panic!

Saturday, September 30th, it was cloudy and clear.

Today, Aze is ten years old. He came to see me at the sanatorium and told me that he had an extra sister. It is a child of the Gu family, soft and glutinous, a particularly cute little girl. He also said that he would wait for his sister to grow up and marry his family as a bride.

Aze has always wanted a sister, but it's a pity that ......

Thursday, January 13th.

Today, I saw the woman. Still in that nursing home. She was wearing my favorite white dress, forty or fifty years old,, and her charm was still there. Compared with her, I am wearing a hospital gown, and I am a crazy woman.

She smiled when she saw me, her eyes contemptuous and her tone arrogant.

She told me that my condition had deteriorated, and Ah Rong promised her that when I died, I would marry her......

Not crazy! His mother wasn't crazy!