"I thought I had finally met my hero."

"So when I was looking for a nurse for the eldest prince in the palace, I took the initiative to stand up, and finally let him see me completely, and gained his trust step by step, and naturally became his woman."

"The years when I followed him without even asking for fame were actually my happiest days, and I even thought that maybe there was nothing wrong with living like this."

"At that time, I was just grateful for his coming, thanking him for pulling me out of despair and giving me a place to live, and even I thought that he had a place for me in his heart."

"For this, I can do whatever it takes, as long as I can be by his side."

"Even if the appearance of the first emperor shattered all this, when I was abandoned by him and sent to the palace, I still stood firmly behind him, eager to get his attention and trust, even if I had to tolerate that old-animal-perverted hobby, even if I was bruised every time because of this, I thought that as long as I endured it a little longer, and endured until the day he succeeded, at least we could finally stay together in the open."

"So no one knows that the reason why the old emperor was poisoned by the snow worm was because of my hands, and I didn't want him to die for a day, but I couldn't let him know, because he had always respected this brother very much, and even gave me a ,...... But even if that old beast was poisoned by the snow worm, I waited for the moment of his death every day, and I was about to go crazy until I waited for you. ”

"No matter how wary I was of you at the time, I am still grateful to you the moment you really helped me, and I am still grateful to this day."

Mu Yao didn't know how much wine she had drunk, and her eyes were a little sloppy when she looked at Qing Yu, "But when I really got this position and really stood by his side, I realized that I seemed to be wrong, very wrong." ”

"Why?" Qing Yu finally had some questions: "Since you like him, and you are together again, you are now his concubine, how can you be wrong?" ”

"I was wrong, all my efforts and sacrifices are worthless." When Mu Miao said this, he laughed out loud, and there seemed to be tears faintly in the corners of his eyes, but they didn't fall.

Qing Yu was slightly stunned for a moment, as if he understood what Mu Yao meant.

In order to be with Helian Zhuotong, she abandoned her princess's self-esteem, and after losing her child, she became a nurse for Helian Zhuotong's son, she didn't even ask for fame and just wanted to stay with him and take care of him, but he gave it to the old emperor, and even ...... She was abused for this, and she trampled all the pride in her heart on the ground, like a knife to her heart, and the person she longed for, she thought would cover her wounds, never cared what she wanted.

Because Helian Zhuotong only has ambition, the ambition to conquer the world.

And he never cared about a woman, how much she paid for him behind her back, whether she was virtuous, smart, or capable, no matter how beautiful she was, no matter how well she kept the palace in order, and took care of his children, he couldn't see anything, what he saw was only the world he wanted to conquer, not Mu Yao.