Chapter 97: Remorse

"Is what my sister said true, is it true that she has been thinking about her like this for so many years, is it all true?"

Chu Shu still asked a little unwillingly, and after seeing Gu Ruoyun nodding, she felt even more ridiculous.

It turned out that the person she had been thinking about for many years remembered another person, Chu Yan, who she hated the most.

How so?

"This matter is your brother's business, and we can't interfere with it, not to mention emotional matters, no matter how anxious outsiders are, it's useless. I believe that your brother is also a good person, as long as your brother sees Chu Yan's true face, I believe he will have his own judgment. ”

Chu thought about it and thought about it, there was only this way, could it be that she could still give a direct order and let Gu Xiao forget about Chu Yan?

Emotional things can only be experienced by oneself, and it is useless for outsiders to say anything.

"I can only follow what my sister said."

Gu Ruoyun nodded, she knew that at the very beginning, she would tell her brother what kind of person Chu Yan was, but she didn't expect her brother's fantasy about Chu Yan to get deeper and deeper.

"Yes, outsiders can't persuade this emotional thing."

When Chu Shu lowered her head, she secretly wiped the tears on her face and smiled a little sarcastically.

Chu Xin glanced at her distressedly, originally thought it was just some jokes from childhood, but he didn't expect to remember it now.

"Okay, don't be sad today, I see that the lotus in the lotus pond seems to be about to bloom, why don't you take your two sisters to have a look?"

Chu Xin pulled the two younger sisters to get up, and it was not easy to enter the palace, and he didn't want to be in a bad mood because of these things.

When I mentioned the lotus pond, I thought of those things when I was a child, and I thought that Chu Shu would let go of her hand when she fell into the water, how could this sisterhood be forgotten?

"Shu'er, do you remember what happened in this lotus pond?"

Chu Xin looked at Chu Shu worriedly, trying to divert the topic as much as possible.

"Of course I remember, and I'll never forget these things."

Looking at this lotus pond, Chu Shu smiled and nodded, it was because of this incident that she could see how good her sister was.

Even if she let go of her hand, she was willing to jump down and be in the lotus pond with her, and this sisterhood was really precious.

Gu Ruoyun also tried her best to squeeze out a smile, not to pay attention to those things at home, Sister Xin'er was right, no matter how anxious outsiders were about emotional matters, it was useless, I was afraid that it would be self-defeating.

"The two sisters are well."

Chu Yan wore a pink skirt today, and the whole person looked like a pink peach blossom, especially when she cried all day long, there was a touch of red in the corners of her eyes, and she looked even more pitiful.

Just like a peach blossom petal in the wind and rain, there is a danger of falling at any time.

"It's you..."

Chu Shu turned her head to look at Chu Yan, she had never realized that she hated her so much.

I suddenly felt sour in my heart, if it was just because of a simple sister's disagreement in the past, then at this moment it is really a bit inexplicable.

"Princess Yan is well."

Gu Ruoyun nodded indifferently, she had never had a good impression of Chu Yan, but now she only felt even more unlucky when she saw it.

Chu Xin only nodded a little face, Chu Yan has followed Chu Yi over the years, which is really disgusting.

"I know that my two sisters have always disliked me, and the smile on my face dissipated instantly when she saw me, so I was so disgusting?"

Chu Yan raised her eyes and stared at Chu Shu, her long eyelashes blinking and blinking.

I don't know if it's her illusion or what, but I feel that Chu Shu's eyes looking at her seem to be a little different from before.

She knew that the other party had always disliked her, but she didn't expect that she would already dislike herself so much?

Chu Yan could only smile self-deprecatingly, in fact, when she chose to stand on Chu Yi's side, she could only lose these two sisters.

But she didn't care, and she didn't regret it.

Gu Ruoyun's eyes were a little complicated when she looked at Chu Yan, after knowing her brother's friendship for Chu Yan, the whole person felt irritable.

She thinks her brother is good everywhere, but why is this look so bad, why does she fall in love with such a woman?

Chu Xin deliberately touched Chu Shu's arm, she knew that the other party's heart was probably uncomfortable at the moment, but no matter what, she should never show her weakness in front of the enemy.

Chu Shu immediately suppressed her sour and terrible emotions, so she didn't want to cry in front of Chu Yan!

"If my sister ignores it, we won't accompany it, if you come out for so long, it's time to go back, let's go back early, don't worry your family."

Chu Xin could see that both Chu Shu and Gu Ruoyun were preoccupied, and it was not interesting to stay here and talk at the moment.

"Okay."

Gu Ruoyun nodded, they have been sisters for so many years, how could they not know how depressed they are at the moment?

How could he have the heart to pretend to act with Chu Yan here, it was better to go back earlier.

Chu Yan is also bored with herself, so let's hurry up and go to Chuxiu Palace to talk to Chu Yi, so as not to be angry again if the other party is late.

"Shu'er, tell me seriously, what do you think in your heart?"

But after everyone left, Chu Xin took Chu Shu and walked slowly on the road, with an indissoluble worry between his eyebrows.

If she didn't know these things, it would be okay, but if she knew it today, she could understand how sour Chu Shu's heart was.

"Sister, I suddenly just feel that I've been like a joke for so many years, it turns out that everything is really only me who knows, it turns out that he really doesn't know at all, he actually has someone he likes, or Chu Yan, who I hate the most!"

Chu Shu tried her best to hold back her tears, but there was already a little crying in her tone.

What kind of feeling is this, maybe it is not worth it, a grievance, a remorse.

I knew that she would have been bolder at the beginning, stepped forward to say all her thoughts, and died to understand, it is better than now that only she knows all this.

What is all this, all the joys and sorrows are just her own?

"Shu'er, I said it, no one can control people's feelings, I only knew that you did have this idea, but at that time, I didn't know that after so many years, you would still remember."

Chu Xin sighed helplessly, not knowing how to comfort him.

A gust of wind blew, and he stretched out his hand to open the hair on his cheeks.

You can't blame anyone for emotional matters, Gu Xiao is just interested in Chu Yan, and if it's not good, blame Gu Xiao, who likes and doesn't like anyone, and no one can tell.

"yes, I don't know how I still remember the beginning, why didn't I just break this thought? Why didn't I be bold enough to come forward and make it clear, maybe I wouldn't remember it again? ”

Chu Shu smiled helplessly, although she was smiling on her face, she felt that her heart was hurting.

How did everything come to this?

"In my opinion, Chu Yan is not a good woman, we have seen a lot of her appearance of being a fox and a tiger by Chu Yi's side. Maybe Gu Gongzi didn't know about this because he didn't enter the palace often, or maybe he was deceived by Chu Yan's pitiful appearance? ”

Chu Xin could only think carefully about the points, Gu Ruoyun would follow Gu Xiao several times when she entered the palace over the years, and it was precisely because of this that she formed a fate with Chu Yan

I don't know if that Gu Gongzi knows Chu Yan's true face, if he is deceived, it will not be good.

Chu Shu listened carefully and nodded silently.

Yes, it is precisely because of these, maybe it's just because Gu Xiao doesn't know Chu Yan's true face, if he knows, he will definitely not like it anymore, right?

She could only think silently, only like this would she feel better.

"Shu'er, when the time comes, we will discuss it with Ruoyun, and everything will definitely be resolved."

Chu Xin turned around and patted Chu Shu's shoulder, comforting softly.

"Hmm."

Chu Shu nodded worriedly, whether she could solve it or not was a matter for the future, she only knew that her heart was hurting at the moment.

Chuxiu Palace.

"Sister."

Chu Yan specially showed a smile before entering, and when she saw the girl in purple sitting on the chair, she immediately smiled flatteringly.

"This is the green plum wine sent over today, I think it's very delicious, can you try it too?"

Chu Yi poured himself a glass of wine, and then poured another glass of authentic Chu Yan, his movements were a little vain, obviously a little drunk.

Chu Yan obediently took the wine and took a shallow sip, and immediately felt extremely sour, and her whole tongue was about to be sour.

"Why does my sister like this plum wine, I think it's very sour, but it's not as good as sweet wine."

Chu Yan took a sip and put it down, the sour taste in her mouth was nowhere to be relieved, it was really uncomfortable.

"You don't understand, this green plum wine felt extremely sour when I first entered it, and I felt that my teeth were going to be soured," Chu Yi chuckled softly as he held the wine glass.

"But after waiting for the sour taste of the stock index to pass, there is a sweetness of its own, my sister knows, I love this sweet taste very much!"

Chu Yi poured another glass of wine and drank it directly,

What is the sour taste of this wine, can it compare to the sourness in her heart for many years?

When she was young, she thought she was the highest princess and could do whatever she wanted, but since that woman appeared, her life suddenly fell to the bottom.

After so many years, I still haven't gotten up

Ridiculous, ridiculous!

"I still love dessert wine..."

As soon as Chu Yan opened her mouth, Chu Yi glared at her with a sharp eye, and she didn't dare to say any more.

I can only obediently pick up the wine glass and drink the plum wine, even if it is sour, I want to vomit.

Chu Yi coldly retracted her gaze, even if she was not loved by her father like when she was young, her mother still had the right to be in charge of the harem, and she was still a noble princess in the harem.

Chu Yi was very drunk, the whole person was staggering, the golden hairpin on her hair swayed gently with her movements, a glass of wine was not held steadily, and all of it was spilled on the sleeves, and the purple tulle skirt suddenly became wet.

"My sister is drunk, so don't drink it."

Chu Yan could only step forward to support Chu Yi, and put all the wine glasses in her hand on the table, afraid that she would talk some nonsense again when she was drunk.

Even if there is a sister and concubine in the harem, the favor of the concubine is not as good as before, but it is still a skinny camel bigger than a horse.

"Do you know how much pain I have in my heart all these years, I used to stand on the clouds and enjoy the scenery, but now I have indeed fallen into the mire!"

Chu Yi was unwilling to talk about her grievances, when she was young, she thought that she could be so happy for a lifetime, but she didn't expect that happy time to be so short, so short that she thought that time did not exist.