Chapter 143: It's no longer possible between us
Yuan Xiao'e was silent for a short time.
After a while, she spoke: "Since Brother Junze doesn't hate me, then between us, isn't it, can we ......" paused, looked at him, and then said, "Start again?" ”
Cai Junze asked, "What to start over?" ”
He didn't look like he understood.
Yuan Xiao'e pursed her lips, took a slow breath, and said: "Brother Junze, what happened before, I did it wrong, I was obsessed, I always wanted to marry in the city and live in the city, so I became indifferent to you......
"Recently, after going through a lot of things, I have gradually realized that I was wrong......"
"I shouldn't have so many fantasies, I always want to marry a ...... in the city"
"Nor should I be indifferent to you, break your heart, or make you sad......"
"I was wrong......"
"Brother Junze, can you forgive me?"
"I'm willing to apologize to you, even if I kneel down and apologize to you, ......"
"As long as you are willing to forgive me, what do you want me to do...... All can ......."
"I'm serious!"
"I want to start over with you...... Emotional ...... between us"
"Look, is that okay?"
As she spoke, she pursed her lips and looked at the man in front of her worriedly.
The man in front of her was a little different from the man she was familiar with before.
As for the difference, she couldn't say.
In short, I always feel that the breath on his body has changed.
It's not the same as before.
This made her feel uneasy.
Cai Junze's eyes looked at her a little complicated.
After being silent for a while, he shook his head, rejected Yuan Xiao'e's "kindness", and said: "Xiao'e, I can forgive you, in fact, there is nothing that cannot be forgiven, after all, people have their own aspirations and choices, but between us, it is impossible to start over...... Well, it's impossible. ”
His tone was light.
But also resolutely.
Yuan Xiao'e's heart shook.
She looked at Cai Junze in a daze.
What he said just now was very bland.
But, for her......
But it has an invisible lethality!
"Why?" Yuan Xiao'e lowered her head and bit her silver teeth on her lips.
"Because, I don't love you anymore, that's all." Cai Junze said with a serious expression.
Yuan Xiao'e's heart was shocked again.
"Is it because I hurt you, or ...... Do you have someone you like? She was puzzled.
He used to be so obsessed with her...... Now, how is this all right?
"Neither." Cai Junze said lightly, "What you did before is no longer important to me, and it doesn't matter if it hurts or not." In addition, I don't have anyone I like, and maybe, I won't have one in my life. ”
Yuan Xiao'e's eyes widened by two points, and Cai Junze continued: "I don't want to talk about emotional matters anymore, I just want to accompany Yang'er, be a competent father, and take care of his growth." Besides, I don't have much to pursue anymore, especially emotionally. Well, I'm already bearish. ”
"You, the reason why you think this way, is because...... Is Yang'er the return? Yuan Xiao'e felt that Yang'er had a great influence on his changes.
"There's a bit of that, but it's not all." Cai Junze said.
"Brother Junze, is it really impossible between us?" Yuan Xiao'e's eyes flashed with a trace of sadness.
"That's right, it's not possible." Cai Junze's tone was flat and he spoke calmly.
Then he said: "Xiao'e, go back, the matter between us was over last year." ”
Yuan Xiao'e's body trembled slightly, her eyes looked at him sadly and sadly, and she suddenly felt that the man in front of her suddenly became extremely strange to her.
"You're hating me." Yuan Xiao'e was unwilling, "You must be hating me to say this." ”
Cai Junze shook his head, "I didn't hate you. ”
Yuan Xiao'e gritted her teeth, "No, you hate!" ”
Then he added:
"You hate me for being easily hooked up by Yan Baisheng!"
"You hate my indifference to you last year!"
"You hate me for not looking for you after the matter with Yan Baisheng became yellow, and then went to find other people to ask for relatives!"
"You hate my entanglement with Li Ergongzi!"
"You hate everything I've done!"
"So, now, you want to punish me and take revenge on me!"
"Right?"
Cai Junze looked at her silently.
Seeing her excited and somewhat out of control, her brows couldn't help but wrinkle.
"Xiao'e, between us, it's over...... Can you leave that without talking about that? ”
He didn't want to continue the conversation.
What a boring topic this is.
And what a chilling topic.
"Why don't you talk about it?"
Yuan Xiao'e's emotions became more and more excited.
"Are you trying to hide from the facts I'm saying?"
"Are you afraid to face me?"
Cai Junze: "No. ”
To put it mildly......
Yuan Xiao'e's face sank, staring at him, her eyes were a little sharp, like a knife, "Brother Junze, today, I let go of everything I have, and I sincerely come to make peace with you, you, you ...... This attitude? ”
Seeing that he didn't speak, she continued: "Do you know how much pain I have endured these days? Do you know how much I've been hurt? Now, you, what you've done...... It's like making up for me! ”
Originally, she wanted to lower her profile.
However, Cai Junze's indifference made her unable to continue to lower her profile.
There was a wave of anger burning in her heart, and she didn't vent her unhappiness!
"Cai Junze, you did it on purpose, right?"
"You haven't forgotten the affection between us, you just want revenge for what I did to you, right?"
"You...... It's just excessive! ”
She said through gritted teeth.
Cai Junze took a breath and replied, "I didn't." ”
Yuan Xiao'e's eyes swelled with anger, and said: "Cai Junze, if you reject me now and ignore me, then don't blame me for finding someone to marry!" In this way, as you wish, between us, it will be completely over, and there will be no more chance! Don't regret it!! ”
With that, she turned and left.
That gait, looking very angry.
Cai Junze didn't chase after her, just stood there and watched her leave.
Seeing that he didn't chase after her, he just looked at her and left so indifferently, Yuan Xiao'e's eyes couldn't help but roll down with tears, and she murmured in her heart: "Cai Junze, you, you're so ruthless!" ”
Just now, she just said cruel words and hoped that he would pay attention to it, but as a result, she was wrong after all...... Because, he was not moved at all!
The more she thought about it, the sadder and sadder she became.
Then, the pace of departure, faster!
From small steps, to trotting, to running!
While wiping her tears, she ran out of the village!
Cai Junze stood outside the door, his face cold.
Is it uncomfortable?
Actually, it's still uncomfortable.
It's just that reason told him that it was time for them to end and not to continue to entangle.
Brother Fang Ming said that love is mutual.
One thing that is obvious, his love for her, is far from asymmetrical.
She only thinks of him when she needs him.
As soon as you don't need it, kick him away.
Don't let that kind of emotion go......
"Daddy."
Yang'er called him in the courtyard, "The words on the sand table are confused by me...... Come here! ”
"Okay, Daddy is here!"
Cai Junze gathered his mind, went back to the courtyard, closed the courtyard door, and quickly returned to his son.
On the sand table, the word "Cai" that he had written had been dispersed, and Yang'er had no model for imitation, so he seemed a little anxious.
Cai Junze smoothed the sand table again, and then, holding a stick, he rewrote the word "Cai", "Okay, you follow the strokes of this character and continue to write." ”
Yang'er took a stick, drew a gourd according to the scoop, and imitated it stroke by stroke according to the words written by his father, but no matter how he wrote, it was crooked, not like it at all.
However, in the end, it is a child, there are no distractions in my heart, but I can calm down, and if I can't write it once, I will write it for the second, third, and fourth times......
Cai Junze was also patiently guided by the side.
Now, for him, accompanying Yang'er's growth is the most important thing.
What is love and love......
Well, how far, how far to roll!
In other words, Yuan Xiao'e ran away from Changhe Village, and Xu Mingsong witnessed the whole process of her conversation with Cai Junze, so he naturally knew what was happening, so he quietly followed behind.
Xu Mingsong followed Yuan Xiao'e while cursing Cai Junze in his heart:
"Xiao'e is talking to you so lowly, and you are still treating you so coldly, it's really too much! Xiao'e can talk to you like this, it's your blessing, but as a result, you don't know how to cherish it so much? Since you don't want Xiao'e, then ......"
"Give me Xiao'e!"
Seeing Xiao'e being wronged, he really wanted to cut Cai Junze!
However, thinking that Cai Junze did not accept Yuan Xiao'e, his heart couldn't help but jump up again!
Because, his chance-
Here it comes!