Chapter 72 Yuan Heng
"Okay, how can I not see your careful thoughts, don't be too yourself many times, in fact, you have done a good job of learning this, and you can make up for it slowly."
Xie Ruyan smiled, put down the words in her hand, and pulled Chu Xin to sit on the chair beside her.
"Chu Yi has a noble status, and she has been taught by the best aunt since she was a child, so she is naturally the best in every aspect, I understand your thoughts, and it is really unnecessary to compare with her."
Xie Ruyan persuaded bitterly, in fact, she also understood the thoughts of this little girl, but it was because she understood that she would be even more distressed.
If those things hadn't happened at the beginning, Chu Xin's identity would have been more noble than Chu Yi, and he would have been able to learn these piano, chess, calligraphy and painting since he was a child, and he would definitely not be worse than Chu Yi.
But it is also because of this, so I am a little embarrassed, if Mu Wan's identity was not expensive, Chu Xinke would be the rightful princess, and the teaching she received since childhood must be much better than Chu Yi.
Chu Xin lowered his head a little shyly and bit his lip, his thoughts were completely said, in fact, this is not too embarrassing, right?
It's just that every time I go to learn the rules, my aunt always praises Chu Yi, and always belittles other people intentionally or unintentionally, and I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.
She also wanted to let herself not pay attention to that, but how could people not pay attention, the more they didn't want to pay attention, the more they would feel, every time they felt some stinging pain in their hearts.
"In fact, people's hearts are very soft, and they will always be affected by those emotions, if only they might not care about those emotions at all."
Chu Xin lowered his head in despair, and the feeling of always being isolated and excluded was actually quite uncomfortable.
Since the last time the jade pendant happened, Chu Yan also seemed to be avoiding herself, although she was always coldly eyed by Chu Yi, she was still willingly surrounded by her side.
And all this is just because Chu Yi has a good mother, just because Chu Yi's mother is a noble concubine, her father's favorite princess, and she is the object that all the princesses in the harem have to compete for.
But fortunately, Chu Shu's friendship with herself seems to be getting deeper and deeper, she just has Chu Shu's good sister!
"It's okay," Xie Ruya touched Chu Xin's head distressedly, and what she touched was a long black and beautiful hair.
Since she came out of the cold palace, she has been taking care of Chu Shuji, and now her hair is black and bright, and she looks very good!
"It's good for us to live our own lives, Chu Yi has a vicious temperament, you should stay away from her, and you still bow your head when you meet her on weekdays, I know you are wronged, but only in this way can you live well."
Xie Ruya touched Chu Xin's hair one by one, in the past, when she was in the cold palace, she could only find a strap to tie it up, but now she can comb it into a variety of beautiful buns, and the golden hairpin and jade hairpin can be chosen at will.
In fact, this is the only princess, and it is already very good compared to the previous life.
"I understand, I'm going to keep those thoughts in check."
Chu Xin smiled and nodded, experiencing this persuasion really made her feel a lot better.
"Good."
Xie Ruyan smiled and touched Chu Xin's nose, with a loving expression.
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Nanliang Imperial Palace.
"Father, what does the palace of Da Chu look like, can my father let me take a look this time?"
A teenage boy was asking with a puzzled expression, but when he looked closely, his face was pale and he looked like he had been sick for a long time.
"You are sick and weak, and it is a long way to go to Dachu to celebrate the birthday of the King of Chu, and I am worried that your body will not be able to bear it."
Nanliang Wang Yuansong thought for a long time and finally shook his head, he looked at the baby son in front of him distressedly, this is his favorite child, although he was born sick and weak, but he is still raised like a treasure.
"Father, my son doesn't want to stay in the palace all the time, and I want to go elsewhere to see, just bring more people!"
The little boy still asked without giving up, coughing a few times while asking, he always had to stay in the palace to recuperate from childhood to adulthood, and rarely even went outside the palace.
This time on the birthday of the king of Chu, his father asked the envoy to send a big gift, and he also wanted to follow to see it. _
Yuan Song could only sigh, he could only nod his head, during this time he also personally asked Heng'er's body, not as sick and weak as before, it is good to go out for a walk appropriately.
Yuan Heng immediately nodded in thanks, and the smile on the corner of his mouth remained unchanged for a long time after he stepped back.
Looking up at the scenery in the palace, I feel that it looks much better, no longer as dull as in the past, and I have always had to drink bitter decoctions since I was a child, and I always have to go around in this world.
In fact, he understood that his father was worried about his body, but after staying in the palace for a long time, he really felt so bored!
"Congratulations to Your Highness for getting what you want!"
The little eunuch Shouxi congratulated with a smile on the side, and after serving His Highness for so long, he already knew that His Highness just wanted to go out of the palace to see, and this time he finally had a legitimate opportunity!
"This time I went to Dachu with my father, you are bound to be by my side, the etiquette must be thorough, but you must not let people see the jokes."
Yuan Heng told him like a little adult, although the illness on his body was brought by his mother's womb, he never gave up on himself, and listened to the advice of the imperial doctor every day to drink medicine.
I can also feel my father's care and love for him, and it is because of this that I want to make myself better.
"Yes, yes, Your Highness must rest assured!"
Xiao Xi smiled and nodded, he can also go to Da Chu in the distance to see the world, this is still a little excited in his heart!
"A few days ago, I asked the teacher about Da Chu, so that we could be a little prepared."
Yuan Heng stopped on a flowery lace that was blooming, Nanliang was warm all year round, and the flowers in the imperial garden were always undefeated.
"After I went, I just followed my father's side, I don't have to talk nonsense, and I can't mention the former Great Chu Queen."
When he said this, Yuan Heng's tone was a little disdainful, it was nothing more than taking advantage of the situation and then killing them all, he just felt a little disdainful.
"The slave knows."
Xiao Xi nodded thoughtfully, he had also heard of these things, and he also understood why His Majesty of Da Chu didn't like others to mention these things the most, most of them because of their weak hearts, right?
Yuan Heng didn't speak, his body was weak, and he felt a little out of breath when he said more, he must drink more medicine these days to make his body better.
Looking up at the clear blue sky, I felt that everything was so joyful, like a bird that could finally fly out of its cage, and my heart was beating enthusiastically.
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"I knew that Chu Yan was such a virtuous person, so I didn't dare to have too much friendship with her in the past, but I just saw that she was too pitiful to be bullied by Chu Yi, so I said a few words to her!"
Chu Shu said indignantly, after listening to what Chu Xin said to her about the jade pendant, the whole person felt angry!
Chu Xin didn't speak, in fact, she still has a little bit of resentment in her heart, how can she not complain?
"At the beginning, you didn't know, Chu Yan was often disgusted by Chu Yi, I don't know how many grievances she suffered, I didn't expect to be so willing to do things for Chu Yi, how many grievances she suffered in the future are all she deserves!"
Chu Shu bit her lip vigorously, in fact, what she hated even more was Chu Yi's appearance of being a bully.
"Okay, things have passed, and fortunately, the jade pendant didn't work, and I will have one more heart in the future, and I won't accept these things so easily."
Chu Xin sighed and patted Chu Shu's hand, telling her not to be so excited anymore, the jade pendant didn't have any effect, but made the concubine suffer such a big loss.
"It's not so much that I'm angry with her, it's better that I'm angry at my own incompetence, in fact, I'm not that I haven't been humiliated by Chu Yi, but don't I grit my teeth and endure it every time?"
Chu Shu suddenly smiled sarcastically, the last time she was pushed into the lotus pond and couldn't breathe, she still remembered vividly, thinking that she was also a princess, she had suffered such a big grievance but could only endure it and couldn't make a noise, how ironic!
"We can only endure it first, I know the resentment in your heart, I can feel it like you, but after all, there is still nothing to be done."
Chu Xin touched Chu Shu's hand and comforted with a distressed face, in fact, they all felt the same way, and they didn't need to say much to understand this taste.
"Next month will be my father's birthday, there will be envoys from Southern Liang and Northern Qi to congratulate, I haven't experienced such a major banquet, and my sister must teach me more at that time!"
Thinking that this was the first time he had participated in such a major banquet, Chu Xin was a little nervous and excited.
"It's okay, let's just stay quietly then, after all, think about it and know which princess can be in the limelight!"
Chu Shu's words are quite ironic, you can know this when you think about it, it must be Chu Yi who is in the limelight again, every time, she has long been used to seeing it for so many years!
"That's what you said!"
Chu Xin also laughed secretly, laughing at himself because he was completely worried, will anyone look at him at that time, it is impossible, it must all be on Chu Yi!
"By the way, you came to me today, do you have anything to say?"
This is the most worrying thing in Chu Xin's heart, she is afraid that Xian Niangniang will always have opinions on this matter, and she is afraid that one day her relationship with Chu Shu will gradually drift apart.
"No opinion," Chu Shu shook her head, "Sister, you should know that it was never you who my mother was afraid of, it was the concubine's dislike, but even if we really flattered us in every detail, the concubine also looked down on us, so there was no need to please us like this!" ”
In fact, what Chu Shu didn't say was that she always quarreled with her mother these days, and the reason for the quarrel was not entirely because of Chu Xin, but because she didn't want to listen to her mother's words to please Chu Yi.
But it doesn't matter, she just likes it and the feeling of following her nature.
"Then I'll rest assured, in fact, what Xian Niangniang said last time was also right, I only feel her love for you, you don't want to quarrel with Xian Niangniang because of this, you must know that your mother is the person who loves you the most."
Chu Xin smiled, in fact, she really didn't mind this, because she could really clearly feel that what the virtuous person said was for, so she didn't mind these at all.
Chu Shu didn't speak and just nodded silently, she is not a fool, of course she can understand these truths, but the love of the mother concubine is too self-righteous.
The concubine just hopes that she can be obedient, be able to please Chu Yi, and be able to make the concubine Niangniang like it, but in fact, this is simply impossible!
The concubine has always been so high-minded, she has always looked down on them, no matter what they do, it is useless, this is the truth she has long seen, but the mother concubine always does not understand.