Chapter 48: Delirium
"Low self-esteem? Isn't it already a very lucky thing to be grateful for someone you like and who you can get along with and who likes you at the same time?
"And! Should he have low self-esteem?! Regardless of my status, I am first and foremost a human being. ”
In the first half of the sentence, Tsuko Hinata couldn't refute it, because she felt that Kazusa Kawashima was right.
The second half of the sentence..., I didn't say this to comfort you, you need to fight my emotions with me...
Tsuko Kusakata said helplessly: "Then what's wrong with you today?" looks like he has nothing to love. Hinata asked.
Since you think you're lucky, you should be happy.
"Uneasy." Kazusa Kawashima took a big sip of red wine, leaned on the sofa softly, and said quietly: "I just don't know why, I feel that Masaki is so strange today." ”
"Do you like him so much? He just works overtime all night, and you can't stand it if you don't accompany you all night? Speaking of which, did you do it? ”
Kazusa Kawashima shook his head slightly, "I don't think it's that simple, and his attitude towards me today is different from before. ”
"Why? What's the difference? ”
"I don't know, it's because I don't know that I'm distressed." Kazusa Kawashima poured herself another sip of red wine depressedly.
Looking at Kawashima and Sasa's appearance of being trapped in love, Hisaka Tsuko also felt novel.
She thought for a moment and said, "It's just that you like him too much, right?" So if he suddenly doesn't come home, you're cranky. ”
Although Kazuko Kawashima can like Masaki Kobayashi so much that Tsuko Hisakata can't believe it, it seems that this is the only explanation.
After all, judging from the current situation, Masaki Kobayashi didn't do anything? It's just an overtime, and then you Kawashima and Sasa are so worried that they are panicked.
"Do I really like him to this extent?" Kazusa Kawashima didn't believe it herself.
If she likes him, she admits it, but likes it to this extent? The extent to which you are afraid of being abandoned just because you work overtime?
No, this is already a liking that I don't want to be separated every minute, this can't be called liking anymore, it's sick.
Is it really the power of love..., which makes people delirious?
Tsuko Kusaka took a sip of red wine and persuaded: "Maybe it's really just that you're thinking too much, let's talk about something else to change the mood." ”
Kazusa Kawashima doesn't speak, but drinks and eats in silence.
Her pink face is already red, and her coquettish appearance even moves Tsuko Sunshita, who is a woman.
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"Yashu, you eat first, I'll go and call Pear Nai to come over."
"Hmm."
Masaki Kobayashi watched Yuki Aminomura leave, and at this moment, suddenly his mobile phone vibrated and he received an MMS message from Tsuko Hisaka.
He opens the MMS.
It is a photo of Kazusa Kawashima getting drunk.
There is another sentence below, [You are not at home and drinking with Sha, come back to comfort and comfort her after overtime!] 】
Masaki Kobayashi stood up suddenly, but paused, and sat down in his chair again.
Hovering your fingers over the screen, trying to tap the keyboard to say something, but not knowing what to reply to.
The footsteps approached, and he looked back to see that Yuki Amuramura had arrived with Rino Asahigawa.
He put away his phone.
"Rino." Masaki Kobayashi said hello, and after getting along a few times, he no longer used his surname to call Asahi River Rino.
"Huh?" Rino Asahikawa, who was thinking sadly, raised her head.
"Good evening." She whispered back and bowed her head again.
“?” Masaki Kobayashi looked at Yuki Amamura suspiciously.
"......" Yuki Yumura was also speechless.
The weather is so sunny today, but everyone's hearts are clouded.
Rino is depressed because of work problems, and Masaki is depressed because of family problems.
"Rino has to go back to work after eating, let's go."
So, the three of them started eating.
During this period, Yuki Amamura tried to liven up the atmosphere several times, but it was not effective.
Rino Asahi just responded with 'uh-huh-ah', she didn't even have the heart to eat, spooning rice, opening her mouth, spooning rice, and opening her mouth, like a robot, just to complete the set task, so let alone communicating with Yuki Amamura.
Seeing this, Masaki Kobayashi simply pulled Yuki Yuki's sleeve and asked her to come over with her ear, and he asked softly in her ear, "What's wrong with her?" It's a weird bad mood. ”
Yuki Ammura's ears fluttered with the hot and humid gas, and he glanced at him speechlessly.
You don't have any self-knowledge, you think you're in a good mood?! Don't think that you can hide your low mood by pretending to be normal, I sit next to you and feel sad.
"That's right." Yuki Amamura told him about Rino Asahikawa's sketch being returned by the performance.
"That's right." After listening to this, Masaki Kobayashi's first thought was 'balance between quality and quantity', which is also a problem that everyone will encounter in their work.
"I'm done eating, that..., I'll go back to work first."
While Masaki Kobayashi and Yuki Amamura were whispering, Rino Asahi had already completed her dry rice task and stood up and prepared to leave.
"Why don't you take a break?" Yuki Yuki Amamura hurriedly asked.
Rino Asahi shook her head lightly and said apologetically, "I'm sorry. ”
"What do you have to apologize for, go ahead, go ahead." Yuki Amaura waved his hand.
"Well, I went."
The two watched her leave, and it wasn't until the back disappeared that the two of them retracted their gaze and looked at each other, and Yuki Yuki Rain Village immediately asked, "Then again, why are you working overtime, Masaki?" ”
"Didn't I say that?"
"But I asked Kumamoto-senpai, and it doesn't seem like that's what happened."
“...。”
Seeing his expression like this, Yuki Yumura was sure that he was going to work overtime, and after hesitating, she still asked, "Did you have a conflict with your family?" ”
“... How can I say this, sort of. Masaki Kobayashi looked at the neon signs outside the window, "Anyway, I don't really want to go back today." ”
Yuki Amaura opened his mouth and closed it again, wanting to speak and stopping and wanting to look.
"Say whatever you want."
"emmm," Yuki Ammura took a deep breath, "Well, Masaki, don't think I'm looking down on you for the next question I'm going to ask you." ”
"Look down on me? No, you say. ”
"That's right, are you going to work part-time as a cowherd?"
"Part-time. Cowboy? Masaki Kobayashi opened his mouth with a stunned expression, "Why do you think that I am going to work part-time as a cowherd?" ”
"Uh, isn't it, haven't you changed too much, when you first came to work, you were still dressed plainly, and even a little down, compared to now, you are gorgeously dressed and dignified, like a noble son, the contrast between before and after is too great, so, I wonder if you are going to be a cowherd part-time to make money or something."
After Yuki Amamura said the thoughts that he was holding in his heart, he felt much better.
Masaki Kobayashi looked down at the clothes on his body, "You said this, it's all me..." ”
I can't go on.
He recalls the bits and pieces after living with Kazusa Kawashima.
She really takes care of him!
Although he sometimes puts on a fierce face and says things that people don't like to hear, he can feel that she cares about his life and health.
Yuki Amamura saw that he suddenly fell silent, and was annoyed that he had said these things so bluntly, "I'm sorry, but I'm too troublesome. ”
"No, anyway, I'm not working as a part-time cowherd."
"Uh-oh."