Chapter 1: Let go of the bad fate
On the noisy elevated highway, the vehicles coming and going were busy, Su Nian got up and closed the window, sat on the bench in a daze, and the messages in the dialog box were deleted and edited, edited and deleted.
"Honey, let's break up, I don't know how long I'll have to wait for you, I don't want to wait."
After sending the message, Su Nian took a deep breath, she thought that she would not be sad, she thought she was ready to leave her first love, after all, her parents began to let herself secretly go on a blind date a year ago, and the bad relationship with her first love should have been let go of a long time ago.
"You've thought it through, and I respect your idea. I'm sorry I couldn't give you a future. ”
Su Nian, who received the reply, burst into tears in an instant.
How can you let it go so easily, this is your 6 years of youth.
That afternoon, Su Nian cried until he had a headache, cried until he had no strength, and kept shouting "Ah Xiang, Ah Xiang......"
It wasn't until it got dark that she struggled to get up, washed up in a pair of broken slippers, and scribbled on the bed. All the bits and pieces in my mind are the bits and pieces of the past 6 years, from 18 to 24 years old, from an ignorant child to a mature adult, all of which were taught to Su Nian by Ah Xiang.
Ah Xiang is an existence that is also a teacher and a friend.
When they first graduated, both of them had no money, and they spent two months on Huabei, even so, every day at noon, Ah Xiang would still bring Su Nian a braised pork.
After surviving this difficult time, Ah Xiang's job was stable, and Su Nian also found an educational institution.
When Ah Xiang was on the evening shift, Su Nian watched "Crayon Xiaoxin" and waited for him, and Ah Xiang would bring Su Nian's favorite yogurt and barbecue every time he came back, as well as various snacks.
Su Nian always shouted that he wanted to lose weight, and Ah Xiang quipped every time, "What to lose weight, you are not fat." ”
In this way, Su Nian was successfully fattened by 50 pounds.
Thinking of this, Su Nian's tears flowed down again, and he muttered in his mouth, "Ah Xiang, why do two people who obviously love each other have to separate?" ”
Probably because Ah Xiang's family has no money, and he is a single parent, his job is not very good, only four or five thousand yuan a month.
Su Nian's parents kept asking her to break up, she was reluctant, always thinking that there would be a turnaround, and always naively thinking that as long as the two of them worked hard, they would definitely live a good life.
However, his arms couldn't twist his thighs, and Su Nian finally proposed to break up.
When a person is not going well, everything will become unpleasant.
Su Nian just broke up, there was another change in work, there were only three students at the beginning of this semester, the summer vacation is coming soon, and the basic salary will be reduced by 1300, so Su Nian can only get 3,000 yuan a month.
Su Nian wanted to ask the boss if there was room for a turnaround, but he didn't expect the boss to directly accuse the students brought out by Su Nian for having no effect.
Su Nian sneered, "No effect? You don't look at the students who gave me, if I could bring them out, what would I still be doing here? Those students who are old and difficult, who do you give and who can bring out the results? I quit my job, and I'm quitting. ”
There was not a trace of hesitation, not a trace of retention.
Within two days, Su Nian lost his feelings and lost his job.
The summer heat made Su Nian's forehead sweat, and she simply signed the resignation agreement.
When Su Nian got home, she took off cleanly and lay flat on the bed, she opened a dialog box with Ah Xiang, "I'm, just don't do this job, I'm angry, I won't be scheduled from this semester, I'd rather arrange a class for an intern who just came than for me, I'd rather give it to an inexperienced college student than give it to me, and tell me that I can't bring grades, and those bosses who have the ability are difficult for them to bring it themselves, I resigned." ”
Just as he was about to press the send button, Su Nian was stunned for a moment, Ah Xiang was no longer the person who could complain anytime and anywhere.
Deleted the dialog box, Su Nian put on loose plus-size pajamas, and stood alone in front of the window, letting the sweat flow.
Well, since there is nothing left, let's have happiness.