After eating, the mother and son took a nap on the mat for a while, and only went down the mountain after resting their legs and feet, the basket behind Song Hongguo contained the dried half-dried fish and two rabbits, Ling Zhi carried yams and wild vegetables, and dragged some firewood, Ling Yuan was not empty-handed, picked a basket of mulberries along the road, and ate while walking.

This trip can be described as a full return.

Not long after returning home, Qiao Yonghui suddenly came to the door, looking anxious, his face was pale, but he seemed to be unable to speak when he opened his mouth to speak, "You, can you lend me some money first?" I'll pay you back in the future......"

Song Hongguo didn't even ask the reason, and nodded directly, "Yes, how much do you need?" ”

Qiao Yonghui didn't expect her to be so happy, or, when he thought of it, he was still a little stunned, it was too difficult to borrow money these days, even close relatives had to hesitate again and again, not to mention, it was his unpopular identity, if he wasn't really desperate, he would never speak......

To open your mouth is to throw all your pride on the ground.

Fortunately, things weren't as bad as he thought they were, and even better.

"Thirty, okay?"

He asked apprehensively, and then quickly added, "How much is fine......

Song Hongguo has already instructed Ling Zhi to help her go back to the house to get the money, she usually has dozens of yuan in her wallet, which is incredible in the eyes of others, after all, the current worker's salary is only more than 20 yuan a month, and it is a lot to carry three or five yuan with him, who can bring a salary of one or two months? But she has less money and no sense of security.

When Ling Zhi came back, she took out a few from her purse and handed them to him, "If it's not enough, tell me again." ”

Qiao Yonghui lowered his head, almost unable to look at her directly, and squeezed out two words in his hoarse voice, "Thank you......"

Seeing this, Song Hongguo comforted him gently, "It's right for neighbors to help each other, who hasn't had a problem?" Don't take it to heart, don't rush to pay back the money, wait until you have a lot of money......"

Qiao Yonghui didn't say anything, took a few steps back, bowed to her, turned around and strode away with the money in his hand, his back straight, as if only in this way could he feel better.

Song Hongguo's mood couldn't help but be a little low.

The system teased, "Distressed? Or sympathy? ”

Song Hongguo shook his head.

Seeing this, the system was relieved, "For him, this little setback is nothing, the sky will descend on the people, don't they all have to work their minds, strain their muscles and bones, and starve their bodies and skins?" He will be a local tyrant in the future, everyone envies and looks up to him, and regards him as an idol who has succeeded in counterattacking in a difficult situation, and then looking back at the present, it is just a smile, who will despise him? ”

"Besides, since he met you, the gears of fate have changed, and he is much happier than the original trajectory, just like now, he needs money to save the emergency, and if he finds someone else, it will be much more embarrassing, but when he finds you, he doesn't even have to ask, you just give it happily, maintaining his self-esteem and pride, which is not good enough? Why do you need sympathy? Even if he had fallen into the dust, he would not be miserable with you. ”

"You are his nobleman."

Song Hongguo said lightly, "No matter how successful a person is, the misfortune and pain he has endured in the past can never be eliminated, and he needs to be healed continuously in the second half of his life." ”

The system was puzzled, "So what?" ”

Song Hongguo didn't have the heart to explain more to it, could she say that she saw the epitome of many people in this era from Qiao Yonghui? The special era has created a special wave of people, and everything they have encountered, even if they become famous in the future, will still be difficult to let go of when they look back, and will eventually become a scar on their hearts that can never be erased.

In her previous life, when she read this kind of book, she didn't feel much, and some were just sympathy and regret, but now she faces it intuitively, although she can't empathize with it, but it will no longer be superficial just sympathy and regret.

She wanted to do more.

Don't expect to change history, but let's be worthy of it.

So, after eating in the evening, Song Hongguo asked Ling Zhi, "Do you want to go see Dad?" ”

Ling Zhi was stunned, looked at her, and was speechless.

Ling Yuan asked nervously and expectantly, "Is it okay?" ”

Song Hongguo smiled and touched his head, "Intellectually, no, but emotionally, we can think of a way, in this world, most things are just what we want to do and what we don't want to do." ”

Ling Yuan bit his lip, "I want to go see Dad." ”

"Xiaoyuan!" Ling Zhi came back to his senses and reprimanded him with a small face, "Don't be willful." ”

Ling Yuan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he pursed his lips tightly, looking aggrieved, but also stubborn.

Seeing this, Ling Zhi immediately softened his heart and coaxed softly, "It's not that I'm stopping you from going, it's that the situation doesn't allow it now, have you forgotten what your father told you at that time?" He told us to be okay, don't worry about him, we are well, he can rest assured, he is not in a safe place now, we go to him, not only will we be exposed, but also put Dad in danger, and Mom, we need to take risks......"

He turned his head to look at Song Hongguo and said with a serious face, "You don't have to worry about us, since we chose that path in the first place, we won't regret it, and Dad won't allow us to regret it." ”

Song Hongguo muttered, "I can find a way to avoid the risk and let you meet......"

Ling Zhi shook his head, his tone firm, "No." ”

Song Hongguo asked suspiciously, "Why?" Don't you want your dad? ”

"I want to, I want to, but I don't want to go against my father's wishes and live up to my father's expectations than I miss my father......" Ling Zhi's voice was lonely and firm, "Dad made that decision at the beginning, it was a gamble that broke the kettle, he could only win, not lose, so I didn't want to try a little risk and danger." ”

"Not to mention, this matter also involves you and Grandpa Zhou, so I can't gamble, in case it is discovered, it doesn't matter how my brother and I are, but what about you and Grandpa Zhou? I must not bother you, my father must think so, so, when we go to see him, he will not be happy and relieved, he will only be afraid, so what is the point of seeing him like this? ”

Song Hongguo, "......"

She finally wanted to do something, but when she got up to her, she was doused with cold water from an eight-year-old child?

The system popped up and sighed, "Your eldest son is sensible." ”

Yes, the sensible ones are distressed.

Song Hongguo asked again, "Aren't you afraid of regretting it in the future?" ”

Ling Zhi only hesitated for a few seconds, and then said loudly, "I don't know if I don't regret it in the future, but now, I don't regret it, my father used to say that every step under his feet is good, even if he finds that there is a wrong place in the future, it is only because of the limited knowledge and ability at that time, and perhaps he was trapped in the environment at that time, so there is no need to regret it, the choice at that time is the best arrangement." ”

Song Hongguo, "......"

Although she has never met Ling Zifeng, his bowl of chicken soup makes her really fragrant.