CHAPTER XVIII
Fang Wei said unconsciously in passing; "There is no need to alarm others about your own family." As soon as the words fell, Fang Wei immediately realized that he had left his mouth, and hurriedly changed his words; "If I can't see you, who will I tell to go?" When Xiaoli heard the word "others" coming out of Fang Wei's mouth, she thought of him in big and small things, and broke her heart for him, but in the end, she didn't get Fang Wei's approval, and she regarded herself as an outsider, she was really angry, and her tears were almost about to flow out.
Xiaoli eased her emotions for a moment, lowered her voice and said hoarsely; "What do you say? You repeat, you really treat me as an outsider, what am I sorry for you? It's chilling for you to say something like that. Since you don't take me seriously, and you put the word 'other' on your lips, and I have nothing to say, then you can get out of the car, go down now, and we will never see each other again. ”
Since he was a child, Fang Wei had never seen Xiaoli be so angry with him, and he was really startled, Fang Wei, who was still languishing just now, woke up suddenly and hurriedly explained; "My unintentional words, it is all my fault for causing you to lose such a big temper, blame me for not having a door on my mouth, do you want to make amends?"
Fang Wei explained bitterly for a long time, said a few baskets of good words, and even slapped his hand on his face, back and forth a few times, Xiaoli looked at Fang Wei's serious appearance, her anger went down a little, and the tense atmosphere eased a lot.
Fang Wei saw that Xiaoli was not so angry, so he breathed a sigh of relief, looked at her with a confessional look, and explained further; "Don't be angry, listen to me, my mother is sick and hospitalized, and I've been dizzy and confused these days, and I don't know what to say. I didn't have a brain to talk just now, it's all nonsense, you must not take it to heart, if that's the case, I'll feel guilty. ”
After Fang Wei finished speaking, he kept looking at Xiaoli, who was pale because of anger, she was still leaning on the back of the seat, her eyes were looking straight ahead, she didn't make any response, as if she was thinking about something, and didn't say a word. Fang Wei felt that he had indeed spoken a little, but now he was not left or right, he was really a little embarrassed, thinking in his heart, Xiaoli was not small, this time she really provoked her, it was all caused by his stinky mouth, and now he regretted it.
The two of them didn't speak, they were all silent, the air in the car was almost about to freeze, Fang Wei tried to break the suffocating deadlock, and looked at Xiaoli cautiously from time to time, showing a begging look, he was like a heavy prisoner in prison, expecting the judge to sentence an amnesty as soon as possible.
Xiaoli glanced at Fang Wei, feeling that he had cast a look of recognition, the anger just now was much less, Xiaoli thought; This time Fang Wei must not be easily let go, depending on his temperament, he must be allowed to have a long memory, in case he will lose his mind when he encounters ups and downs in the future, but he can't go too far, and he must be well measured, she was silent for a while, and then spoke; "If I don't get angry, I have to make it clear today, why do you have such an attitude towards me? Where did you get so much resentment? ”
Fang Wei didn't dare to use strong words, and said cautiously; "Where do you think, a word I didn't intend to say, let you rise to such a height, you really wronged me, you really can't get rid of your anger, even if you stretch out your hand and hit me casually, if you can't spread your anger, it's better to just kill me, your heart will be happier."
Xiaoli burst out laughing and said; "I'm more serious with you to let you remember that there are some things that can be said, some things that cannot be said casually, and things that should not be said are hurtful. Did you think about the word "others" just now? Know how I feel? I can not be angry. ”
Fang Wei said; "Although I know that I said the wrong thing, but in my heart there is no point, the meaning of treating you as an outsider has been cast into a fact, I have regretted it for a long time, with this profound lesson, in the future, I should think more than my brain, think about it well, and then I will not make similar mistakes again."
Xiao Li looked at Fang Wei and realized that she was wrong, and it was not good to dwell on a sentence any longer, so it should be enough to stop, so Xiao Li's tense face showed a smile and said; "It's good if you know it's wrong, I won't delve into it anymore, and this matter will be turned over. Let me ask you, what did you want to say to me on the phone that day? Be honest. ”
Fang Wei replied without hesitation like an athlete hearing the starting pistol; "I wanted you to help, buy some daily necessities or electronic products, send them to my hometown to earn some money, and relieve the financial pressure."
Xiaoli said; "Daily necessities, electronic products, the range can be large, you can't sell them all, you choose one or two varieties from it, for the hometown consumer market, a small amount of first do once, or okay." Wait for the market to be cultivated, and then purchase in large quantities. ”
Fang Wei thought about it, but he couldn't figure out which products to choose, so he couldn't explain it clearly to Xiaoli, so he could only reluctantly say; "I heard others say that the profit of electronic watches is quite large, and I want to try it first if I want to mail it to my hometown. However, now that my mother is hospitalized for surgery, I have been worried about my mother's condition and have no heart to start a small business. ”
Fang Wei's careful thinking, Xiaoli knows too well, and she can hide it from her. Fang Wei's mother was hospitalized and urgently needed money, so she had to put down the business she wanted to do first, saying that it was a delay for a while, but in fact she was short of money.
As far as Xiaoli's character is concerned, she can't wait to give Fang Wei money immediately, and after thinking about it, Fang Wei's stinky problem of not accepting other people's 'charity' has always restrained him, and she took out the money herself, in case he refused, in her opinion, it was completely possible. If it was really as she expected, it would be a shameless thing, and it would hurt the harmony, but it would make Fang Wei feel uncomfortable, it was Xiaoli who was pitying him, and it would also hurt his self-esteem.
Xiaoli recalled some time ago, once, she and Fang Wei went out to eat, Xiaoli was particularly impressed, when checking out after the meal, Fang Wei rushed to pay, when the waiter quoted the amount, he sat down with a red face, and you didn't say a word. Xiaoli looked at Fang Wei's embarrassed appearance, and felt uncomfortable in her heart.
Later, Xiaoli called a few times and asked Fang Wei to go shopping, he found all kinds of excuses, either the unit worked overtime, or the unit couldn't do without something, anyway, he used various reasons to shirk it, with only one purpose, that is, to minimize the opportunity to go out to eat with Xiaoli.
Since that time, Xiaoli realized that she is now an adult, after all, she is not an ignorant and innocent child when she was a child, and she has her own ideas. The key is that Fang Wei's family background is average, the economic conditions are not good, and he is more or less inferior in front of her.
Fang Wei may have mistaken Xiaoli's enthusiasm for showing off in front of him, not taking into account his feelings, and reluctantly accompanying her to hang out, making Fang Wei feel uncomfortable and unable to speak.
Fang Wei usually saves money and runs around for his family's life, Xiaoli has a superior life, she has never worried about money since she was a child, she really has some practices that she does not consider, she has not thought about it from Fang Wei's point of view, every time Xiaoli thinks of these things, she blames herself in her heart.
Later, when Xiaoli and Fang Wei went out, she paid great attention to grasping the proportions, most of them sought Fang Wei's opinions, and tried to minimize the number of times she asked him out to eat. Even if he had to go out to eat, he didn't order much, just right, until he was full, which not only reduced waste, but also gave Fang Wei the opportunity to settle the bill, so that he could pay as much as he could.
A few times, the two went to the store to buy things, she saw that Fang Wei was reluctant to spend money, so she picked cheap ones, Xiaoli couldn't look at it, and gave him some money to improve his life, but Fang Wei politely refused. Xiaoli didn't give up, and forced it into his hand, Fang Wei didn't want to live or die, for this reason, the two of them had a little unpleasant trouble.
Xiaoli wanted to help him, but Fang Wei would not accept giving him cash, so he could only find a way through other channels. Xiaoli thought to herself; Fang Wei's mother was sick and hospitalized, the expenses were so large, and she had no money in her hands, and now she was in difficulty, she had no better way to help him, since Fang Wei was keen on small business, it was better to start here, buy some goods for him first, and help him a handful.
Xiaoli has never done a small business, but she still understands some of the current market situation and knows a lot about various purchase routines. Some people in society don't look down on small businesses, they don't take it to heart at all, and their eyes are on the big business that is making money every day, and this little business is not taken seriously.
Xiaoli heard the partners in the business say, don't underestimate those inconspicuous small businesses, the profits in them are not small, as long as you make a good time difference, you can also make a lot of money.
Fang Wei wants to do an electronic department store business, Xiaoli can help, she has a very wide network and many acquaintances, and she can get things done with a few phone calls. I came to find Fang Wei today to see what help I could help him, but I didn't expect that Fang Wei's unintentional words made the two of them almost fall apart.
Xiaoli said; "Your mother's illness and hospitalization are indeed not a trivial matter, and I can understand the idea of putting the business on hold for the time being, but if there are patients at home, it takes money, and the small business will not delay much time, if you can do it, I think it is better to do it first. What kind of products do you plan to choose, explain to me a little bit, and I will see how much help you can make. ”
Xiaoli insisted that Fang Wei say what he thought, he had to plan to do electronic watch business, and probably said a few words to her, Xiaoli listened to Fang Wei's plan and didn't say anything more. The two chatted for a while, Xiaoli saw that the time was not early, and wanted to invite Fang Wei to dinner, he said that he was in a bad mood and was not hungry, Xiaoli didn't insist anymore, sent Fang Wei back to his residence, and drove away.
After another two days, Fang Wei was in a slightly better mood, he slept steadily, he woke up less often in the middle of the night, and he also had the heart to pick and choose when buying vegetables, and he would bargain with the boss who sold vegetables.
The porter knew that Fang Wei's mother was sick and hospitalized, and he was also silently paying attention to him, seeing that Fang Wei's mood was gradually getting better in the past few days, the old man was also happy for him. When Fang Wei entered the factory door, the old man was the first to greet him, asking long and short questions with a smile on his face.
Fang Wei felt that his body and mind were light, and as he talked more, he returned to the habit of greeting people, walking from where he lived to the factory, which took half an hour to walk slowly, but now it takes more than ten minutes to walk briskly.
One day, Fang Wei received a letter from his hometown, opened it and looked at it, and his mood sank again. Some time ago, he sent a letter to a friend in his hometown to let his friend know about the sales of electronic watches, and the letter said that he already had an eyebrow and hoped that the business would start as soon as possible, which stumped Fang Wei again.
At that time, I wrote a letter to a friend, how good the letter was, no one had to worry about the purchase, I was responsible for myself, and my friend was only responsible for the sales, as long as I could sell it, I could make money.
It's good now, people have figured out the market, and they have no eyebrows on their side, and it's not okay to reply to friends, and it's not okay not to reply to letters, for this reason, Fang Wei was depressed for several days, and he didn't come up with a good idea, so he couldn't explain it to his friends, and he only blamed himself for thinking too simple at the beginning.
The drizzling rain, falling from evening to dawn, seemed to accompany Fang Wei, who refused to sleep, to spend this lonely and difficult night.
After Fang Wei got up, he felt dizzy, he had no strength at all, he sat on the edge of the bed, recalling that recently, when he encountered so many unfortunate things, the sky was simply asking for his life, and he couldn't hold on any longer, Fang Wei felt sad.
Saying goes; I can't keep up with one step, I can't keep up with every step, and the rope is broken in detail, so many troubles come one after another, as if the sky is about to fall, and he must be stoned to death.
Fang Wei was physically and mentally tired, his mind was very messy, his head was a little dizzy, he lay on the bed crookedly, covered his head with a quilt, and after a while, he felt a little out of breath.
Fang Wei's mind was cranky; It's so difficult to be alone, working outside alone. He thought of his relatives in his hometown, his mother who was seriously ill in bed, and tears flowed involuntarily.
I don't know how long it took, Fang Wei lifted the quilt, sat up again with difficulty, tried to stand a few times, but didn't stand firmly, his body was hot, his body was soft and fluttering, Fang Wei touched his forehead with his hand, and felt very hot.
Fang Wei realized that he was sick, and the illness was not light, he staggered to his feet, walked out of the house with his support to the wall, reluctantly locked the door, moved to the public telephone booth step by step, picked up the phone, and asked the unit leader for sick leave.
The leader in charge asked Fang Wei which hospital to go to, but Fang Wei didn't answer, so he hung up the phone. Hop into a taxi, ask the driver to find a small hospital, and lie motionless in the back seat after speaking.
The taxi driver is well-informed, how sensitive, he thinks that it is a patient, and the driver feels that there is something wrong with the passenger, maybe he is not lightly ill, and asks with concern; "Are you sick, young man? Do you want to take you to a big hospital, where the doctors and medical conditions are better than those in small hospitals? ”
Fang Wei, who was lying in the back seat, heard the kind taxi driver ask him, and said weakly; "Thank you, master! There's no need to go to a big hospital, I just have a cold, a little sickness, it's not a big deal. Please find a small hospital that you think is better, cheaper, or a private hospital, as long as it can treat the disease. ”
The taxi driver understood the meaning of Fang Wei's words, and did not insist on his opinion anymore, immediately increased the speed, and after a while, drove into a private hospital.
After Fang Wei got out of the car, he paid the taxi fee, and he didn't even have the strength to say thank you to the taxi driver. The taxi driver was a middle-aged man, probably in his forties, and he was a warm-hearted man, seeing Fang Wei shaking and walking unsteadily, he hurriedly came over to help him, but Fang Wei declined, and said; "Thank you, master, you go and go about your business, don't worry about me, I can walk."
Although Fang Wei dragged his sick body, his attitude was very resolute, and when the taxi master saw this, it was difficult to insist, so he asked Fang Wei to pay attention to his walking, and drove away from the hospital.