Chapter 8: Tears (Ball Chase Collection Recommendation Ticket)
This rental house is only 15 square meters, minus the bathroom and toilet area, and the remaining space is even more narrow 12 square meters.
In such a small place, in such a poor place, there is naturally no TV.
Bored, cramped, can only sit at a low table and drink bland pure water.
But Kazusa Kawashima is very shining, which is quite a picture of Si is a burrow.
In fact, there is a sense of separation between reality and daydreaming.
How could a beautiful girl like Kazusa Kawashima suddenly say to you, 'I'm interested in you,' and then run to your dilapidated rental house for two days in a row?
Generally when encountering such a thing that only exists in light novels, the first thing that comes to mind is that Masaki Kobayashi must be kidneyed.
Right, this big night, the moon is dark and the wind is high and the night is killing.
But killing is murder, and it's not a matter for the two of them to sit like this and not speak.
Masaki Kobayashi raised his head and drank the water in the cup, looking at Kazuya Kawashima through the transparent wall of the cup.
Kazusa Kawashima, who didn't know what he was thinking, noticed his gaze, his eyes moved slightly, and he looked at him across the wall of the cup.
Masaki Kobayashi put down the water glass, "You should have something to do with me, right?" ”
"Can't I look for you if it's okay?"
"Not really."
"Then I've been coming to you a lot since then, I'm idle anyway." The corners of Kawashima and Sa's mouths hooked up and said in a provocative tone.
Her words reminded him of the article he had seen at noon.
"But I do have a little triviality, but I'm quite comfortable in a daze, and I don't have the desire to speak for the time being."
“...。” Masaki Kobayashi was speechless, pondered for a while, and asked bluntly: "Your vocal cords are really injured?" ”
Kawashima and Sasa's pupils dilated slightly, and then their expressions didn't change much and said, "So you know who I am." ”
"I just saw an entertainment news today, and I saw a beautiful girl who meets once in a thousand years, and when I opened my curiosity, I didn't expect it to be you."
"What a coincidence." Kazusa Kawashima was a little unconvinced.
She knew that it was impossible for all Ben to know her, but she only met her yesterday, and today she just happened to know who she was?
That's a coincidence!
The possibility of knowing who she is is more convincing.
"Honesty and trustworthiness are my only good qualities." Masaki Kobayashi said that he was a good person.
Kazusa Kawashima didn't answer, but took a glass of water to drink, but not a drop of water could enter her mouth, just kept moistening her red lips.
Failed attempt to drink water.
She lowered her glass and looked up at the ceiling as she leaned back and propped her hands back on the floor.
Masaki Kobayashi's gaze shifted to the side, and then turned back to look at her broad mind openly.
This posture really shows the chest!
It's terrible!
"Well, because I worked too hard, my vocal cords were injured, but fortunately it wasn't too much of a problem, and I recuperated for half a year, and now it's close to being as good as ever."
Her tone made him sense that she was in a complicated mood right now.
However, this did not hinder his meanness, "Why desperate? You only have three songs to praise, and one is worse than the other in the next two years. ”
Kazusa Kawashima lowered his head, glared at him unhappily, and pouted, "Are you heartless?" Although you are telling the truth, I want to hit you! ”
"It's still understandable, such a good start can't be maintained, and anyone who comes will be in a hurry, but rational analysis, since we have encountered creative obstacles, it is the best choice to collect songs from excellent music creators at the right time."
"I don't know anyone, and after challenging Maiko Nakajima's seniors, it's even harder to find someone to buy songs."
"Your firm won't just give up on you as a money-making tool, will it?"
This is the most confused point of Masaki Kobayashi, "The perfect start, the attention that has been gained on the following grams, how can it be said that it is necessary to make a lot of money with all kinds of inclined resources, and the capitalists who hang the street lamp will give up such a good opportunity to make money?" ”
Is it a terrible thing to do in the entertainment industry? But I said that I like the following the most.
Kazusa Kawashima was silent and did not speak.
What seems to be something unspeakable? Masaki Kobayashi said no more.
"Water." Kazusa Kawashima pushed the water cup in front of him.
"It's late."
"One more drink."
It's a pleasure to stay with a beautiful girl with a sweet voice.
In particular, this beautiful girl is a high-profile singer, and she was, and she should still be.
So Masaki Kobayashi still poured her a glass.
"Don't have any snacks to eat?"
"The family is poor."
Today's lunch and dinner are rice balls, so how about snacks at this standard of living?!
But tomorrow you can improve it, let's eat the special pork chop rice.
"My family is very good, too good." Kazusa Kawashima looked at the back of him pouring water and said, "That is, I am interested in you, so I will tell you this." ”
"I don't really want to listen to it beyond what I can bear, you should know a word, knowing too much will be life-threatening."
"That's not the case."
Masaki Kobayashi gave her the water glass.
Kazusa Kawashima took it, her red lips were imprinted on the wall of the cup, and she took a sip, "My family doesn't want me to show my face, so I can't get the resources of the office, and this is a punishment." ”
It sounds like a plot in a film and television drama, well, a very old-fashioned plot, as old-fashioned as the plot of 'give you a million and leave my son'.
"My Lao Tzu said that showing up is not in line with the family style, I said that I am me, and no one has the right to say that I am not allowed. Then, he said that without a family I am nothing. So the firm's resources are the price, offsetting the family's investment in my education. ”
I always felt that the price was still a little smaller, and Masaki Kobayashi didn't say this, just nodded.
"Of course I have to prove myself, he said things like 'I'm nothing without a family,' so the huge success of my debut made me think I proved myself, and I was very conceited at that time."
This is the collision of ideals and reality, and ideals are smashed to pieces.
Masaki Kobayashi once felt the same way, and felt that everyone was like this.
Later, he found out that there are really examples of ideals smashing reality, and they don't appear in you, but you are not strong enough.
Since discovering this fact, he has understood that you can't grasp the contradiction between ideals and reality just because you're too weak.
If you are weak, admit that you are weak, and admitting that you are weak is also a kind of strength, because the weak have the way of survival of the weak.
Anyway, things are very simple with Kawashima and Sa, she is stronger, but not strong enough, she refuses to admit that she is weak after discovering this, so she is rushed by reality to the phase.
"I was relieved after my vocal cords were injured by overuse and force."
"But I still want to prove myself," Masaki Kobayashi finally spoke, "I'm afraid that I can't do it, but I still want to prove that I can do it." ”
"Hmm."
Kawashima and Yarn answered, looked at him tightly, and answered seriously again, "Hmm!! ”
"Me too, and I used to be." Masaki Kobayashi said.
Hearing this, the corners of Kawashima and Sa's mouths pulled up, revealing a pitiful smile.
!
Her ears twitched.
[I still want to realize my dream, I don't want it to end like this, the reality in front of me is too cruel, let's gamble again.] 】
[There are too many things that must be done, and the things I want to do keep piling up, so can I keep going like this? Everything will be more and more uneasy. 】
[Ah, I want to shine like you, even if the cold wind blows, I have to be like you and not admit defeat. 】
[Ah, don't give up, move forward, even if you are lonely, even if you are in pain, hold on until you see hope. 】
【......】
[Ah, I really want to be as strong as you, no matter how many long detours, I want to be like you who are not confused. 】
[Ah, don't run away anymore, try it now, whether it's right or wrong, you have to face it with a smile, so you want to shine like you.] 】
【......】
Kawashima and Sasa Hong's lips moved, and then began to tremble.
The throat is choked and the tip of the nose is sore.
She stood up abruptly and turned her back to him.
"Suck!" The sound of sniffling rang out in the cramped room.
"Thanks, I'm leaving!"
Not wanting to cry in front of others, she grabbed her bag and ran to the door.
The two little feet with socks rushed into the little white shoes, opened the door and rushed out.
A set of movements is so smooth that Masaki Kobayashi doesn't know why.
Is this crying?
I just said with deep sympathy, 'Me too.'"
He quickly got up and ran out the door, watching Kazusa Kawashima run back to his car.
There was a "bang", and the door was slammed shut.
The night was woken up by surprise, and then he continued to sleep.
He could feel it through the door glass with privacy film, and Kazusa Kawashima, who was sitting inside, was also looking at it.
There is a "click" with a flash.
Masaki Kobayashi looked at the source of the sound suspiciously, and saw two people standing on the side of the street, one of them holding a DSLR and the other holding a mobile phone.
"Are you stupid?! Shoot with your phone! ”
(If Ben's mobile phone has not been processed by high-tech, it will make a sound when taking pictures.) )
"Hey! You guys.... ”
"Boom!"
As soon as Masaki Kobayashi's words began, the car's engine roared, streaked red and white, and crashed into the two men.
Luckily, they were scared and ran away.
Kazusa's car disappears into the night.
This car skill is even more terrifying than Yuki Rain Village's!
Masaki Kobayashi hurriedly hid in his rental house.
By the way, there's a little thing she hasn't talked about yet.