But now she is like the kind of person she despises the most, sitting helplessly and dazedly crying.

"I'm a coward, I didn't know until now that ......" Qingyu wiped a handful of tears, revealing a smile that was more ugly than crying: "That day, when my brother unlocked the seal on June's body, he told Xia Chonghua that June was my child with him, do you know, Xia Chonghua turned around and left, I wanted to explain to him, I also slapped my brother, I was angry that he could ,...... me like this"

"But Xia Chonghua has to go, he left for me, and my brother must have told him that he would hurt me if he stayed with me,...... So he pretended to believe my brother's lame lie and just left, and I couldn't explain it to him, and if I went, it would only make him more miserable......"

"I now know that being with him doesn't make him happier, it only makes him more miserable, he not only carries the unfairness and pressure that fate brings him, but he also carries the pressure that being with me brings him,...... So I didn't dare to ask him how Nian Nian died, he once told me that when he first met Nian Nian, he felt a sense of sympathy, so I thought he might be hoping that Nian Nian could live a little better, so that he could pretend to believe that the world was not so bad......"

"But Nian Nian is still dead, I don't have to guess to know, she must have died in the hands of Xia Que, Xia Que will not tolerate any existence that rebels against him, including Xia Sinian, including Xia Chonghua,......"

"He's cold-hearted enough, but what about us? Why aren't we? No one in a high position can help themselves......"

Qing Yu's words were upside down and intermittent, Jing Si Shen didn't listen to much, he knew that Qing Yu didn't say it to him, she said it to herself.

"You know what? When Nian Nian came to beg me, Xia Chonghua didn't want to help her, it was I who opened my mouth and asked Xia Chonghua to help her, I was too conceited, I thought everything was in control, I thought I could face all the accidents, I thought I wasn't afraid of Xia Que's arrogance, I thought I could be stronger than him to protect the people I wanted to protect......"

Qing Yu covered her eyes, "But I was wrong, I was very wrong." ”

"I didn't protect June, I let him be seriously injured, so that he almost died, if I didn't save him, I might never know that he was my biological son for the rest of my life, and the bond between me and Xia Chonghua began long before that,...... Isn't it amazing? ”

"No, it's not magical at all...... It's my gob's game, in order to save me from the fire, I lured Xia Chonghua into the game. ”

"Everything is actually because of me."

"Actually, I was the one who should let him go, and it has always been me."

The premature power made her think that she was really omnipotent, she was not afraid of life and death and was not afraid of betrayal, she fought her way out of the thorns, and survived from the Jedi reversal, she never believed that she could do it, she would definitely be able to.

But only now did she understand that she really wasn't that omnipotent,...... She can't even protect the people she wants to protect, and she can't do anything when faced with life and death.

Qing Yu buried his face and his shoulders trembled slightly.

Kagami Shen's eyes were hollow.

None of them saw a man standing outside the temple.