"If someone makes you sad, don't forgive it a second time, you must remember this sad feeling, if you forgive, it means that he will be given the next chance to continue to hurt you, you know?"

Chu Xin persuaded her bitterly, she didn't want to see Chu Shu always immersed in those painful emotions anymore, since Yugu already had someone else, then don't be entangled.

A man who already has another woman in his heart is destined to belong to that woman.

Chu Shu nodded, she would have listened to these words, because she had indeed done so.

As the days passed, many storms gradually appeared.

"Didn't my sister say that she would talk to the concubine about me, it's been so long, why hasn't there been a sound yet?"

Chu Yan asked cautiously, after going back that day, the whole person was very happy, he could marry his beloved man immediately, and leave this suffocating palace, what a pleasant thing it was!

What's more important is that as long as you stay away from Chu Yi, if you don't live in the palace in the future, the two won't have much chance to see each other, so it's good.

But it's been almost two months, and there is still no news, so I have the courage to come and ask.

This matter is indeed very important to her, and she doesn't want to miss the man she has liked for so long, but more because she really can't stand the suffocating atmosphere in this harem, and wants to escape as soon as possible and stay away from Chu Yi as soon as possible.

"The mother concubine is in a bad mood these days, and the father's health is not good, in this case, you are still thinking about the man's affairs, do you still have a little conscience!"

Chu Yi angrily threw the cup over, and Chu Yan didn't dare to dodge, so he let the cup hit straight on the head.

"It's just a man, and you've been thinking about it for so long? Father, princess, and princess are all sick, have you ever asked! With eyes full of only thinking about men, look what you look like! ”

Chu Yi glared at Chu Yan and asked Chu Yan, when she was in a bad mood, Chu Yan still had to come over to find out if she was happy, didn't she deserve it?

"It's me who said the wrong thing, sister, don't be angry first, I'm just too worried about these things, it's me who is wrong."

Chu Yan stretched out her hand and rubbed her forehead, it was really painful, and she could only admit her mistake aggrievedly.

The father didn't care about her for so many years, and the concubine was already strict with them, so why should she care about the two of them?

She was only worried about her future days, but she didn't want to be bullied by Chu Yi all the time.

"You have been well-behaved and obedient for so many years, I will talk about your affairs with my mother, but I am marrying a man, why do you care so much?

At the moment, he only has you in his eyes, and after the two of you get along for a long time in the future, can you be sure that he still only has you in his eyes, you are really ridiculous! “

Chu Yi curled the corners of his lips and said disdainfully, he felt bored when he saw Chu Yan looking so stupid, isn't it stupid to regard a man as so important?

My father used to love his mother and concubine, but now, I never see the old man crying!

Chu Yan lowered her head and didn't dare to speak again, at this moment it was most important for her to keep her mouth shut, if she said one more word, Chu Yi would definitely be even more angry.

I believe that Gu Xiao is not that kind of person, of course she has this confidence, as long as she leaves this palace, her life will inevitably get better and better!

"Forget it! Get out of here! Don't be an eyesore in front of me! ”

Seeing that Chu Yan couldn't say anything silently, Chu Yi also felt that he was not interested, and waved his hand to make people stand back.

…

Chu Yu suddenly felt that his body was a little bad, and since he fainted inexplicably half a month ago, he often felt weak and weak.

The doctor said that he was too busy and needed to rest more, but he always had a bad premonition, a kind of weakness that emanated from within.

"Father still has to rest more, and let the sons and daughters do the rest for them."

Chu Yan handed the approved fold to Chu Yu and let him see it, he had studied hard and practiced hard over the years, and many things he had done could satisfy Chu Yu.

Only he knows what all this is for, he knows that his mother has been wronged in the harem, and his sister is often reprimanded because of the concubine, and he also knows.

One day, he's going to kill that slut!

"Well, well done."

Chu Yu nodded with satisfaction, now his favorite is this son, his ability is more brilliant than other sons, he is very relieved.

"My father is not in good health these days, no matter what he wants to do, he can rest assured that he will explain to his sons."

Chu Yan's appearance is very humble, he has already learned to forbear over the years, and when he was a child, he was able to resist and respectfully salute the concubine.

At that time, he felt that the more beautiful a woman was, the more dangerous it would be, and the appearance of such a fox was really disgusting, and his father was confused by such a beautiful face!

He must learn from it, and must not be deceived by such a beautiful woman

"Now you are the only prince I love and trust the most, you are more capable than your brother and brother, I love you very much."

Chu Yan's humble appearance made Chu Yu feel more and more satisfied, it is a good thing to have outstanding ability, but don't be too proud and proud, it will only make him feel that the other party has some thoughts.

Chu Yan is doing very well, his ability is outstanding, and his temperament is also humble, he likes it very much, and he is also very relieved.

I thought he was the child of the concubine, and he would have any opinions on Meizhu, but he didn't expect that he had always been respectful and in love for so many years, which greatly reassured him.

Chu Yi has grown up over the years, and her temperament has gradually become how she is no longer as rude as when she was a child, and she is also very satisfied.

Xie Ruyan suddenly has some nightmares these days, and the whole person is restless, and she has always had a bad premonition.

"What's going on with my mother these days, why does she look so bad?"

Chu Xin took the medicine and fed it one by one, his face was worried, it seemed that the atmosphere in the palace was not good during this time, and his father was sick.

But she didn't feel anything, although she was shouting about her father, but this person was still very strange to her, so even if she was sick, she really couldn't feel anything.

"I'm worried about your marriage, Your Majesty and the concubine naturally won't be the master of your heart, but what can I do for you, I'm worried about how you will live the rest of your life?"

Xie Ruya drank a sip of medicine, then waved her hand and didn't want to drink it anymore, she was really depressed in her heart.

Chu Xin put down the bowl, not knowing what to say, in fact, she was also a little sad in her heart.

The person she loves is naturally Xiao Zhi, but he is going to return to Northern Qi after all, so do you want to promise this promise, and do you want to follow?

"Tell me, what kind of relationship do you have with that Northern Qi proton after so many years?"

Xie Ruya wants to ask clearly today, but she doesn't want to continue to be confused, if it is just an ordinary friendship, why do you sneak to Nanyuan at night when you are sad or happy for so many years?

After so many years, if she is just an ordinary friend, she is really not new.

"I naturally like him, the obsidian he gave me, I put it on the dresser, and I'm used to having him after so many years of getting along. If he returns to Northern Qi, I will definitely miss him. ”

Chu Xin didn't hide this, and generously said all the thoughts in his heart, and didn't feel that there was anything to be ashamed of.

To like is to like, that is, to say it generously.

"He's going back to Northern Qi, what are you going to do when he's gone?"

Xie Ruya's heart tightened and hurriedly asked, what she was worried about was not what the two children liked each other, but what to do after they left?

She doesn't have much opinion on Xiao Zhi, but she won't be a person all the way in the end.

"I hadn't thought of it yet."

Chu Xin lowered her head and couldn't speak, she really didn't think of this, she didn't know which one she wanted to choose.

Do you want to forget Xiao Zhi's existence from now on, but this is impossible, how can you forget it after so many years of getting along?

Does she want to leave this place where she grew up and go to a strange Northern Qi, it doesn't seem to work.

"You think about this matter yourself, I can't help you, you have grown up, and you want to make your own decisions in life."

Xie Ruya sighed, reluctant to say anything more, because it was useless to say anything.

Chu Xin is not the child who needs to be taken care of in the cold palace, after all, he will grow up and have his own ideas.

Chu Xin was still silent, this was tantamount to a big gamble, she really went to that distant Northern Qi, and it was really just her.

She doesn't have much sense of belonging to Da Chu, and the only ones who can't rest assured are her mother and sister, which are difficult to give up, no matter which choice she makes, it seems that there is always something to regret.

"Xiao Zhi told me that he has been a proton here for so many years, and His Majesty of Northern Qi will make up for him after he goes back, and he will definitely agree to him on one condition, he said that he wants to ask to marry me."

Chu Xin slowly said these words, with a slight shyness in his tone.

In fact, her first reaction when she heard this sentence that night was to be a little happy, and she felt that a flower suddenly bloomed in her heart.

"What do you think?"

The sheets in Xie Ruya's hand immediately tightened, she raised Chu Xin to such a big age, saying that she was indeed ready to get married, but she was not ready to be so far apart.

went to Northern Qi, and after that, their mother and daughter didn't know if they could see each other again.

"I can't bear my mother and sister, and I can't bear him."

Chu Xin's tone was a little choked, no matter which side he was entangled, he couldn't bear it, it was a difficult choice.

"I'm afraid it's a little early for you to think about this now, even if he can really do what he said he can ask to marry you, but will your father agree, will all this go so smoothly?"

Xie Ruyan felt that she was afraid that she would have a nightmare for a few more days, this matter has always been a major matter that is not easy to solve, and if it is not solved for a day, it will not be at ease for a day.

Chu Xin is indeed unhappy with life here, and it is indeed a good way to leave, but will he be happy after leaving, this is not necessarily.

I think about it, but there is no good solution.

"I don't know, I haven't thought of it yet, but if I never see him again, I'll be really sad."

Chu Xin felt a burst of sourness in his heart, he had already become accustomed to Xiao Zhi's existence for so many years, and many times when he was very happy or sad, he thought that he wanted to go to him immediately.

But one day she suddenly told herself that the person was gone, all the things on her mind could not be told, and the whole heart would feel empty, and she didn't like this feeling.

But what my mother said is not unreasonable, if you go to Northern Qi, can the two of them live a good life, that place is completely unfamiliar.

Then the only thing she can rely on is Xiao Zhi, and in the worst way, Xiao Zhi will change in the future, so what should she do?

But he didn't want to look at Xiao Zhi with such thoughts, after so many years, he felt that he knew him very well, and he would never do such a thing.

Now she really feels that no matter how she chooses, she seems to regret it, she seems to be sad and sad, she really feels so entangled and painful, what should I do with all this?