Chapter 023: A Fever in My Heart

After recognizing Sheng Guofei's ugly face and rogue nature, she was heartbroken, and after a painful choice, she finally took a brave step and chose to leave Sheng Guofei.

Thinking of the short-lived marriage that had been shattered, she couldn't help but sigh faintly.

Although the sigh was soft, it still alarmed Xu Qingyun.

Xu Qingyun subconsciously opened his eyes.

Seeing Xia Yu sitting at the head of the bed, Xu Qingyun asked in surprise: "Xia Yu, why did you come back, you didn't go to accompany Uncle Xia?" ”

Seeing Xu Qingyun wake up, Xia Yu hurriedly retracted his thoughts and said, "The doctor said that my dad just lost too much blood and caused a short shock, just take a rest, and besides, with me there to accompany him, I was worried about you, so I rushed back." ”

Hearing Xia Yu say this, Zhang Hengyuan's heart couldn't help but feel hot, and he couldn't help but think of the scenes of his acquaintance with Xia Yu at the beginning.

At that time, Xia Yu cared about him so much, and every time he brought good food from home to school, he would give him one.

Because of this, he likes Xia Yu in his heart, to be exact, love, an unforgettable love.

But he knows very well the gap between himself and Xia Yu, he is a poor boy from a rural area, and Xia Yu is from a provincial town, and he was born in a family of eunuchs, his parents are both national cadres, to be precise, she is still a high-ranking cadre, and she herself is a recognized school flower of Dongshan University, how can she climb high, and how dare she climb high?

Because of this, although he loves Xia Yu deeply, he has always buried this feeling deep in his heart.

Because of this, after graduating from college, although he has also met many girls, he has never been emotionally attached to those girls, until he was admitted to the county party committee office and met Zheng Yan, who worked in the county rural development bank, that his frozen heart reopened a window, accepted Zheng Yan, and finally entered the palace of marriage with Zheng Yan.

One of the most important reasons why he accepted Zheng Yan was that Zheng Yan looked so similar to Xia Yu, that is, he chose Zheng Yan to a large extent because of Xia Yu.

Another reason is the urging of family members.

In the countryside, people of his age have already married and had children, and he is still single, and his father and mother are worried about death, and as soon as he returns home, they urge him to find a partner quickly.

It was based on the above two reasons that he accepted Zheng Yan.

When they first got married, the two lived happily for a while.

It's just that this happy and happy life was soon shattered.

It turns out that Zheng Yan has lived in the city since she was a child, and she is the eldest at home, and she has been spoiled by her parents since she was a child.

However, the situation in Xu Qingyun's family is still special, his parents are all farmers, due to long-term work, the health of the two old people is not very good, and they can't work too much, I thought that marrying a daughter-in-law would come to the door, and many women in the family could help clean up everything at home, and they could also take care of their parents' lives.

But there is nothing to say about this, who said that he didn't polish his eyes at the beginning, married an ancestor and entered the door, and the bitter fruit he planted could only be swallowed by himself.

But this is just the beginning, as they live together for more and more time, Zheng Yan exposes more and more serious problems, such as her greed for vanity, clothes and cosmetics and everything to buy famous brands, which is a disaster for a family with a monthly income of more than 3,000 yuan at that time.

This is not the end, Zheng Yan still counts Xu Qingyun all day long except for relying on his uncle Hu Xueqi, he has no other skills, and after working in the county party committee office for so many years, she is still a big soldier, which makes her looked down on in the unit.

Especially after she was later transferred to the city bank and was promoted to the director of the branch business department, her dissatisfaction with Xu Qingyun became more and more intense, every time Xu Qingyun came home, she had to count Xu Qingyun hard, complaining that Xu Qingyun had no ability, couldn't earn money, couldn't give her money to spend, and said how her classmate married a "big money", how to buy a BMW and an Audi.

Hearing this, Xu Qingyun's ears were grinding out of the glutinous.

But this is a fact, he can't refute it yet, he can only swallow it.

For example, Zheng Yan has a strong sense of self-centeredness, only sees herself, never thinks about others, and her words and deeds are all based on personal likes and dislikes, and she does not consider the feelings of others at all.

In addition, she has a smelly and hard temperament, and if she disagrees, she is making a lot of noise.

There is also a problem that increases family conflicts, that is, Xu Qingyun's parents want them to have a child as soon as possible, but Zheng Yan refuses to agree, saying that they haven't enjoyed their youth yet, and they will have to wait until they are older.

This delay has dragged on for three years, and now the husband and wife are almost thirty years old, but Zheng Yan hasn't had enough fun and still hasn't had the consciousness of being a mother.

This made Xu Qingyun more and more dissatisfied.

All in all, the husband and wife have lived together for more than three years, and what they have accumulated is not sweetness and affection, but anger and contradictions.

Xu Qingyun once wanted to divorce Zheng Yan more than once, but he was afraid of causing a family disaster and making his parents uncomfortable, so he endured it. It's a pity that he has to endure not only dissatisfaction and resentment, but also lust.

When the two first got married, they were tender and sweet to each other, and their affection was the same for a while.

Xu Qingyun also found out at that time that his sexual desire was very strong, as if he would never be satisfied.

At that time, Zheng Yan also cooperated with him, as long as he wanted, he would serve him with wide clothes and belts.

That time was also the most harmonious period of the relationship between the husband and wife.

Later, with the breeding of various contradictions, the relationship between husband and wife deteriorated, and after marriage, there will inevitably be "

The "itch of the year" changes, and the bed is not so diligent.

Especially in the past two years, every time Xu Qingyun begged hard, and even wanted to give a gift in advance, Zheng Yan would reluctantly agree to do it with him.

It felt like a male concubine waiting to be pampered by the empress.

Xu Qingyun works in the county, and the work of the county party committee office is complicated, and there are endless shifts on holidays, and he often can only return to his home in Langya City once a week or two.

Even so, she will not open a case outside the law and take the initiative to linger with Xu Qingyun.

Xu Qingyun felt a sense of humiliation because of this, and felt that he was not marrying a wife and coming back, but marrying a princess.

Later, Xu Qingyun himself was tired of this kind of lowly and humiliating behavior, so he simply stopped courting her in anger.