Chapter 292: My Heart Is Aching
At two o'clock in the afternoon, Ma Binggen left, and when he left, he said to Ma Changgen that he could tell Xiaole and say that he was sorry for him.
At this time, Ma Xiaole was on the river embankment in the east of the village, constantly looking at the bridge in the distance. Ma Binggen will pass by there and then wait for the bus at the fork.
When Ma Binggen's somewhat scattered figure appeared at the bridge, Ma Xiaole's eyes were astringent.
Great hatred comes from great love.
Ma Changgen is right, Ma Binggen is his father after all. The reason why Ma Xiaole resists, resists and even hurts his arm so much is because he has love in his heart, the closest and most distant love, fatherly love. When he was a child, he was sensible, and he saw other children in the village following his father's buttocks, and how proud he was, and how he laughed happily when he was lifted, including howling sadly when he was beaten and cried. The fatherly love he longed for disappeared and disappeared ruthlessly when he could not yet remain in his memory, so now when it came back suddenly, and shamelessly, Ma Xiaole was furious.
But after all, it's really my father.
Ma Xiaole's eyes were astringent and moist again, and he watched Ma Binggen walk across the bridge with his waist bent.
"Little music." Ma Changgen stood behind him at some point, "I went to the orchard to look for you, and if you are not there, I will know that you are here." ”
"Oh, Daddy." Ma Xiaole wiped away his tears and looked back at Ma Changgen, "I'll look at Ma Binggen." ”
"You should go to him and talk." Ma Changgen said, "Don't call Ma Binggen's name in the future, you can't shout, he asked me to tell you, he's sorry for you." ”
"I'm sorry, can I forgive him?" Ma Xiaole said quietly, "I can't forgive him." ”
"We'll talk about it later." Ma Changgen said, "But he may not come back, he has two children over there, listen to him, it's not going well, I gave him your 10,000 yuan." ”
"Who told you to give it to him!"
"Alas, in fact, I don't feel good about it, even if I buy peace of mind." Ma Changgen said embarrassedly.
Ma Xiaole didn't say anything, turned around and left, went to find Jin Zhu, asked him to catch up with Ma Binggen quickly, send 50,000 yuan over, and have a sentence: Don't come back again.
"Martha, the last project hasn't been completed yet, and now it's more than 70,000 yuan in total." Golden Pillar Road.
"Don't be verbose, do as I say."
Jin Zhu nodded, got on the motorcycle and walked away quickly.
Ma Xiaole returned home, Hu Aiying warmed the meal, Ma Xiaole simply ate a few bites, and went back to the county.
The mood was very chaotic, Ma Xiaole felt that he couldn't go to the unit, so he said hello to Wu Jiaguang, saying that there was something at home in the past few days and he couldn't come to work.
Wu Jiaguang said that it was okay, anyway, it would take a lot of energy to promote biogas construction now, and it would be okay to go to the unit if there was anything to do, and the office would notify you if there was an emergency.
Ma Xiaole decided to go to the city to relax, and by the way, he found Tan Xiaojuan to see when the project accounts would be settled, and then chatted with Fan Zaoni, as well as Wei Xiaomeng, I don't know what happened.
Before going to the city, Ma Xiaole first went to the county compound to talk to Yue Jinming to see if Song Guangming had any moves, and he was scolded by a big-character poster, and he must have been very aggrieved in his heart.
Song Guangming is aggrieved, just like Ma Xiaole said, this matter has to be narrowed down, or it will be more embarrassing, although he knows that Ma Xiaole did it, but he can't pursue it, especially when he heard that there are people in Ma Xiaole's Central Propaganda Department, he has to pretend that nothing happened. But he was ruthless in his heart, and he was determined to let Ma Xiaole do nothing without thinking about it.
Ji Yuanhua also heard about this and looked for Song Guangming. Song Guangming didn't hide it in front of him, so angry that the plastic steel glass teacups cracked a crack.
"Isn't he someone from the Central Propaganda Department?" Song Guangming's chest rose and fell violently, "Amazing? No one is looking at it! ”
"The Central Propaganda Department?" Ji Yuanhua frowned, "County Magistrate Song, did you just say that there are people in Ma Xiaole's Central Propaganda Department?" ”
"Yes, many people know that I listened to Minister Shao of the Propaganda Department, and it is very reliable." Song Guangming's face was gloomy.
"You've all been blinded by him!" Ji Yuanhua said, "There is no such thing, where is there anyone in his Central Propaganda Department?" I've worked with him for so long, and I still don't know the details? He knew a reporter from the city newspaper, what the Central Propaganda Department, scaring people! ”
"Oh!" Song Guangming was stunned for a moment, "That's better, I'll give him small shoes to wear in the future, so I won't have any scruples." ”
Song Guangming and Ji Yuanhua discussed, bear with it now, wait for the cadre position to be transferred, and then take care of Ma Xiaole, and resolutely let him wear the little shoes to the end.
But all this, Yue Jinming has calculated.
After Ma Xiaole came, he told Ma Xiaole that the hard days were ahead, and when Song Guangming became the acting county magistrate and Ji Yuanhua became the deputy county magistrate, it was estimated that it would not be such a pastime as it is now, and there would definitely be interference in all aspects.
"I'm not afraid." Ma Xiaole said, "They have the ability to come." ”
"You're not in the state!" Yue Jinming shook his head, "You still have to think and think, you have to reposition the way you act and speak, it should be the same as before, it was good before, it was good in all aspects, but now you have completely changed." ”
"Alas, okay, Minister Yue, I remember your words, I will reflect on it, strive to get better, and don't let you worry so much." Ma Xiaole didn't stay long before leaving, going straight to the city.
When I arrived in the city, it was exactly six o'clock, and I got off work.
Ma Xiaole didn't want to call Tan Xiaojuan at this time, the phone would get through, and there would be that kind of thing, but tonight's mood was really not suitable. He didn't contact Fan Zaoni either, the same reason.
Where Ma Xiaole lives, don't worry about it for the time being, anyway, it's just one night, as for the next few days, after contacting Tan Xiaojuan or Fan Zaoni tomorrow, it will naturally be solved.
Ma Xiaole decided to go to the hospital to see Wei Xiaomeng first, and then go to the Silver Dragon Hotel to stay.
When I came to the First People's Hospital of the city, I was still in the ward last time, but I didn't see Wei Xiaomeng, so Ma Xiaole went to ask the doctor, and the doctor said that Wei Xiaomeng had left.
"Didn't you say last time that you would have to observe for at least another week?" Ma Xiaole asked.
"The patient wants to go, and we can't do anything." The doctor looked a little aloof.
Ma Xiaole didn't ask again, and went directly to Wei Xiaomeng's house. Maybe it's because it's getting dark, it's eerie. Wei Dongguang had already returned, and he was worried in the yard, and he was very excited when he saw Ma Xiaole.
"Cheng Qin! Cheng Qin! Look who's coming! Wei Dongguang shouted into the room.
Soon, Dou Chengqin walked out, "It's her uncle!" ”
"Wei Dongguang, why was Xiaomeng discharged from the hospital so quickly?" Ma Xiaole is most concerned about this.
"What's the solution, I can't afford to live without money." Wei Dongguang cried with a sad face, "You can't stay in the hospital." ”
"What about Xiaomeng's illness?"
"I'll just wait." Wei Dongguang said, "Now the delicious food and drink are all up to her." ”
"Wei Dongguang, what do you mean by this?"
"It's up to her to make it herself, and I can't do anything about it." Wei Dongguang said, "If you get through it, you can get through it, and if you can't get through it, you can't blame us adults." ”
When Ma Xiaole heard this, he couldn't hold back again, thinking of being abandoned when he was a child, and felt that Wei Xiaomeng was more pitiful than him, how could he say that he still had a life, and Wei Xiaomeng, leukemia, if he didn't treat it, where would there be hope for life!
Looking at Wei Dongguang's face again, Ma Xiaole was angry, and stepped forward to grab Wei Dongguang's clothes, "Bang Bang" is two ear scrapers.
Wei Dongguang was stunned, and Dou Chengqin stayed on the side.
"Wei Dongguang, I'm your woman!" Ma Xiaole pointed to Wei Dongguang's nose, "Are you such a father?" Let Xiaomeng wait for death! ”
"I, I ......" Wei Dongguang seemed to be very aggrieved and sad, unable to speak.
Ma Xiaole pushed Wei Dongguang aside and asked Dou Chengqin to take him into the house to see Wei Xiaomeng.
This was the first time I had entered their house, and there was a damp musty smell.
A small room in the shade is where Wei Xiaomeng sleeps, with a small bed, a dilapidated table, and two worn-out quilts piled on top.
With a "snap", the incandescent light came on, and the dim light was dim.
Wei Xiaomeng curled up at the head of the bed, his face a little swollen and pale.
"Hello Uncle Ma." Wei Xiaomeng smiled reluctantly, raised his hand and picked up the banana next to the pillow to give to Ma Xiaole to eat, "Uncle Ma, eat bananas, it's very fragrant." ”
Ma Xiaole looked at the banana, the skin was already black and sticky, and it was almost rotten.
"Uncle doesn't eat, he can't eat." Ma Xiaole took the banana and put it in the corner of the table.
Wei Xiaomeng may have heard the movement outside just now and asked Ma Xiaole not to hit her father.
Ma Xiaole nodded, a little like shedding tears.
Wei Dongguang also came in, "This child, sensible, when she was in the hospital, she said that if the family had no money, she would not be treated, or she would owe a lot of money and it would be difficult to pay it back, so she said that she would go home early, and then go to school to see her classmates and teachers." ”
Dou Chengqin couldn't cry anymore, "A long time ago, children often said that they were dizzy and couldn't eat. I thought it was because the food was not good, the food was poor, and I was malnourished, so I didn't take her words at ease, but I didn't think that it would be this problem......"
"Say no more! Stop it! Ma Xiaole interrupted Dou Chengqin's words very rudely, "Send me to the hospital tomorrow!" After speaking, he took out his bag, and there were more than a thousand yuan, all of which were taken out, "Hospitalization first tomorrow, money, I will continue to think of a way!" ”
Ma Xiaole left.
has no place to live, Ma Xiaole is penniless. He thought about it, there are almost 30,000 yuan, and it is estimated that it is not enough to take them all out, and I usually hear that leukemia requires a bone marrow transplant or something, and it is often two or three hundred thousand. And he didn't know what happened to Wei Xiaomeng's leukemia, whether it was treated, and how much it cost.
Ma Xiaole didn't go far, drove the car to the side of the road and stopped, and became confused in the car.
As soon as the morning dawned, Ma Xiaole woke up, looked at the small box next to the seat, and paid the toll to find more than ten yuan in change, so he found a breakfast shop, drank a bowl of porridge, and ate a few steamed buns. After that, he came to Wei Dongguang's house, picked up Wei Xiaomeng, and sent him to the hospital.
This time, Ma Xiaole pestered the doctor and asked for an understanding.
Wei Xiaomeng is hopeful!
The doctor told him that acute promyelocytic leukemia can be basically cured, as long as the condition is controlled in advance, and then combined chemical therapy is used, the remission rate can reach 90%!
"After that, can a sick person be the same as a normal person? Will it recur? Ma Xiaole asked eagerly.
"It's no different from a normal person." The doctor said, "It's okay if it relapses, you can continue chemotherapy to remission." ”
However, the cost is not low, and the doctor said that it is estimated that it will cost about 100,000 yuan, and you can be discharged from the hospital with more confidence.