"Shen Lang." Master Liu felt a little cold in a daze, and subconsciously muttered that he wanted to find warmth, but he didn't find the familiar broad shoulders next to him with his hands.

Thinking that she had broken up, she slowly began to sober up, thinking about when Shen Lang left and why she didn't say anything.

As soon as she wanted to get up, she felt sore and soft, Shen Lang didn't let her yesterday, and it was the first time she knew that artillery fire also had its own dignity.

The little assistant didn't bother her, she belongs to the rest time today, it will be normal to sleep more, she will be in a daze, she picked up her mobile phone, and wanted to see Shen Lang, are you idle.

And then.

"This son of a bitch." Liu Shishi looked at Shen Lang's WeChat business card, she just wanted to see Shen Lang's information, but found something that made her angry, and Shen Lang changed her screen name.

Is this man so realistic, isn't it just a breakup, do you need to change your screen name, it's too stingy.

Shen Lang's screen name at the moment has changed from the screen name "Wandering Poet Who Can't Do Poetry", which everyone knows and is interesting to Master Liu, to a simple and direct Shen Lang, which is his own name, and his personality signature has disappeared.

Master Liu suddenly felt empty in his heart, Shen Lang was too realistic, although he didn't do anything wrong.

Master Liu understands what Shen Lang means, this is really letting go, but this kind of behavior is too naïve.

She wanted to contact Shen Lang, but what did she say, she was alone for a while, got up and found a blind spot, breakfast was normal, Shen Lang was with her before, whoever got up first prepared it.

This time it's a little different, there is an extra USB flash drive, and there is a letter, after reading it, Master Liu finally didn't stop his sad emotions, big tears fell, this boyfriend is really gone.

"Master, see the words as you are.

Please allow me to call you that, I don't know, next time you will allow me to call you that.

I am very happy to have the opportunity to spend some of the most unforgettable time of my life with you.

I just wanted to leave quietly, but I always felt that there was no sense of ritual like this, I was very naïve, I always felt that there was a landslide and tsunami in my heart and wanted to share it with you, although in the eyes of many people, it was just a moaning without illness.

Being with you is my dream journey, and it is also my most impressive relationship, you know, you are the first woman in my life to take the initiative to break up with me, you know, I never lie about emotional matters.

This breakup also made me face the flaws in my personality, you asked me twice yesterday, do I know what love is.

I said I'm sorry twice, I actually know the standard answer, but I always feel that the word love is too heavy, I didn't do it, love is expressed by deeds, not by mouth.

Love is responsibility, responsible for all the actions of the other party, love is responsibility, and there is a planned thinking for the future.

Love is trust, you can't think about it and trust unconditionally, love is courage, dare to face the pain and joy of one together, love is tolerance, accept all the shortcomings of the other party.

Love is generosity, communication, timely communication and resolution of contradictions, love is kindness, calmness, love is compassion, love is often indebted, love is distressed. ，

A word of love represents all the emotions of two people getting along, I know what love is, but I don't want to say it simply with my mouth.

I've actually tried to redeem it, maybe you don't believe it, you're the girl I want to chase back immediately after the first breakup, after you broke up, during this time, did I bother you very much about your behavior, I'm sorry, I just don't want to leave regrets.

Do you know, in the past, after breaking up, I would never think of using this way of licking the dog to redeem it, you are the special one.

You don't know, I have thought about it, desperate to redeem you, tell everyone that we are together, I also thought, standing in front of your bed on a snowy night moved you, my heart was turbulent, and finally gave up, that kind of moral kidnapping you.

I clearly know that this kind of behavior is troublesome to you, which is to use a masochistic way to create a false illusion of infatuation so that you can stand on the moral high ground of your feelings and obtain a deformed sense of satisfaction and security.

In fact, whether it is going to the other party's house to stand downstairs for a while on a snowy night or braving the heavy rain to send a cup of milk tea or something, I often feel that I have paid too much in retrospect.

But for you, maybe a cup of milk tea is a cup of milk tea, which can't carry the feelings of landslides and cracks that I want to place on it.

I was almost moved by myself, and I couldn't wait to express my love, which often ended up getting caught up in the performance without realizing it.

I thought about it, if I don't have a bottom line, the memories of the two of us will be skewed, and those past that I think will be unforgettable, you may not feel the same, or even be at a loss.

The sign of growth is to know how to restrain yourself, restrain your emotions, restrain your desire to perform, and even restrain your liking.

Sometimes, I like someone who hates to turn her into a part of my body, she just said cold, my heart has frozen, she said sad, I immediately mourned, more sad than her, lest I can't express my love.

In fact, no one can bear the value of another person, only by being an independent and valuable person can we truly learn to love another person.

Don't try to change another person, it's doomed to be futile, just be yourself, the true precept of love lies in mutual attraction and like-minded peers, not chasing and attachment and self-touching.

Since you have broken up with me, it will not be an impulse, a breakup is a breakup, and since I like you, I should not disturb you.

When you broke up, you said sorry to me, in fact, there is no need, your breakup is very decent, don't feel indebted, since I pursue you and dare to give you a heart of mine, I am not afraid of being hurt, I still want to say, you mentioned breaking up, it really hurts me.

Yesterday's finale, is it because of me, if it is because of me, although it is very inappropriate, but I am really happy in my heart, you can still have mood swings because of me.

I'm gone, these memories between us, I hope they don't cause you any trouble, and I hope you will recall them in the future, don't feel that this relationship makes you regret it, even if you regret it, just blame me, don't blame yourself.

Forgive me for my selfishness, I just don't want you to blame Master Liu for the time period when she accepted my pursuit because of regret, I will feel sorry for her.

She was also very confused when she was standing alone in the fog, and she had already made the best choice according to the situation at that time.

Master, I'm leaving, leaving me, you should be free, although reluctantly, but the future you plan now, I really don't seem to be in the plan.

The thought that you will meet someone better than me and then forget me when the sunset dissipates, seems to feel a little uncomfortable.

I still tell you against my will, don't think back, don't remember me, love the next person, although my inner thoughts are completely opposite.

Take care of yourself, the beginning of the story is so gentle, but why is it so regrettable at the end of the story.

This relationship, I still want to say, I am really single-minded only you, you have also taught me a lot, only the breakup in person is the respect for love, but I still can't do it.

It's still a pity that I didn't go to Mohe, didn't go to Shen Garden, didn't go to see the wind and snow in Dali, didn't go to the legendary Xizhou, and didn't go to Phoenix Ancient City.

Master, goodbye, I hope you will get better and better in the future, only in this way will it be worth separating, otherwise I will regret that I didn't work hard at that time.

I'm also comforting myself, it's okay, it's just going back to the way it was, you shouldn't be avoiding me on purpose, after all, you're still my boss, and my repayment is finally not finished.

You can't make my poems, I can't do your dreams, it's all a pity, I tried my best to like it, but I can't help it.

Master, you once asked me how important you really are in my heart, and I answer you now, in this city of desire, you are my last faith.

You know, my personality flaw is always full of unconfidence in relationships, I used to think about how earth-shattering we would be if we broke up, but I really didn't know that when there were too many emotions, there was no way to show it.

Teacher, I want to start over in the past, but unfortunately I don't have this superpower, teacher, I'm leaving, I'm going to continue chasing my poems and distances, maybe you will also want me to be like this, I hope that the future of you and me can be sweet.

There's a lot more I want to say, but it's hypocritical to say it again, so be it, in the future, live well.

Shen Langliu. ”

(End of chapter)