Chapter 37: Think More
"Abba, I want to be here." When Jessica said this, her heart was not at peace. When I went to visit SM the day before yesterday, Park asked her to take the test the next day and was notified of her pass on the spot. The moment she got the offer, she was naturally extremely happy and thought that she would one day be an idol who would be as much attention as SES.
But while she was happy, she also thought of what Park Tietong said the day before yesterday. Yes, this is a difficult and dangerous road, over a mountain and a mountain, I don't know when I will see the road, and I don't know if I can hold on to it to the end...
Even though she couldn't sleep last night because of the incident, she made up her mind in the morning.
Therefore, when her father said that he would return to San Francisco the day after tomorrow, she spoke out abruptly.
"Don't you need to buy any gifts to take back to your friends?" Father Zheng didn't think much about it, but thought that Jessica was lazy again, so he reminded him like this.
"Abba, I'm not just saying that I'm going to stay here now, but I'm saying that I'm going to stay here and not go back to San Francisco." Jessica expresses her thoughts verbatim, slowly and clearly. She didn't mean that she didn't want to go out because she was tired, but that she wanted to stay and live. As for the gifts, she had already bought them on the day she met a talent scout in a department store.
"You said you wanted to stay in Seoul and weren't going back to San Francisco? The meaning of this sentence, I can understand that you are not leaving? "Father Zheng originally thought that he would return to San Francisco the day after tomorrow, and he didn't know when he would come to Seoul next time. Therefore, he plans to let Lee Jingshu take Jessica and Krystal out shopping and buy something he likes to take back to San Francisco.
However, Jessica said that she wanted to live in Seoul and start a new journey, which he never expected.
"That's right, that's right. I want to be a trainee at SM and I want to stand on stage and sing and dance. Jessica nodded firmly, she wasn't sure if she would succeed in the future, but she was sure that if she gave up this opportunity, she would regret it whenever she thought about it in the future.
At that time, she must have wondered if life would have been uncertain if she hadn't given up at that time. It is precisely because there is no regret medicine that she has to follow her heart. Regardless of whether you succeed or not, you just want to live without regrets.
"Even if you know that hard work won't necessarily succeed, you still have to go down this path?" Zheng's father was quite surprised, it was not that he didn't hear Li Jingshu say that Jessica and Krystal were discovered by a talent scout from the sm company, and it was not that he didn't know the results of Jessica's interview with the sm company, but Jessica's expression when she came back yesterday didn't look like she wanted to go at all, and the most important thing was that Jessica didn't mention it at all after she came back.
Therefore, he thought Jessica had given up. Now it seems that it is more like a decision made after an inner struggle.
"Abba, Executive Park has really laid out the bloody facts on this road and talked about it openly, and I know very well and am willing to accept the challenge." Jessica made this choice because she thought it through, and she knew what she needed to face in making such a choice.
"Now that Xiuyan has thought it through, let's give it a try." Li Jingshu also nodded, she was very willing to support Jessica to pursue her dream. Although the family is not very wealthy, it can still make Jessica have no worries.
Father Zheng looked at Jessica and then at Li Jingshu and Krystal, walking around with a frown, not knowing what he was thinking. After a while, he walked up to Jessica and looked at her with a serious expression.
"It's not just about being a trainee, it's about a lot of things, and we need to think about it. If you're going to be a trainee, then we don't have to worry about letting you live here alone. But we gave up our life in San Francisco for you to return to Seoul, so have you considered Xiujing?
If you're dreaming, you can accept a transfer, you can work hard to learn Korean, and you can build a new friendship. But what about Xiujing? She wants to give up her friends and life in San Francisco for you and go back to a new place to study and live, have you asked her if she is willing? ”
Although Lee Jing-sook supports Jessica to pursue her dreams, she hears the words of Zheng's father at this time. She felt that she was really biased towards Jessica in this matter, ignoring Krystal's feelings.
She is willing to return to Jessica's dream, because this is also the place where she has lived for decades, and even after emigrating, she still has a feeling for this land.
But Krystal was different, she was born and raised in San Francisco, she lived in San Francisco, Seoul was a stranger to her, and everything else was unattractive to her, except that there were a few people with whom she was so close by blood. It wouldn't be fair to her to give up everything she had for Jessica's dreams.
"So, do you two want to ask Xiujing's opinion and ask her if she would like to come?" Father Zheng looked at Li Jingshu, and he felt that Li Jingshu had not considered this matter. Usually it looks like a bowl of water is flat, but it is also slightly biased towards Jessica. That's why he thinks more about Krystal. A family with two daughters, and the parents are biased towards one, which he thinks is very fair.
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Li Yinxin received a call from Li Jianxi and rushed home in a hurry. She thought that there was something important to announce at home, but when she saw everyone sitting in the living room with a calm face, drinking tea, eating snacks, and reading newspapers, she was immediately angry.
"So there's something important to bring a busy man back."
"Ah, what kind of fire are you girl, I naturally have something to find you when I go home." Li Jianxi couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, Li Yinxin was actually ashamed to say in front of him that she was a busy person, and she was angry.
Li Suxian desperately glanced at Li Yinxin from the moment he saw Li Yinxin come back, just to remind the other party. She had called Li Yinxin several times before, but none of them were connected.
Now when she goes home, she dares to be angry with their father Li Jianxi, she really admires Li Yinxin, and it is estimated that Li Yinxin will not be punished for daring to do this.
"What do you mean?" Li Yinxin sat directly next to her sister-in-law Lin Lin Shiling, so she didn't see the signal of Li Xuxian's beating.
"Are you dating that kid from Park Tier-tong?" Li Jianxi looked at Li Yinxin a little nervously, he didn't think that there was a problem with college students' love, nor did he say that Park Tietong was not in the wrong household. Rather, this matter is just speculation, and there is no evidence.
"Which newspaper is chewing on the root of the tongue there, believe it or not, I sued it for closure." Li Yinxin was so angry that her head hurt, and she called her back just to say this kind of thing that is not true, and she really has nothing to do every day.
It's over, lit the barrel of cannonballs. Li Jianxi couldn't help but turn his head to look at Li Zairong, if Li Zairong hadn't come back and said that he had a nose and eyes, he wouldn't have hurriedly urged Li Yinxin to go home without confirming.
"It has nothing to do with the newspaper"
"Oh~, that's what Oba said." Li Yinxin just saw Li Jianxi look at Li Zairong several times, and she knew it in her heart. stood up, moved a few times, and rushed over to settle accounts with Li Zairong.
Fortunately, Lin Shiling was next to her, and fortunately, Li Xuxian reacted quickly, otherwise it would be another chicken-flying dog jump.
"Ernie, let me go, I must settle accounts with him today. Can you talk nonsense everywhere with such unfounded words? Don't you know if it will cause people trouble? Li Yinxin patted Li Xuxian's hand and asked the other party to let go of her. After struggling a few times, he found that it was useless, so he didn't waste his strength, stared directly at Li Zairong, and said angrily.