"You haven't made anything clear to me, and I don't know what happened in the palace in the past, if you tell me everything in the past, I will definitely be vigilant!"

Chu Xin hung his head, dissatisfied and aggrieved.

These days, she is almost going to blame herself to death in her heart, because her stupid mistake made Xie Ruya beaten, and she was beaten so badly, that kind of flesh and blood blur really stayed in her heart.

But she couldn't help but feel a little aggrieved, over the years, Xie Ruya had kept silent about the things in the former palace, and she didn't know it very well, if she knew it in advance, she would definitely be vigilant.

"I used to be the most favored concubine when I entered the palace, but no one could compare to me at that time, who in this palace didn't know my name Xie Guifei!"

Xie Ruyan said it with a smile, but there was a bit of ridicule in this smile, and now when I look at the things in the past, I think it is so ridiculous.

"Then why did you come to the cold palace later?"

Xie Ruya was curious, Xie Ruyan had never been willing to say this reason for so many years, but she keenly felt that something must have happened.

It seems that there is a very gentle concubine who has seen it a few times over the years, but every time Xie Ruya is reluctant to see it.

"Since Concubine Zheng Guifei appeared, she has divided my favor, and God really favors her too much, so that she is pregnant and has a child. I was also gradually left out in the cold, and at that time, I thought that I would be left out in the cold, and I didn't chase these loves.

But later, Zheng Guifei had abdominal pain, and she actually found me here, thinking that His Majesty should be able to distinguish such a clumsy skill, but he still blamed me. ”

Xie Ruya said calmly, when she talked about this matter again, she thought that her heart should be as excited as it was back then, but she was still so peaceful, as if she was talking about someone else's thing.

The original resentment and grievances have long been calmed down after so many years, she is arrogant, and she will never be willing to endure being wronged and splashed with dirty water!

His Majesty's feelings were transferred to Concubine Zheng Guifei, and she didn't care, but she would never allow herself to be splashed with dirty water, especially when she looked at His Majesty with such disgust and coldness, she felt that she was suddenly very bored, so she volunteered to go to the cold palace.

"No wonder you say that, I'm afraid all this is Zheng Guifei's own conspiracy, sure enough, her daughter is a monster with her, and she is used to pretending!"

Chu Xin said angrily, every time she mentioned Chu Yi, she always had a strange feeling in her heart.

In addition to the humiliation of not being able to bear the humiliation of being deceived, it was even more difficult to accept, because of Chu Yi's words, His Majesty actually watched him being insulted like this.

Every time I think of Chu Yi, I always think of that night, I always think of the snow-white cat, I think of her climbing twice on the cold ground over there, I think of the sound of those palace people snickering, and the jingling of bells on Chu Yi's bun.

"It's good that you know now, don't just be vigilant against adults, children should also be vigilant, none of the children in this palace are simple, especially what kind of daughter Zheng Yinghuan can teach, both mother and daughter are a virtue!"

Xie Ruyan scolded, she only hated that she didn't scold Zheng Yinghuan a few words before entering the cold palace, it was just a good show directed and acted by herself, do you still want to splash dirty water on her?

"What about the very gentle concubine who came to see you before, I have seen her a few times, and she looks very beautiful and gentle."

Chu Xin recalled carefully, it seemed that the concubine always liked to wear a blue palace dress, and the whole person looked gentle and gentle, unlike that Zheng Guifei, who looked very arrogant and vicious, but in front of His Majesty it was a different look.

When I went to get the charcoal fire that day, I also secretly glanced at it, Zheng Guifei and Chu Yi were sitting on the sedan chair, and the eyes that glanced down were so arrogant, just like the people who knelt to worship her were so worthless, and they were as humble as ants.

"That's my sister of the same clan, after I was beaten into the cold palace, the queen mother and my aunt chose a woman from the Xie clan to enter the palace, maybe she saw that I just wanted to stay in the cold palace for a lifetime, and knew that I was a useless waste chess, so she found another useful one!"

Xie Ruya hung her head boredly on the bed, she had been lying like this for several days, and she wanted to get out of bed and take a walk, and when she talked about the past, she was not interested.

Maybe it's because I've completely let go of these things in my heart, so no matter what, I won't get excited in my heart.

"Why do you think that the Queen Mother has given up on you, isn't she your aunt, even if it's just because of this relationship, she won't bear to watch you live in the cold palace for the rest of her life. That sister of yours has been here many times, maybe she just wants you to go out? ”

Chu Xin said unwillingly, if there is a little opportunity to go out, it must be grasped, are you really willing to live in this dirty and cold cold palace for the rest of your life?

She didn't want to!

She was born to be the most noble princess, not waiting to die in the cold palace!

"What about my aunt, you are still Your Majesty's biological daughter, he doesn't care about you, His Majesty has more princes and princesses, there are smart ones, and there are stupid ones, no matter what, he himself is dazzled, I'm afraid he can't even figure out how many sons and daughters he has.

And the Queen Mother is the same, I was beaten into the cold palace, and I can't choose another woman from the Xie family to enter the palace, what can I be! “

Xie Ruya said angrily, but after finishing speaking, she hadn't heard Chu Xin's voice for a long time, she quickly looked up and saw Chu Xin sitting aggrievedly under the bed with his head drooping!

"Okay, okay, I've always been so ugly, you've felt it all these years."

Xie Ruya swallowed her saliva with some guilt and embarrassment, stretched out her hand, rubbed Chu Xin's head, and rubbed her hair messily.

"Xin'er," Xie Ruya called out tentatively, but Chu Xin still lowered his head and ignored it.

Xie Ruya felt that Fang Cai's words seemed to be a little hurtful, and she felt guilty to touch Chu Xin's face, which was the most familiar action between the two of them, and every time she felt guilty over the years, she would touch Chu Xin's face.

"I said it seriously, but it doesn't matter, you don't have to take it to heart, although you are one of His Majesty's many children, you are the only treasure here with me. You are also my daughter who was raised by my own hands, and you will be my only daughter in the future! ”

Xie Ruya gently rubbed Chu Xin's face, her eyes suddenly moistened, she really regarded Chu Xin as her daughter.

No matter whether she wants to go out in this life or can only be in the cold palace, it is estimated that she will not have her own biological children, so Chu Xin is unique to her!

"I'm not sad, I don't know how many ugly words I heard you say since I was a child, if I had to keep every sentence in my heart, I wouldn't be able to cry every morning, noon and night!"

Chu Xin suddenly raised her head and grinned, and then threw herself into Xie Ruya's arms and rubbed her face with her face.

"This is good, this is like the heart I raised, my only daughter!"

Xie Ruya closed her eyes with relief, enjoying Chu Xin's closeness, a large part of the reason why she was able to stay in the cold palace for so long was because of such a little girl by her side.

If you say that you abandon the little girl in the cold palace and go out alone, you are really a little reluctant, so you would rather stay in the cold palace together.

At night, Chu Xin still woke up on time to change the dressing for Xie Ruya's wound, and always remembered that he must apply more medicine to get better quickly.

When the bottles and cans were about to be taken back, I suddenly heard the sound of tiles again, and I was overjoyed, and I glanced back at Xie Ruya, who was sleeping, covered her with the quilt, and sneaked out.

"Is your mother better?"

Seeing that Chu Xin had come out, Xiao Zhi also jumped off the roof neatly, his movements light and sharp.

"Let's go talk in that room."

Chu Xin closed the door gently, and then pulled Xiao Zhi to the room where Concubine Li used to be.

There was no one in that room who wanted to live in it, maybe because more and more people were dying in the cold palace, and the house was empty.

"It's already a lot better, as long as you change the dressing frequently, it will get better faster."

Chu Xin pulled Xiao Zhi into the room, closed the door, and pulled someone to find a chair and sit down.

"If you don't have one, you can ask me, I have a lot of medicine for trauma, if you need it, tell me, I will bring it to you."

Xiao Zhi said with concern, since he heard that secret, every time he heard the slightest rumor of King Rui entering the palace, he would always sit on the tallest tree and observe carefully, and it seemed that the result was exactly as he thought.

It's always good to get closer to the princess in front of you.

Although he was so calculating in his heart, he never showed anything on his face, and some were just a young man's care and sincerity.

"The Imperial Doctor left a lot of medicine when he came last time, and it should be enough."

Chu Xin nodded, maybe all this is just what Concubine Zheng did to show His Majesty, His Majesty personally said that he would let the imperial doctor come to the cold palace, presumably Concubine Zheng Guifei is not disobedient.

"I am only a prince born of a slave in Northern Qi, and I am not ranked among my father's many children, I thought that my father did not have a place in my heart, but I didn't think of sending a proton to go abroad, but I was the first to think of me!"

Xiao Zhi smiled, his eyes were bright, even in such a dark situation, they were still bright, he was smiling.

Chu Xin suddenly didn't know what to say, thinking of the words Xie Ruya said during the day, in fact, it was precisely because she knew that the words she said were all right, she was indeed only one of His Majesty's many children, and the one with the least sense of existence.

It is precisely because of this fact that she can only bow her head and admit it, unable to refute it.

It seems that His Majesty is the same no matter where he is, and he doesn't pay attention to it when he has more children.

"It doesn't matter," Chu Xin comforted, "Then you are a unique existence in your mother's heart, just as I am also unique to my mother, her only daughter!" ”

Thinking of the unique woman that Xie Ruya said, Chu Xin's whole heart suddenly became warm.

Since her mother left, she has regarded Xie Ruya as her mother, although sometimes she will say some ugly things, but she really doesn't mind at all, what else do she have to mind with her mother!

"My mother, who was of a very low rank and had never been taken seriously, knew that I had been chosen as a proton, so she went to beg my father, who was furious and killed her, saying that I could go on my way with peace of mind."

When he said this, Xiao Zhi's smile was hidden, and his obsidian-like eyes were terrifying.