Chapter Seventy-Three

Fang Wei and Xiaoli came out of the hotel, Xiaoli said; We've just had dinner, it's early, why don't we go for a walk?

Fang Wei said; "Alright, let's go now."

The two talked as they walked, and after walking some distance, Xiaoli said; Fang Wei, "Let me ask you something, you have to tell your heart, you have been here for several years, how do you feel about Nanling?" ”

Fang Wei thought to himself, she suddenly asked about this, what did this mean, he glanced at Xiaoli and said; "Nanling is fine, what's wrong? Okay, why did you suddenly ask about this? ”

Xiaoli said; It's nothing, I just want to ask, what do you think of Nanling, to be honest, I'm tired of the annoying city life, I really want to stay away from this indifferent Nanling, go to the countryside to find a place with green mountains and green waters, birds and flowers, buy a house, we are quiet, living an idyllic life, enjoying the beauty of nature, how quiet and comfortable.

Fang Wei said; "Why did you suddenly have this thought? What is the reason why you want to get out of here and hide away? ”

Xiaoli sighed and said; "Alas, it's a long story, it's not a day or two to have this thought, it's just that I haven't said it."

Fang Wei looked at her restless appearance and said; "What did you start with? Can you tell me about it? ”

Xiaoli said; "It's been a long time coming, and since this accident, even my best friend can betray me and want to leave here, and the feeling is getting stronger and stronger."

Fang Wei put his arm around her and said close to him; "There is already a gap between you and your best friend, it will be difficult to get along in the future, and there is no need to leave Nanling, it is best to find a time, you two talk frankly and unfairly, it is good to get together and disperse, and it is not a bad thing to separate."

Xiaoli said; "I think the same way, but I haven't thought about it yet, how many years have we known each other, it's too good to be a person, I can't imagine that she would do such a thing, it breaks my heart deeply."

Fang Wei said with relief; "There are everyone now, there are not a few people like her, and you can't even deny the good people because of this setback, which is a bit extreme. Your parents are still alive, and your eldest sister and second sister are both living in Nanling, are you willing to leave them? ”

Fang Wei talked about Xiaoli's sore spot, she didn't squeak for a long time, both of them stopped talking, snuggled tightly, and then walked a long distance before Xiaoli spoke; "Fang Wei, you're right, my parents are old and really reluctant to leave them, which is why it's hard for me to make a decision."

Fang Wei kissed her on the forehead and said; "Let's talk about something else, don't think about these things anymore, once you fall into this worldly whirlpool, it is very difficult to get out. You have to put your mind down, think more about the good, adjust your mood, and slowly you will get better. ”

Xiaoli said; "It's easy to say, it's hard to do, and the mood is not a matter of a while, if you want to figure it out, it takes a certain amount of time, right?"

Fang Wei changed the topic and said; "You have bought a house in the city for several years, where is the specific location, you haven't even said it to your parents, you keep it secret from anyone, and you haven't told me in detail, let's take some time and take me to see it, what do you think?"

Xiaoli smiled mysteriously and said; "You want to go to see the house, what's so difficult about this, let me tell you the truth, although the house is written in my name, it was actually bought for the two of us, you have worked hard in Nanling for a few years, and you don't even have a place to live, I have long considered that after we get married in the future, we will live in my parents' house, how inconvenient, even if I agree, you will not agree, we can't even have a place to live, right."

Fang Wei said; "Xiaoli, you think really thoughtfully, think far enough, your mind is really thoughtful enough, when you bought a house, you thought of today, it seems that I have already become your bag, am I right?"

Xiaoli's face turned red, because it was dark, Fang Wei didn't see it, she said; "Do you remember? After the Spring Festival that year, you came back from your hometown and said that you were looking for a partner in your hometown, but the two of you haven't made it yet, and you have made a lot of excuses, although I am a little worried, what do you think in your heart, I can still feel it, you like me, but you are very conflicted in your heart, and you can't make up your mind, am I right? ”

Fang Wei said with a smile; "At that time, your parents let you talk to Xiao Wang, during that period of time, I pretended to be nothing on the surface, in fact, I was very uncomfortable, like being scratched by a cat's claws, my heart was messy, I didn't think about anything all day, I only thought about you, there were many nights, I couldn't sleep all night, I didn't sleep a night, I have been silently praying, I hope you and Xiao Wang, don't negotiate, once, when we were eating in a restaurant, I asked you how you and Xiao Wang talked, you said in front of me, the prerequisite for finding a partner, It is to meet the standard like me, otherwise, I would rather not marry for the rest of my life, when I heard these words, I felt that you were hinting at me, not to mention how happy I was, and I didn't dare to show it in front of you, so I could only hold back the joy in my heart. After returning to the accommodation, I lay on the bed excitedly, did not sleep all night, kept my eyes open until dawn, when the excitement passed, I woke up again, the conditions of our two families are too far apart, it is comparable to wanting to eat swan meat, it is really unattainable, it is impossible to come together, my heart is completely cooled again, and I reluctantly give up, this stupid idea. ”

Xiaoli said with a smile; "You finally told the truth, you are really good at deceiving people, pretending to be quite similar, I was also confused at the time, I was still a little worried, I was afraid that you would fly back to your hometown and leave me alone, just for this matter, I took a lot of thought, and I specially discussed it with my eldest sister."

Fang Wei said; "I also had a hard time during that time, there was no one to trust, I couldn't negotiate with anyone, I couldn't say it to anyone, I could only be alone, silently endured, trying to forget you, there was no good way, I could only choose to work hard, often working overtime, regardless of pay, I didn't expect it to backfire, and I missed you even more, but this also brought me unexpected gains, colleagues praised me for my diligence and ability, and at the same time, I was also favored by our boss and transferred to the sales department."

Xiaoli gently hammered Fang Wei with a soft fist and asked; "Was it at that time that you were taken by Wang Mei and asked your colleagues to pull the strings, and the two of you began to fall in love?"

Fang Wei also smiled, hugged Xiaoli tightly, and said jokingly; "You are so ruthless, your strength is really great, I can't breathe with this punch, you want the life of your 'husband', and then go to someone else?"

Xiaoli said; "I asked you, why didn't you answer me positively, tell me honestly, have you ever been in love with Wang Mei?"

Fang Wei laughed breathlessly, and after a long while, he said; "Do you not believe me, or are you teasing me, Wang Mei left me a letter for you to read, I don't have a little, but I can hide it from you, how long has the family been gone, you are still embarrassed to think about it, I'm afraid it's a little unreasonable."

Xiaoli said; "It's just a gossip, why are you so weak-minded, you still have to explain so much to me, are you still thinking about her?"

Fang Wei said; "What's wrong with you today? Why are you holding me and Wang Mei? ”

Xiaoli glanced at the pedestrians on the road and said; "What a good relationship between my best friend and me, I trust her so much, I dare to betray me, recently I began to doubt myself, and even the whole society, there is no good person, this may be what people often say, 'once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of the well rope'."

When Fang Wei heard Xiaoli's words, he suddenly became nervous, thinking in his heart, although she had passed the life and death barrier, and suffered the betrayal of her best friend, under this double blow, it left a terrible shadow in her heart, her mentality was a little unbalanced, her psychology was seriously distorted, and she saw the problem into a dead end, and if she continued like this, she would have mental illness, which had to go to a psychiatrist as soon as possible, otherwise, the consequences would be very serious.

Fang Wei said in a roundabout way; "Xiaoli, in the past few days, I have always felt a headache, I can't sleep at night, I always have insomnia, I'm afraid that I have depression, can you take a leave of absence tomorrow, accompany me to the hospital, find a psychiatrist, take a good look at me, do you have time?"

Xiaoli didn't understand the meaning of the words, so she got anxious and said stupidly; "Fang Wei, when did you feel this way, how long has it been, why don't you tell me, keep stiff, this is not good, you have to ask for leave tomorrow, I will accompany you to the hospital, I have acquaintances there, find a good doctor to take a look."

Fang Wei felt that the lie he had made up had worked, and said with a smile; "Look at your urgency, this is not a serious disease, and it does not affect work, it doesn't matter if it is delayed for a while."

Xiaoli said distressedly; "You can't do this, for the sake of work, you don't even care about your own body, this can't work, if you are sick, you have to treat it in time, you listen to me, you must go to the hospital tomorrow, and you can't delay it for a day."

Xiaoli didn't figure it out at all, and she didn't realize that she went to the hospital to see her, because Fang Wei hadn't dredged it up yet, and the relationship with the doctor would have to be delayed for another day, thinking of this, she said; "Xiaoli, I still have some things to deal with, it will take a day, let's go to the hospital the day after tomorrow, are you optimistic?"

Xiaoli said; "Tomorrow you must finish the matter, you must not delay it any longer, the day after tomorrow will be the day after tomorrow, we must go to the hospital."

Fang Wei said; "Let's make a decision, you take a good leave before getting off work tomorrow, and you don't have to go to the unit the day after tomorrow, you wait for me at home, I'll pick you up, let's go directly to the hospital."

Xiaoli happily agreed, and they continued to walk, and seeing that it was close to midnight, the two returned to the parking place and drove home.

The next morning, Fang Wei called Manager Zhang to ask for leave, and then hurried to the hospital, found the attending doctor who had treated Xiaoli, and said; "Doctor, I have something important to talk to you about, it's about Xiaoli, can you spare some time?"

The doctor said; "I'm going to do my rounds soon, you're waiting for me in the office, it won't be long, I'll be back soon."

Fang Wei waited patiently for more than two hours, and he didn't see the doctor return to the office, he was very anxious, he couldn't sit or stand, he moved to the door, wandering back and forth in the corridor, looking around.

After about half an hour, the doctor returned to the office, and Fang Wei said when he entered the door; "Doctor, I'm waiting for you to come back, can I start talking?"

The doctor looked at him and said; "Something happened to Xiaoli, look at what makes you nervous, you say slowly, don't worry."

Fang Wei said; "Doctor, here's the thing, after Xiaoli was discharged from the hospital, her body recovered very quickly, and she got better soon, but I didn't expect that she had just recovered, and there was a problem in her business, which hit her very hard, how to say it, she has recently become very suspicious, is there a psychological problem, do you need to find a psychiatrist, give her a look, can you give me an idea?"

The doctor said; "Can you tell me in detail, what is going on with Xiaoli, it's best to explain the ins and outs of the matter to me, so that I can judge and find a psychologist."

Fang Wei said; "A best friend of Xiaoli, the two of them have been doing business together for many years, knowing that Xiaoli had a car accident and couldn't wake up, so she started to think crookedly, wanting to swallow the company alone, someone told Xiaoli, she couldn't figure it out, how many years of good friends, like sisters, can do such a thing, plus the car accident just experienced, the two add up, it is equivalent to a double blow, where can she stand it, these two things have caused her a lot of trauma, so Xiaoli began to suspect anyone, even I don't trust anymore, Doctor, what do you say this should be? ”

The doctor pondered for a moment and said; "Don't worry, we have a very good psychological counselor in our hospital, I'll go to him with you, you tell him about Xiaoli's current situation in detail, and see what people say."

Fang Wei followed the doctor to the counselor's office, where several counselors sat inside, they waited for a while, and under the doctor's recommendation, Fang Wei explained the ins and outs of the matter to the counselor in detail.

The counselor said; "According to what you said, she doesn't belong to mental illness, but she can't figure it out for a while, she can't tolerate betrayal by others, her mentality is unbalanced, and she is paranoid about the problem, so she complains about it, and she doesn't look for problems from herself, and she temporarily gets into the horns, it's not a big problem, you bring her over tomorrow, I'll enlighten her from the side, let her be more open-minded, and the problem will be solved."

Fang Wei said; "Doctor, tomorrow is in my name, looking for you to see a doctor, I framed her, tomorrow pretend not to know anything, first show me a 'doctor', and then turn the topic to her, don't let her feel, specifically for her to see the disease, I need your cooperation, okay?"

Seeing Fang Wei's unreasonable request, the doctor hurriedly helped; "The young man begs you, you can help him, that is, tell a few white lies, there is nothing illegal about this, and it will not let you make mistakes, you have nothing to worry about."

The counselor said; "The doctors all helped to speak, I could only agree, it is better to come early tomorrow, no need to go to the outpatient clinic to register, and come directly to my office."

Fang Wei stood up and said politely; "Thank you, doctor, when this matter is over, I want to thank you very much, in a famous hotel in the city, please two doctors, don't get drunk and don't go home."

The counselor said; "This is my job, it's not a big deal, there's no need to be so polite, you don't have to break the bank, just get a treat."

Fang Wei said goodbye to the doctor, drove away from the hospital, parked the car on the side of the road, took out a long breath, took out a cigarette, lit a fire and smoked, the smoke ring came out of his mouth, and slowly drifted out of the car,............