Chapter 499: Love and Pain

Ma Xiaole said this by retreating, just to hold Tan Xiaojuan.

"Xiaole, don't say that." Tan Xiaojuan sighed, "Actually, I shouldn't." ”

"Sister Tan, there's nothing that shouldn't be." Ma Xiaole said, "Isn't it good that we're together, it's just that things are a little unexpected." ”

"Zaoni will be angry with me." Tan Xiaojuan frowned deeply, "If I knew that you had something to do with her, I would have to think about it." ”

"It's all my fault." Ma Xiaole sighed and said, "Sister Tan, from the beginning, I felt that if you knew about it, you would reject me, so I hid it from you, and Fan Zaoni was also ashamed to tell you when she was with you, so you never knew it, that is, you were intentionally or unintentionally blocked from the information." ”

"It's too late to say anything now, Zaoni must be very disappointed in me." Tan Xiaojuan said, "I'm so much older than her, it's very sad to think about it." ”

"I'll talk to her and explain." Ma Xiaole looked at Tan Xiaojuan, who was a little depressed, "Sister Tan, in fact, it's nothing to think about, the relationship between me and Fan Zaoni is like you, but she is just first, but that doesn't mean that I am her exclusive one." ”

"Say so." Tan Xiaojuan said, "But Zaoni and I are not good friends, and I met you because she introduced me, and now it seems that I am a little ignorant." ”

"Well, I'm even more upset about that." Ma Xiaole sighed and hunched his waist, "If it weren't for Fan Zaoni's help, I'm afraid I would still be huddled in the Shagang Township Government compound now, busy carrying tea and pouring water, and I don't have to say how grateful I am to her." At the beginning, she made me out of the county with a few reports, and then I fell down in the county, and I was led to the city through her, and I met you again. As for what happened to you, I don't regret it at all, I think it's all destined in the previous life, I have a previous relationship with you, but I don't regret it, I don't regret it, I think I stepped on Fan Zaoni's shoulder and climbed on you, I'm so guilty, it's just a beast! ”

The more Ma Xiaole spoke, the more he shrank, his stiff waist simply curled up, squatted down, and buried his head deep between his knees, "It's okay for a beast, because I still think I have a conscience, the key is that I know Fan Zaoni, if she gets angry and puts me on the tip of the knife, then my life will be over, what else will I mess with?" Don't talk about beasts, I'm afraid they are not as good as beasts! ”

This rhetoric, coupled with the pitiful figure, made Tan Xiaojuan feel pity for Ma Xiaole.

Women have great maternal feelings, especially Tan Xiaojuan and Ma Xiaole, the combination of women and men, which made Tan Xiaojuan breed a resolute spirit that she could not save the world unless she did.

"Xiaole, don't worry, this is up to my sister in advance, women know women best, wait for me to explain the situation to Zaoni and get her understanding, and then you go to her, she won't blame you." Tan Xiaojuan said resolutely.

"What do you say?" Ma Xiaole raised his head and looked at Tan Xiaojuan, with infinite expectation in his eyes. If it weren't for Tan Xiaojuan immersed in the pride of the savior mother, she would be able to see through him at once, and maybe she would have half-jokingly sent him a sentence: You are really not as good as a beast.

In the solution of this matter, Ma Xiaole admitted that he was inferior to a beast, but there was no way, he couldn't go to Fan Zaoni, he was looking ugly, however, he couldn't let Fan Zaoni have any grudges in this matter, not to mention whether he wanted Fan Zaoni to help in the future, he couldn't say it emotionally alone, he still liked Fan Zaoni very much, and he was affectionate.

Therefore, Ma Xiaole can only use Tan Xiaojuan to resolve Fan Zaoni, and he believes that Tan Xiaojuan will do her best. As for how far she can go and whether she can get Fan Zaoni's understanding, it's another matter. Also, Tan Xiaojuan said that after obtaining Fan Zaoni's understanding, let him find Fan Zaoni, he felt that it was not feasible, or it was not the best way. The best way is to let Fan Zaoni slowly realize herself, especially on the premise that she understands, she can be relieved when she understands it.

At the moment, Ma Xiaole felt that it was better to take the method of retreating as advance, because he believed that Fan Zaoni would not be able to hold back no matter what, whether it was a teacher asking for guilt or crying grievances, he would always come to the door. At that time, pretending to be heavy and sad, Xiaoxiao showed her acting skills, maybe she could let Fan Zaoni send some comfort in turn.

But Ma Xiaole knows very well that Fan Zaoni is also a ghost guy, and his tricks will be ruthlessly exposed by her sooner or later. But it doesn't matter, even if it's for a while, as long as it succeeds at the time, it is likely that things will be smooth and uneventful after that.

Ma Xiaole thought very easily, but Tan Xiaojuan was very heavy, if it weren't for the ruthless woman Ma Xiaole, who was quite traditional in her bones, she never thought that she would be so out of line, and just yet, the out-of-character thing was so unfortunate, but she still had something to do with Fan Zaoni, who had forgotten her old friend.

The next day, Tan Xiaojuan did not choose a phone to talk to Fan Zaoni, but sat down face-to-face, but the place she chose was a coffee shop, and the light was dim, so it was not easy to see the other party's face.

Tan Xiaojuan knew that her face would be very red when she talked, so red that she couldn't stay in embarrassment, as a woman of her age, she couldn't bear it.

"Zaani, do you hate me?" Tan Xiaojuan held the cup in both hands, Chu Churan.

Fan Zaoni is very calm now, although she almost closed her breath on the spot when she stood at the door of Tan Xiaojuan's office the day before, but after a night of contemplation, she seemed to have a big understanding, and she shook her head.

Fan Zaoni's silence made Tan Xiaojuan a little at a loss, she didn't even know what to say next, but she knew very well what she should do, that is, to obtain Fan Zaoni's understanding, or further, to obtain Fan Zaoni's understanding of Ma Xiaole.

"Even if you don't hate me, you'll be angry with me." Tan Xiaojuan said, "Let's be born, I deserve to be hated and hated by you for this matter." ”

"I don't hate you, and I don't have the right to hate." Fan Zaoni was still expressionless, looking at Tan Xiaojuan, "Just like I don't object to you sleeping with Ma Xiaole, I'm not qualified to object." ”

Go to bed.

The word is sometimes extremely ugly.

Tan Xiaojuan vaguely felt this meaning, but this was not Fan Zaoni's intention, she just wanted to explain that Tan Xiaojuan and Ma Xiaole did that kind of thing.

Although the lights were dim, with the woman's sensitive sense of smell, Fan Zaoni felt that there were tears in Tan Xiaojuan's eyes, but they didn't shed them. In fact, Fan Zaoni has always respected Tan Xiaojuan, even when she saw her and Ma Xiaole sitting on the sofa messy. All this is attributed to Tan Xiaojuan herself, because she is not a bad woman, Fan Zaoni can appreciate Tan Xiaojuan's kindness and peace as a woman in the relationship, and it is precisely for this reason that Fan Zaoni pushed the door open and turned around and left silently.

Love, this is a matter of love, Fan Zaoni doesn't want or even have the courage to face Tan Xiaojuan in the dilemma, but the maker of the dilemma is her.

"It's me." Tan Xiaojuan's voice trembled slightly when she listened carefully, "I took the initiative." ”

At this time, Tan Xiaojuan did not forget Ma Xiaole, the little man who brought her endless pleasure and needed her help.

Fan Zaoni looked up at Tan Xiaojuan, "What are you telling me about this?" ”

"Don't pretend you don't care, I know you're uncomfortable." Tan Xiaojuan stretched out a hand to grab Fan Zaoni's hand, which was also holding the cup, but stopped in mid-air. She knew that Fan Zaoni must be uncomfortable in her heart, and after Ma Xiaole told her everything between her and Fan Zaoni, she understood that Fan Zaoni, a girl, had unconsciously and to a certain extent regarded Ma Xiaole as her own private property.

Women to men, just as men to women, regardless of whether there is some kind of legal relationship or not, have a solitary mentality.

The position determines that Tan Xiaojuan must take the initiative, if she is also as dull as Fan Zaoni, the conversation will lose its meaning.

"What I also want to say is that I am also a woman, a normal woman." Tan Xiaojuan took a sip of coffee, "And after all, I really didn't know that there was that kind of relationship between you and Ma Xiaole before, if I had known earlier, maybe nothing would have happened." ”

After saying this, Tan Xiaojuan felt that she was wrong, in this way, it was tantamount to unloading the burden to Ma Xiaole, she didn't know that there was an affair between Fan Zaoni and Ma Xiaole, but how could Ma Xiaole, as a party, pretend to be confused? !

"It's not a once, but we're just getting started." Tan Xiaojuan hurriedly said, "At first, I was not good, Ma Xiaole just arrived in the bureau, and he drank too much at the reception banquet, and I actually brought him back home." ”

Tan Xiaojuan said this to prove that Ma Xiaole was passive.

Regardless of whether Fan Zaoni noticed that Tan Xiaojuan was excusing Ma Xiaole, she did feel her frankness.

Obviously, this situation is Tan Xiaojuan's apology.

Fan Zaoni, who has calmed down, can empathize, if she is Tan Xiaojuan, does she need to apologize? If Tan Xiaojuan is her, what reason is there to be angry or blame?

However, emotionally speaking, Fan Zaoni really can't accept that the man Ma Xiaole and the woman Tan Xiaojuan are mixed to the extent that they get into the body. If Ma Xiaole slept with a woman she didn't know, it didn't matter; It doesn't matter if Tan Xiaojuan slept with a man who didn't have that relationship with her.

But now it's these two people, they're blended!

"Sister Tan." At this time, Fan Zaoni's grievances turned into small cries and two lines of tears, "Why are you two of you!" ”

Tan Xiaojuan, who has been in self-blame and uneasiness, also entered Fan Zaoni's emotional world, and just when the opportunity was right, she immediately stood up and moved to her side, stretched out her hand and gently grabbed it, and her tears gradually rose.

This is good, the two of them hugged each other and cried together.

The waiter at the coffee shop saw all this from outside the glass door with low brightness and shook his head, "It's rare! fell in love to this extent, and it was not in vain to be pointed out. ”

Tan Xiaojuan and Fan Zaoni were mistaken for lily pies.

It doesn't matter what happens, especially Tan Xiaojuan, she saw the figure of the waiter shaking outside the door, and then swayed several times.

Onlookers, people's favorites.

The production of tears is so little at a time, and it is time to stop crying for a while, or the crying will dry up, and the eye sockets will be uncomfortable.

Fan Zaoni is young in the end, and after crying, she still sobbed on Tan Xiaojuan's shoulder from time to time, shaking her little body so pitiful.

"Zaoni, don't be angry with your Sister Tan." Tan Xiaojuan stroked Fan Zaoni's hair, "I'm not a heartless person, I knew that I wouldn't bring the drunk Ma Xiaole back." ”

Fan Zaoni took a deep breath on Tan Xiaojuan's shoulder and sat up straight, "Sister Tan, I'm not angry, I'm really not angry." ”

"Well, you make me feel better when you say that, but I feel more sorry for you." Tan Xiaojuan took Fan Zaoni's hand, "Zaoni, do you love Ma Xiaole?" ”

Fan Zaoni nodded, "I love him!" After a slight pause, he asked rhetorically, "Sister Tan, what about you?" ”

"Me?" Tan Xiaojuan obviously didn't expect Fan Zaoni to ask this, but she always had to answer, "I, I love him......"