Chapter 266: Psychological Motivation

Cheng Yan has not seen his lover's life hanging by a thread like Gu Yunji, nor has he had a relationship foundation with a happy person for several years like him, to say that now he can do it without giving birth to a child, just to save Gu Yunqiao from the pain of childbirth, Gu Yunji is really hard to believe.

Thinking like this, a thought rose in Gu Yunji's heart, and he looked at Cheng Yan strangely: "Could it be ...... The rumors are true, you really can't be humane? ”

Cheng Yan sighed speechlessly: "Of course it's fake." I'm in good health, I don't have any problems at all, how can I not be humane? ”

Hearing Cheng Yan deny it in person, Gu Yunji no longer held on to this, but it was a matter of his sister's life, and he had to figure out Cheng Yan's psychological motivation: "Since you are in good health, why can you be willing not to have children for my sister?" Don't say it's because you love her, it's too vain, I don't believe it. ”

Cheng Yan was silent for a while, slowly raised his head, looked at him and said, "What if I say - is it because I am selfish?" ”

Gu Yunji was stunned: "What?" ”

Cheng Yan said: "What kind of person I am, you should know very well. In the first eighteen years, his mind was full of imperial examinations, and he changed his fate by getting ahead. Now it's almost the same, a heart is on the official career, doing his best to operate, dreaming of entering the center as soon as possible, taking power, and being a great minister. ”

"A person like me, who is full of power desires, should have been lonely all his life, but who knew that when I met Sister Ling, I inadvertently stole a place in my heart, filled it with sunshine, and kept it for comfort. In my Cheng Yan's life, it is enough to have Ling Mei as a confidant, and I really can't give my heart to the ethereal heir. ”

As he spoke, the corners of Cheng Yan's lips hooked slightly, and the ink in his eyes surged out: "You can also see that I have a weak family affection, and I never interact with my relatives in my hometown after I am on the list, which also extends to my heirs, causing me to have no idea about having a child of my own." On the other hand, I hope to stay with Ling Mei for the rest of my life, with only each other in my eyes, and no one can come to destroy us, not even our children. ”

"Originally, I thought that if Ling Mei liked children, of course I would rely on her, but I was afraid that I would not be able to pretend to be a loving father well. Now it's okay, she doesn't want to give birth, I don't want it, and we hit it off. ”

Gu Yunji was silent, not knowing how to respond for a while.

Cheng Yan's psychological tendency, he had seen a clue before, and he wanted to help him but didn't know how to help. Now it seems that he doesn't need to help at all, everyone has their own way of life and independent pursuits, and it can't be said that Cheng Yan's ideas are different from others, which means that he is wrong.

What's more, Cheng Yan's "wrong" ideas just coincide with Gu Yunqiao's wishes, and they are all the same deviation from the world. From this point of view, the two can be regarded as a natural pair.

After a while, Gu Yunji said again: "Even if I believe that you can really do it without an heir, then how can you guarantee that you will not let my sister get pregnant?" Give her a dodge soup? That method is not a long-term solution, and I will not agree to it. ”

It seemed that he felt that this question was redundant, Cheng Yan smiled for a moment, and said lightly: "This is not simple? Give me a copy of the sterilization medicine you used, and I will take the initiative to sterilize, wouldn't it be fine? ”

How can Cheng Yan also know?!

Gu Yunji was horrified in his heart, and remembered what happened last time he was "tricked" by Gu Yunqiao, so he pretended to be calm, as if he couldn't understand: "What kind of heir medicine?" When have I ever taken the Elixir? ”

"Yunji, I'm so honest with you, is it necessary for you to do this?" Cheng Yan was helpless, and he was still pretending to be stupid here, "I've known you for five years, and you have to do whatever you make up your mind." ”

"Since Mrs. Xu gave birth, in the first few days, you always talked about not letting her have another child, and wanted to contraceptive, and then you stopped talking about it from one day. What could be the reason for such a sudden change, other than that you have already thought of a solution? ”

"And probably since Mrs. Xu was about to get out of confinement, your complexion has been getting worse and worse, as if you have been poisoned by chronic poison. Once I went to your house as a guest, I casually asked Xu Dong what was going on, he said that you invited a famous doctor in Beijing to study the prescription during Mrs. Xu's confinement, and you drank the 'companion prescription' that nourishes yin and replenishes yang, isn't this just right? ”

"As long as it's a person who gets along with you every day, but if you have a heart, who can't see the abnormality of your body? Maybe Mrs. Xu is your wife, and she listens to the lies you tell as sweet words, and she is willing to be hidden from you, so she deliberately doesn't investigate them. ”

Listening to this complaint, which was no different from Gu Yunqiao's, Gu Yunji choked, feeling as if he had been hit by an arrow in his knee, and it took him a long time to find his voice, and he said with some difficulty: "...... I have the medicine of the heir, and it will not hinder sexual affairs once and for all, but the medicine hurts the body and may damage your life, are you sure you want to drink it? ”

Although Gu Yunqiao is more inclined to his sister than Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan is also his sincere friend. Once this medicine is drunk for half a year, there will be no chance of turning around, even for Gu Yunqiao's happiness, he can't sterilize Cheng Yan without burden.

Cheng Yan smiled: "Of course I'm sure." Since you can drink this medicine with confidence, even if it hurts your body, it won't be too serious. You've already 'tried the medicine' for me in advance, what am I afraid of? ”

Gu Yunji hesitated for a long time, but decided to refuse first: "...... Forget it, you better think about it again, it's a lifetime thing after all. It's because I have Xi'er, so I can drink without scruples, you haven't even made it to the family now, and there are too many uncertain factors. ”

"What's more, Qiaoqiao is young now, and it is difficult to guarantee that she will not change her mind in the future, what if she wants to have children after marrying you? After all, once you are sterilized, you can't regret it, so what should you do then? ”

Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows and agreed kindly: "That's good, it's still early anyway, so let's slow down first." You can go back and tell Ling Mei first that there is a man who is better than Xia Sheng and doesn't need her to have children and wants to ask to marry her, let her think about it, whether to give up the Xia family and marry me. ”

Although Cheng Yan was telling the truth, hearing him boast like this, the unhappiness in Gu Yunji's heart came out again, and he said angrily: "Anyway...... At most, I just conveyed your meaning to Qiaoqiao, and promised to look at herself, don't think that if we are acquainted, I will say good things for you! ”

Cheng Yan looked funny, and said good-naturedly: "Okay, you just convey what I mean, you don't need you to say good things, I believe Sister Ling will agree." ”

Gu Yunji punched the cotton, and his heart became more and more depressed, but he couldn't send it out, so he could only throw down the sentence "When she agrees, it's not too late for you to be happy", and then left sulkingly.

(End of chapter)