Chapter 103 Plan
"Is all this true, is there no mistake?"
Chu Yan hid the excitement in her heart, she didn't know what Chu Yi's attitude was towards these things, and she couldn't expose all her thoughts.
"Isn't it really important, even if it's wrong?" Chu Yi said disdainfully.
"My people saw Chu Shu crying into the house, and heard this with their own ears, most of them are true, since this is the case, I don't mind letting Chu Shu cry even more.
Aren't you often at odds with her in private, and now that there is such a good opportunity, you have to seize it quickly! ”
In a few blinks of an eye, Chu Yi probably had some thoughts, and it was all about these feelings, so it would be much easier to do.
"What does that sister want to do?"
Chu Yan's heart was full of thoughts, she hadn't really reacted to the news just now!
Does Gu Xiao really like him, has he liked him for so many years?
"According to what my sister just said, is Chu Shu like Gu Xiao? That's why the two of them asked me over, so they tempted me to say something. ”
Chu Yan immediately reacted, and her heart tightened, but fortunately she didn't say anything unpleasant. 2
"Yes," Chu Yi nodded, poured himself a glass of green plum wine, and took a shallow sip, a sour and astringent taste poured into his heart.
"Aren't you the best at pretending to be pitiful in front of people, men like women who are charming and can seduce people, you can use your strengths to hook his heart, wouldn't Chu Shu be heartbroken?
Chu Shu is heartbroken, Chu Xin is not much better, I just want to see that the two of them are not happy! ”
Chu Yi squeezed the wine glass in her hand very tightly, and the happiest time in her life was only when she was a sister.
At that time, the mother was favored, and she was also the most loved by her father, and she was the most noble princess in the harem, and she could do whatever she wanted.
can see that Chu Xin is not pleasing to the eye at that time, and he can come up with all kinds of ways to torture her, whatever you want.
But what is it now, I have seen the life of the clouds, and naturally I am not satisfied with the days after I fall, and I don't feel satisfied.
Hearing these sarcastic words, Chu Yan could only smile stiffly, and the hand hidden in his sleeve clenched.
Chu Yi is always like this, always feels that he is superior, and always says these ugly words to humiliate people.
"What does my sister want to do?"
Chu Yan could only endure this breath, who let the mother concubine still be sick, and she still needed the best imperial doctor to treat her.
"I want to see what tricks they can come up with, and then you can watch it, you remember clearly, I will make it difficult for both of them!"
Chu Yi looked at Chu Yan coldly, it seems that this good sister has finally reached the time to be useful.
"I see."
Chu Yan could only nod, and when she went back, her heart was beating all the way.
What did Chu Yi say, Gu Xiao likes her?
Is all this true, will you really like yourself?
Chu Yan reached out and touched her chest, feeling that her heart was beating non-stop, and the moment she first knew the news, all the memories came to mind.
Those gentle and comforting words, and a tender look in her eyes, and a handkerchief that wiped her tears, all of them shocked and delighted her.
Does God think that she is too wronged, so that such a gentle person happens to have affection for herself?
Chu Yan couldn't help but cry with joy Knowing this, she was very happy with the news, really happy.
When He Lu went back, she didn't pay attention to anything, she was just doing some low-level cleaning work in the Zhongcui Palace, but she took a second look when she saw Chu Yan crying and walking out.
It seems that Princess Shu is indeed very sad!
"Mother, I really don't know how to solve the things I said, and I don't feel good when I see Shu'er so sad."
Chu Xin coaxed for a while, and Chu Shu didn't cry anymore, but she could see that the other party was just holding on, and she was afraid that she would cry again after she went back.
"It's indeed a bit tricky," Xie Ruya's face was solemn, "If you like it, it's better to tell the other party in person, no matter what joy, anger, sorrow, or sorrow, you have to let the other party know." ”
Xie Ruya can only think like this for the time being, women are most likely to be immersed in these fantasies of their own.
I have been suffering or joy for so many years, it is just my own emotion, if you really like it, at least you have to let the other party know!
"Go and tell Gu Gongzi directly?" Chu Xin asked curiously, "But I don't know what the result will be if I hurt Shu'er again..."
"If it hurts again, she will see it clearly, I can see that she still has illusions, because she has not seen the real indifference and ruthlessness of the other party, and she always feels that there is still some warmth.
If you make things clear, it's okay, but if it's bad, the real moment of despair will get better. ”
Xie Ruyan also recalled her mood at the beginning, didn't she also have some last fantasies at that time, she always felt that maybe it would get better, maybe she was wrong?
Later, I stayed in the cold palace day after day, year after year, and the illusions in my heart were all rigidly polished, leaving only despair and numbness.
Chu Shu is crying at the moment, also because she has illusions, and she always feels that things should not come to that point, in fact, it is good to make it clear.
Whether you like it or not, after all, you have to get an answer, you can't like it for so many years, right?
If the answer is not to like it, it is also a good thing, it can make all the illusions in her heart disappear, this age is the right time for youth, anything is more meaningful than immersing yourself in feelings.
"What my mother said is that it's not a way to be sad all the time, whether you like it or not, you must get an accurate answer, maybe after knowing the real answer, Shu'er may let it go?"
Chu Xin's tone was a little distressed, she knew that her mother must have thought of her own experience, and even more she felt sorry for her biological mother.
Many times when I see the charming and enchanting spring breeze of the concubine, my heart will be a little sour, she has really been favored by her father.
Many times over the years, I will also think about when the concubine will fall out of favor, when these favors can stop, but when they don't stop, they even love more and more year by year.
"I won't ask too much about the affairs between your sisters, I believe that you can handle it well, and it is indeed difficult for outsiders to interfere in emotional matters, but you have to let Chu Shu know that you will always be her best sister and will always comfort her."
Xie Ruyan said softly, this sisterhood is still important, and it can still soothe people's hearts.
"Okay."
Chu Xin nodded obediently, in fact, she also enjoyed such a moment carefully, listening to her mother's teachings, she always felt warm in her heart.
In fact, now my mother has grown some wrinkles, and even has some gray hair.
She still remembers that when she was a child, she saw her mother in the cold palace, who was always very spicy, pointing at people's noses and scolding, but now she has become so gentle, and she rarely loses her temper with the palace people in Zhongcui Palace.
"My first impression of my mother was that she was a woman who wore a red dress and was very powerful, as if she couldn't afford to lose a little, and she couldn't scold anyone when she pointed at people."
Chu Xin recalled what happened in the cold palace when he was a child, and there were tears in his eyes.
"Really?" Xie Ruyan smiled a little embarrassedly.
"When I was young, my temper was willful, who didn't know that Concubine Xie who had just entered the palace was the most pampered? Even if I enter the cold palace, I still don't want to bow my head, if I hear anyone say something unhappy, I will naturally scold back. ”
Xie Ruya's eyes revealed a little nostalgia, who doesn't miss the time when he was young, just like Chu Xin today, twenty-eight years old, is the most beautiful time for a flower to bloom.
"You have grown so big, I am worthy of Mu Wan, I did not break my promise to her, I raised you well!"
Xie Ruya lovingly reached out to touch Chu Xin's face, vaguely overlapping with Mu Wan's face in her memory.
"Thank you, Mother."
Chu Xin said gratefully, suppressing the sour urge to cry
She survived, she grew up safely.
Helu outside was sweeping the place with a broom, and she hurriedly ran over, and she was really flustered.
Fortunately, when she was eavesdropping outside the window at that time, she found out that she had been discovered by the princess, and quickly hid behind the pillar, when Mingyu happened to come over.
So at that time, the princess thought that the person outside the window was Mingyu, and she didn't suspect anything.
Nanyuan.
Yue Xiangzhao was waiting outside, leaving Chu Yi alone to go in.
"The princess is happy today?"
Xiao Zhi seemed to be very familiar with Chu Yi, and sat side by side on the steps.
"yes, because I found something that makes me happy!"
Chu Yi nodded with a smile, secretly glanced at the people around him, and retracted his eyes shyly.
I'm in a good mood today, so I wanted to come here to see, and every time I've been happy or bored over the years, I want to see those obsidian eyes.
"The princess is very happy and beautiful, but I don't like the princess to always have a sad face."
Xiao Zhi didn't ask what was the happy thing, probably guessed a few points in his heart.
Some time ago, Chu Xin told herself that she had been worried about something recently, and the things she was worried about were naturally happy things for Chu Yi.
"I'm going back to Northern Qi next spring, I'm afraid I'll never see the princess again."
Xiao Zhi suddenly said this sentence intentionally or unintentionally, and sure enough, after saying this sentence, Chu Yi's heart immediately tightened.
"Is it true that we will never see each other again?"
Chu Yi grabbed Xiao Zhi's arm unwillingly and asked aggrievedly.