Chapter 60: Swallow your anger
"My sister doesn't need to be so polite, even if I can't save my sister, I won't leave my sister alone struggling in the lotus pond!"
Chu Shu let go of the hand holding her when she fell just now, how could she live up to this affection?
"Niangniang, the ginger soup has been boiled in the small kitchen, let's give it to the two princesses to drink."
Ming Ruo came over with two bowls of ginger soup.
"Princess Shu will drink a bowl of ginger soup to drive away the cold first, and after she goes back, she will have to ask the imperial doctor to take a look."
For her daughter's good sister, Xie Ruya is also very concerned.
What's more, she already knew that the virtuous and noble people didn't want Chu Shu and Xin'er to get close, and this time something like this happened, I'm afraid...
"Thank you Concubine Jing," Chu Shu smiled at Xie Ruya, picked up the ginger soup and drank it all.
"Concubine Jing, sister, I'll go back first, my mother will worry if she waits for a long time."
Chu Shu wiped his mouth, the taste of ginger soup was hot.
"Mingyu, you send Princess Shu back, you must send it back safe and sound."
Xie Ruyan was still a little worried.
"Thank you, mother."
Chu Shu thanked, but she didn't let the people around her follow her in the past few days, but she didn't expect such a thing to happen.
originally thought that they were just going to learn the rules, and they didn't want anyone around them to serve them, for fear that Aunt Yan would think that they were all pampered and couldn't learn the rules.
But Chu Yi has someone around him who can serve her, and all the rules are nothing in front of Chu Yi, and she can always get preferential treatment.
"Mother, every time I go to learn the rules, no one is allowed to serve the princesses, and my aunt said that she doesn't want the princesses to rely on the palace people in clothes, but Chu Yi can have someone to serve."
After Chu Shu left, Chu Xin lay on the bed, and Xie Ruya fed her ginger soup one bite at a time.
"In the future, when I go to learn the rules, I will let Mingyu wait halfway, so there should be no reason to say anything, right?"
After drinking the ginger soup, Xie Ruya put down the bowl, and her heart hurt with anger when she thought of what had happened.
That Chu Yi was so ruthless at a young age, he could think of such a bad method, and that vicious energy was exactly the same as Zheng Yinghuan, she really deserved to be a mother and daughter, the upper beam was not right and the lower beam was crooked!
"Isn't it possible that no matter what she does, we can only bear it, even me and Sister Shu almost died there!"
Chu Xin gritted her teeth hard, the anger in her heart still made her feel very uncomfortable, obviously they were all about to be killed, but she could only swallow her anger!
"Do you think that someone will call the shots if you make a big deal about it, this harem is all managed by Concubine Zheng Guifei, do you think the news can be spread, the last time the concubine had a miscarriage, did your father seriously deal with this matter?"
Xie Ruya self-deprecatingly asked a few questions in a row, and after asking them, she felt redundant.
Even His Majesty did not thoroughly investigate such a big matter as the concubine's miscarriage, which can only show that His Majesty does not care about the affairs in the harem, as long as Zheng Yinghuan manages the harem well.
"Mother."
Chu Xin couldn't help crying, the feeling of being submerged in the water and gradually sinking at that time was really terrifying, the cold pool water was poured into his mouth and nose, and the whole person was almost unable to breathe.
It was a really scary feeling, and she didn't want to go through it a second time.
"Xin'er, so do you know, why did I go to the cold palace in a fit of anger back then, the feeling of being wronged, I still remember it vividly."
The events of that year are still unbearable to look back on, even if you grit your teeth with hatred, it has become a thing of the past.
Xie Ruya stretched out her hand to wipe the tears on Chu Xin's face, in fact, how could her heart not hurt, seeing her favorite child being wronged again and again, but she could only grit her teeth powerlessly and endure it.
"Why is my father so ruthless..."
Chu Xin shrank aggrievedly in Xie Ruya's arms, and only when he smelled her smell would he feel at ease, and he fell asleep crying and crying.
"I don't know how ruthless Your Majesty is, so we can't expect anything from it."
Xie Ruyan muttered.
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"I just told you that you would offend her by doing this, look at yourself now, you have tasted the bitter fruit!"
The virtuous man was afraid and worried, looking at his daughter with such a weak look, his heart was really hurting to death.
I always have a bad premonition after I come back, and I always feel that something will happen when my daughter arrives and she hasn't come back, but I didn't expect that something happened.
"What does this matter have to do with Sister Xin'er," Chu Shu was a little dissatisfied, she didn't want to hear these words again.
"When I was about to sink into the water, it was Sister Xin'er who jumped down and saved me, not to mention that the person who caused me to fall into the water was not her, the murderer was obviously someone else!"
Chu Shu bit her lip vigorously, and there was a bitter hatred in her eyes.
In the past, he flattered Chu Yi in every possible way, but for the sake of pleasing him for so many years, did he get such an ending?
Chu Yi is really ruthless!
"Why don't you always listen to me!"
Xiangui angrily patted Chu Shu's arm fiercely, she didn't want to say how bad Chu Xin was, but she was too worried about getting revenge from the princess and the concubine, just like at this moment, what if her daughter was not so lucky and couldn't come back!
She's really going to die!
"Mother, you know who the real murderer is, but we can only swallow our anger and swallow this breath into our stomachs!"
Chu Shu couldn't help crying.
She was really fed up with this taste, and she had to endure it forever, even if Chu Yi was so vicious that she would really let herself drown in the lotus pond!
"Shu'er, it's the mother concubine who is sorry for you!"
The virtuous nobleman hugged her daughter in her arms and cried, in fact, she knew it, she knew it, but what could she do.
Even if she gritted her teeth with hatred in her heart, what could she do, even if they pierced the matter in front of His Majesty, would His Majesty make the decision for them?
No, not at all!
Let's not talk about Concubine Zheng Guifei, that Chu Yi is His Majesty's favorite princess, and she is pampered and willful and arrogant on weekdays, and Your Majesty doesn't know it.
What's more, in His Majesty's opinion, the princess's misconduct is not a big deal, if this matter is really stabbed in front of His Majesty, they don't dare to bear the anger of the concubine!
"Mother, I really hate Chu Yi, is my existence just trampled on!"
Chu Shu clenched her fists, and her nails stabbed fiercely into the palms of her hands.
Thinking of all the bits and pieces in the past, I feel that the whole person is going to die.
The virtuous man didn't speak, just hugged her daughter quietly, she hated it in her heart, so many years of groveling only in exchange for such a result!
Is this all there is to it in this life?
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"Niangniang, let's drink the medicine first." Ruyi held the medicine bowl with a worried face, "Your body has never been better since the last miscarriage, and the medicine prescribed by the doctor must be drunk on time every day!" ”
Concubine Ting was weak and half lying on the bed, looking at the medicine brought by Ruyi and her face was numb, she didn't know how many bowls of medicine she had drunk in the past half a month, but this body had never been better.
Xu is miscarriage hurt her body too much, but she knows in her heart that the heart disease is more serious.
"Even if my health is better, what can I do, will Your Majesty come back to see me again, and can I still return to the original scenery?"
The concubine reached out and pushed the bowl of medicine away, she didn't want to drink the bitter medicine anymore, and she didn't want to cry and want to vomit after drinking.
What's the point of all this, what can you do if you raise your body well, you can't go back to the original scenery at all, this is because you enjoy the taste of being pampered, so I feel that the days at this moment are so difficult.
"..."
Ruyi doesn't know what to say, since the child is gone, their life is really sad.
His Majesty never asked again, and the concubine Niangniang also deliberately embarrassed them, and the food and clothing sent over were much worse than before.
"I still remember that when I had a child, His Majesty would come to see me every day, and he would touch my belly so gently, saying that after the child was born, he would give a reward and make me a concubine, I still remember all this!"
The concubine touched her belly nostalgically, compared to the past, her stomach was already very flat, and she couldn't feel the slightest bulge.
I didn't expect that the fate between this child and herself was so shallow, and it disappeared before she had been in her belly for three months.
It's too short, it's really too short, so short that she hasn't really felt what the scenery is like.
Just as she was immersed in this happiness, everything suddenly came to an abrupt end, telling her that it was time to wake up from this sweet dream.
No, she doesn't want to accept it, she doesn't want to accept such a fact!
"Why, why am I so unblessed, why can't I keep this child!"
The pavilion concubine had already burst into tears, she really couldn't stand such a dull day, and she really wanted to go back to when she was pampered, but she knew that she couldn't go back.
"Don't be like this, this matter is really weird, and the slave doesn't believe that it was done by the lady..."
Ruyi was very distressed, and she was more worried about her future life.
Now that the master has no children, and there will be no more children after his body is damaged, His Majesty will not come over to take a look again.
The people in this palace are the most capable of holding high and stepping low to see the wind and make the rudder, and when the master is useful, they are all very stuttering, and now they are all eager to step on it.
"Do you feel it too?" The pavilion concubine was startled, her face full of panic, "Do you also know that something is wrong with this, and do you also understand that Shuguiren is just a scapegoat!" ”
The pavilion concubine was a little crazy, crying and laughing for a while, saying that she still had a child in her belly, and saying that the child was killed by the concubine.
"Don't say it again!"
Ruyi was shocked and scared, even if she guessed this answer in her heart, she didn't dare to say it, not to mention that their current life had become like this, but she really didn't dare to offend the concubine again!
The concubine couldn't listen to it at all, and she was still in her own emotions.
She hates it, she hates it, she hates it!
Finally, God gave herself such a little blessing and let her have a child in her belly, but why take away the most important child, why do you have to treat her like this
Do you have to force yourself to death to be satisfied?
The concubine is really ruthless, does she have to be so vicious, do you have to take everything she has to be willing!
"You don't know how vicious she is, even if I have been listening to her for so many years, it is useless, as long as there is a little, where I offend her, I must take revenge to the end, then I must be harmed like this!"
The pavilion concubine put her index finger to her mouth and shushed, and suddenly laughed mysteriously.
"Niangniang is still cautious, now our life is already sad enough, if Niangniang says something wrong, the consequences are something we can't afford!"
Ruyi was already crying anxiously, this taste from a high place to a low place, even a slave and maid couldn't stand it.