Chapter 124 Mother-daughter love

Chu Yu felt as if his body had suddenly become terrible, on the surface it seemed to be good, but in fact, he couldn't handle it many times, and the matter could only be handled by Chu Yan.

But he doesn't care, when he reaches this age, these things will go with him, he just wants to get along with Meizhu.

Time passes day by day, and in the blink of an eye, it is spring again, and those who have just gone back should also go back.

On the day Xiao Zhi returned to Northern Qi, Chu Xin did ten alone, looking towards the north, where was his home, and he had returned to his hometown.

"Sister, don't be sad."

Chu Shu waited outside for a long time, and couldn't help but push the door in, even if she was mentally prepared, but when it really came to this day, she knew that her sister must be unhappy.

"I'm not sad, he's back to his hometown, he's back to his home."

Chu Xin shook his head with a smile, suppressing the feeling of emptiness in his heart.

In fact, when she got up in the morning, her heart was already slowly empty, there was no such person in Nanyuan, and she didn't have to go to that place in the future.

"My sister is right, Northern Qi is his home, he can't stay in Dachu for a lifetime, this is not a good place for him, and he will return to his hometown after all."

Chu Shu sighed, knowing that her sister would not be indulged in those emotions, and her sister must have understood these truths.

"Shu'er, many times people who are rational will fall into emotions, just like at this moment, there is only a blank left in my heart, and when I think that the person in Nanyuan is gone, I suddenly don't know what to do."

Chu Xin touched his heart, feeling very empty and sour, how could so many years of habits be changed in one or two days?

"I understand, if my sister really likes him so much, then it is better to agree, and it is just a test to see if he can remember his promise when he goes back."

Chu Shu worried, since my sister likes that man so much, let's be with that man.

Chu Xin didn't speak, as if he acquiesced, in fact, he knew how to choose a long time ago, and everything was waiting for his news after he went back.

Xie Ruyan couldn't swallow it either, and Mingyu came over to eat some food, waved his hand, and didn't want to eat.

Knowing that Xiao Zhi went back, Chu Xin would inevitably feel uncomfortable in his heart, and more importantly, the days passed day by day, and soon the promised day would come.

At that time, my daughter will not necessarily be by my side.

I can't tell what kind of feeling this is, but I feel that I have been dependent on each other for so many years, but there is a day when I will be separated by thousands of miles.

When she saw Chu Xin's dodging gaze that day, she had already guessed in her heart what she would choose.

But this is also quite normal, people grow up after all, they have their own ideas and ideas, they will choose the life they want, and they should let go as soon as possible!

It's just that what she is most worried about is that even if this promise is fulfilled, how will Chu Xin live after he goes to Northern Qi, and how will she live in the future?

Chuxiu Palace.

"Your father really forgot about the people in the harem, even if he was sick, as long as she was by his side, he didn't expect that he still liked it so much after so many years, what kind of fox and witchcraft did she use!"

Zheng Yinghuan could see that Chu Yi was really unhappy today, and he also knew what day it was.

It's just the day when Proton returned to Northern Qi, and when the person left, Chu Yi was so unhappy?

Chu Yi pouted and turned her head and didn't want to speak again, the mother concubine did it on purpose, knowing that she was in a bad mood today, but she still had to call her over to talk.

"Yi'er, I asked you once before, you were vague at that time, and now that people are gone, do you understand your heart, what are you thinking?"

Zheng Yinghuan stretched out her hand to pull Chu Yi over, her daughter was always depressed these days, she really couldn't figure out what her daughter was thinking.

In the spring of this year, Proton is going back to Northern Qi, and he should have been mentally prepared for a long time.

"Mother, I just feel uncomfortable, I'm just sad!"

Chu Yi bit his lip aggrievedly, and there were still some tears in his eyes when he looked closely.

Of course, I was mentally prepared, but at this moment I still felt very sad and sad.

"It's not a big deal if you can't give up him, and it's not difficult for you to marry him, but you just wronged yourself! What can he get when he returns to Northern Qi, isn't it just to let others slaughter you, but you are golden branches and jade leaves, do you practice yourself like that! ”

Zheng Yinghuan really hates iron and steel, so he can only persuade him bitterly sentence by sentence.

Now that His Majesty is seriously ill, everything is handed over to Chu Yan to deal with, which means that everything is self-evident.

At that time, Chu Yi's identity will be even more noble, how can he marry such a man, this will only wronged himself!

"Mother, I understand," Chu Yi nodded, "but it is precisely because of this that I don't have to worry about him being negative, because I can control everything he has, and I just want to stay with him in this life and make him obedient!" ”

Chu Yi knew what her mother said, but she didn't care, and it happened that she liked these because of this.

With her identity, she can naturally marry a noble man who is a well-connected person, but in that case, what can her status as a princess be, and she can only endure it if she is wronged in the future.

She doesn't want to live such a life, not to mention that she has seen enough of how her mother is left out after so many years, and she must not repeat the fate of her mother.

She also knew that Xiao Zhi was weak, and it was precisely because of this that she was easy to control, and Da Chu and the imperial brother were her best shields.

At that time, he must control Xiao Zhi for the rest of his life, let him be honest and obedient, and never dare to be as negative as his father!

"Yi'er, I know you're usually a kid with ideas, but are you sure you have a chance of winning by doing so?"

Zheng Yinghuan was very worried, this is really a big gamble, what if the gamble is lost?

"Mother, you don't have to persuade me anymore, that's what I think in my heart!"

Chu Yi shook her head and didn't want to say anything more, she had had this idea for a long, long time, and it was impossible to change it.

"Now I'm just waiting for an opportunity, and there will definitely be a chance!"

Chu Yi is very confident in himself, and feels that he will never look at the wrong person and will never lose a bet, and he will never repeat the fate of being like a concubine, absolutely not!

"Why hasn't Your Majesty woken up yet?"

When Mei Zhu came over, Chu Yu was still asleep, and although he guessed something in his heart, he still had to ask what he should ask.

"Your Majesty is awake, and after dealing with some things, I feel very sleepy, so I rest."

The palace man replied truthfully.

Mei Zhu waved her hand to make everyone retreat, and there were only two people in the hall, her and Your Majesty.

But the moment everyone left, the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing down Time, it was getting closer and closer, and everything would be over soon.

Then her task will be completed.

But at this moment, my heart actually feels very painful.

What is there to be sad about, her task is just completed, but the relationship for so many years is not fake, so many years of time are still vivid, how can she not care at all?

In fact, she has really lived a good life in the harem of Da Chu over the years, and she really hasn't suffered any grievances, even the concubine doesn't dare to make things difficult in front of her, and even Princess Yi, who was once the most loved by His Majesty, can only be honest.

Her Majesty really gave all the best of everything, but what did she give back to the other party?

After wiping away the tears on his face, he turned around and left without looking back, anyway, it has come to this point, and it is not interesting to cry no matter how fake it is, if you want to be ruthless, you will be ruthless to the end!

Chu Xin is moving her fingers day by day, she is just waiting for that promise, I believe that Xiao Zhi will definitely do it.

And Xie Ruya had already understood, and didn't say anything, just as if she didn't know what to do, just like usual.

Children will grow up after all, and they will have their own life choices, and she should not interfere.

Although he said this, his heart hurt again and again.

Chu Xin was practicing calligraphy, but his heart couldn't calm down, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, it turned out that it was almost summer.

I can't write well, so I simply put the pen down, the spring is almost over, the days have passed, and there is still no news from the Northern Qi side for so long.

Chu Xin couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, waiting day after day, losing day after day, every time, this cycle was repeated, and he couldn't sleep restlessly day and night.

Looking forward to what news can come, looking forward to Xiao Zhi being able to fulfill this promise, she is ready for this.

She has grown up, wants to be able to choose for herself and is ready to take on this choice, without regretting it, let alone backing down.

Xiao Zhi, I hope you won't disappoint me.

"Xin'er, I have something to say to you."

Xie Ruya's eyes were red and red, obviously she had just cried, and waved her hand to let the people who served stand down.

"Mother, what's the matter, why are you crying?"

Chu Xin hurriedly stepped forward to hold Xie Ruya's arm, I don't know what happened, my mother hasn't cried for a long time, what's wrong?

The two sat on the chairs, but Xie Ruya was silent and did not speak, thinking of the news just now, she suddenly couldn't speak.

"Xin'er, in fact, you are not my biological daughter, you did not come out of my belly, and I only have the grace of nurturing for you."

Xie Ruya stretched out her hand to touch Chu Xin's face, wanting to look carefully at this girl she had raised since she was a child, everything when she was a child was still vivid, but this day passed too quickly.

"Mother, don't say that, these nurturing graces are enough, I don't care if it's biological or not, I've always treated your biological mother like that."

Chu Xin's sharp gap must have happened, otherwise his mother would not have said this suddenly, and she gradually had a bad premonition in her heart.

"These days, I always dream about the time in the cold palace, at first I thought that those eight years were a stain on my life, but then I felt so happy. Because of your existence, I raised you little by little, and I watched you grow up! ”

Xie Ruya said reluctantly, in fact, she had already known what Chu Xin's choice was, and she had made some preparations, but now that it was really this day, her heart suddenly had a sharp pain.

She's really going to lose this daughter.

"I know, I know," Chu Xin squatted down and rested his head on Xie Ruyan's lap, "I remember, I remember everything, and I won't forget my mother."

Chu Xin's heart was pounding, and he didn't know what was going on, but looking at his mother like this, it probably wouldn't be a good thing, and he was suddenly a little scared and a little flustered.

Afraid of hearing something bad from her mother's mouth, she wanted to stop time and let the mother and daughter snuggle up for a while.