He is very aware of his physical condition, and he no longer has expectations for his recovery, he just wants to do more things in his limited vitality, even if he dies, it doesn't matter.

"Big brother, why are you doing this?" Zhu Jun said: "Dad is not old and has lost his teeth, you are still young and have a great future, why should you be in a hurry?"

Don't think about yourself, but also for your parents, for your wife and children, right? ”

The younger brother seems to be accusatory, but he actually cares, how can Zhu Yu not understand?

He sighed, let Dai Yuanli go out, and drove everyone else out of the dormitory, and then said: "Sixth, your mind, eldest brother understands, but my body, I also know it very well!"

Even if I do what you say, my situation will not get better, but it will delay this deterioration to a certain extent.

This is actually the most painful.

Your eldest brother and I are not the kind of people who are not determined, nor are they the kind of people who give up on themselves.

I can endure physical pain, and I can endure psychological pain.

But these two kinds of pain are superimposed, and that kind of pain is magnified tenfold and hundredfold, do you understand? ”

Only then did Zhu Jun react that his brother's weight was much lighter than more than a year ago.

His face turned pale and he spoke with a trill, which showed how much pain he was suffering at this time.

"There is no empathy in this world, but you and I are brothers, I think you should be able to understand." Zhu Yu leaned there, "Half a year ago, my back began to ache faintly, at first it was just analgesia, and then it was like a tide wave after wave.

I thought it was a sign that my legs were going to recover, but it wasn't.

Dai Yuanli said that this is because of the damage to the bones, coupled with the unsmooth qi and blood, even if he drinks medicine and uses acupuncture, it can only be relieved.

At first I could tolerate it, but now I can't take it anymore.

The more frequent the attacks of this pain become, the longer they last.

I can't be hideous in front of my father, can I?

How worried should they be? ”

Zhu Jun felt uncomfortable, if it weren't for a letter from him, Zhu Yu wouldn't be like this.

Even if this is the calculation of the fourth child behind this, how can he, who knows the truth, feel at ease?

If he didn't write a letter, then Zhu Yu might be able to return to Beijing safely.

"Big brother, I will definitely find a way to cure you!" Zhu Jun said.

"It's not cured, I know it in my heart." Zhu Yuqiang squeezed out a smile, "My body can survive for two or three years, which is already very good."

The eldest brother is not afraid of death, and the eldest brother is afraid that death is worthless.

If I die at this time, it will be a huge blow to my father and the great cause.

My father has always been thinking about our children and grandchildren, creating a stable environment, and the great cause is also thriving.

I can't die now.

But I know that life and death are fateful, and wealth is in the sky, which is beyond the reach of human beings.

Now I can still bear it, and one day, when I can't take it anymore, I think, that's when my life will fall. ”

"No, big brother, you will definitely live a long life!" Zhu Jun felt unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart, seeing Zhu Yu like this, he really wished that he could share this pain for him.

"Your eldest brother has no chance, but you must live a long life, take your eldest brother's share, live well, and enjoy your life." Zhu Yu grabbed Zhu Jun with a relieved face, "If the eldest brother is not there one day, you will be filial to your father and queen mother for the eldest brother, okay?" ”

"If you want to be filial to yourself, can I be filial to both by myself?" Zhu Jun's eyes were red.

"Cry very much, the big man bleeds without tears!" Zhu Yu patted Zhu Jun on the shoulder, "If the eldest brother is gone, you not only have to be filial to your father and queen mother for the eldest brother, but you also have to take care of them, as well as your sister-in-law and your nephew, you have to take care of the eldest brother, understand?" ”

"You're not good, why are you lonely, I don't listen!"

"Sixth, there are some things that the eldest brother is afraid that if you don't say it now, you won't have a chance to say it in the future." Zhu Yu said: "Don't worry, don't be afraid, the eldest brother knows, someone wants to harm you, and the eldest brother knows who the person who harmed you is."

Even if the eldest brother dies, he will deal with the person who harmed you and then die.

In the future, when the eldest brother is gone, you will live the life you want to live! ”

Zhu Jun's heart trembled, looking at Zhu Yu's bloodshot eyes, he knew very well and understood, the eldest brother knew everything and saw everything clearly.

"Big brother, I'm ......"

"Don't say anything, I know in my heart that what you do, my eldest brother sees it, but you must not say it to your father, understand?" Zhu Yu grabbed Zhu Jun's hand tightly, "Don't interfere, let the eldest brother do all this, don't stain your hands with blood, understand?" ”

Zhu Jun lowered his head, and his heart was shocked.

"My brother has always been the smartest, the eldest brother knows it, and the eldest brother has never begged you for anything, but this time the eldest brother begged you, don't get bloody, don't!" Zhu Yu begged: "Don't! ”

"Why?"

"No reason, you will understand in the future, what the eldest brother told you today, you don't have to say anything, just keep it firmly in your heart, understand?"

Zhu Jun nodded silently.

"Good boy, he deserves to be brought up by the eldest brother." Zhu Yu touched his head, "The eldest brother can't rest assured that his father and queen mother can't rest assured, and he can't rest assured that your sister-in-law and nephew are the most assured, but it's you who can't rest assured."

Fortunately, you have a family, you are sensible, you have the ability, and you can shelter from the wind and rain.

Big brother doesn't worry so much anymore.

However, you should not be proud, you should be more sensible and capable.

In the future, you will shelter your father, queen mother, and give shelter to your sister-in-law and nephew.

The eldest brother knows that generally sensible children don't have candy to eat.

The most sensible children are the hardest and most tired.

But the eldest brother can't help it.

Don't blame the big brother for forcing you to grow up and do things you don't like. ”

"I never thought of it that way!"

Zhu Yu smiled undeniably, "I know, your biggest dream is to find a place to be a feudal domain, and then no one can control you and live happily."

But you and I are in this troubled world, and if we want to live a leisurely life, then someone must end this troubled world.

The identities of you and me are doomed, and our generation will overcome obstacles and fight bloodily.

Among our brothers, you are the only one who can put an end to this troubled world! ”

"Why me?"

"Because you're my brother!" Zhu Yu's eyes were firm, and he didn't doubt what he said, "You are the King of Wu of my great cause, and I brought it out single-handedly."

Your intelligence is no less than mine, your Wen Taowu is no less than mine, and you are even better than others.

If you can, give your nephew a stable environment.

This is not a requirement.

It's an expectation.

Until then, I hope you will be safe and happy, and if not, all other requests will be taken on deaf ears! ”