Chapter 155: Let's take a few more from now on
"I still remember saying that I was wronged, and I would only cry silently in myself, at that time it was you who comforted me and gave me a handkerchief to wipe my tears, at that time you were in my heart, I think you are a different person, you are so gentle.
Later, I really married you as I wished, I thought that my life would be complete, and it was a great joy to have a husband who loved me so tenderly, but I really didn't expect it to become a big joke! “
Chu Yan looked at Gu Xiao's back with a stupid gaze, they used to be such a loving couple, how could they be so indifferent when they had so much affection?
"I'm not at all the same as your imaginary wife, you must have discovered this, that's why you're so cold to me, but can you really guarantee that the friendship between us is fake?"
Chu Yan can only pin her hopes on the six months that they have been together as husband and wife, can these feelings be let go of when they are said to be let go?
But he still didn't get Gu Xiao's answer, and the other party seemed to have no self in his eyes all of a sudden, and he would never respond.
"Before, I mistakenly thought that you were breaking the thread with Chu Shu, but I didn't even expect that you were empathetic to someone else, but I became a joke."
Chu Yan knew that she was afraid that her trip was in vain again, that Li'er would always exist between herself and Gu Xiao in the future, and those loving times in the past would never go back, and another woman was inserted between them.
"I will definitely leave Li'er by my side, she has nowhere to go, I told you about her life experience, just treat it as if you pity her and let people stay by my side."
Gu Xiao suddenly turned around, looked at Chu Yan with cold eyes, and the words that came out of his mouth were also cold.
Yes, he must keep Li'er by his side, not just because Li'er has nowhere to go, but because Li'er doesn't lie to himself.
"Good..."
Chu Yan was afraid that she didn't expect that she would agree so simply, maybe she could really see that there was no place for herself in Gu Xiao's eyes.
That gaze was really cold, really too cold, so cold that it made people feel chilled.
"At the time, I thought you were just angry with me, but I didn't expect that a few days have passed, and you still have this answer, since you like Li'er, then keep her by your side!"
Chu Yan smiled and nodded, but she did feel so bitter when she laughed.
Gu Xiao still didn't speak anymore, really not loving someone is not shouting, but there is no other party in his eyes, there is really no existence at all, and he has no strength to refute when he speaks.
"I can't stop my husband from taking a concubine, so I agreed."
Chu Yan shook her head self-deprecatingly again, this time it could be regarded as a complete disappointment.
During this time, I don't know how much face I have put down, I have come to look for it again and again, and I have prayed again and again, but it has brought disappointment again and again.
People are always tired, she is also a princess, how can she really put her face under her feet and step on it, it's almost enough.
Isn't it just to take a concubine, it's not a big deal, it's just that there is one more woman in the house!
Chu Yan didn't know how she went back to her house, and felt that when she went out, the people in the house looked at her with more sympathy.
In fact, what is there to sympathize with?
She is also His Majesty's own sister, no matter how bad she is, she is also the position of the young lady, wearing gold and silver, brocade clothes and jade is not a problem at all, she will still live well.
On the contrary, if Lian'er can't stay by Gu Xiao's side, there will really be no place to drive people out, or she can only go to Wanhualou and be trampled on as mud on the ground!
Forget it, just treat it as a pitiful pity, it's not a big deal at all, at most, it just feels a little bit of a diaphragm.
In fact, if you think about it, I didn't plan to have a couple for the rest of my life from the beginning, and slowly and slowly, there will always be a few more women.
Maybe Li'er is just the first, there will be more in the future, maybe I will really get used to it after I arrive?
Chu Yan has been persuading herself like this, she has to live a good life, she washes her face with tears all day long, and her eyes can't see clearly when she cries, it's useless at all!
If the relationship is light, it will fade, she should accept her fate, maybe she really doesn't deserve to be happy, God just let herself enjoy the taste of husband and wife love for a short time, and after enjoying it, she will take it back.
That night, Li'er wore a pink dress, and the concubine came to greet her.
"What are you doing here at this time, are you here to show off to me?"
Chu Yan sat above and glanced at her, she didn't fail to see what this woman was thinking, she just regarded Gu Xiao as the last straw and held on tightly.
"It's me who I'm sorry for the young lady, it's my existence that makes the lady sad, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! ”
Li'er lowered her head and said sorry several times a year, but in fact, she really felt sorry and knew how much harm she had caused to the young lady.
But there is really no way, she doesn't dare to gamble on her future fate, if she is really kicked out, I am afraid that she can only return to Wanhualou, she doesn't want to, she really doesn't want to.
"You don't have to pretend to apologize in front of me, since you know how much of an eyesore your existence is, then why don't you leave secretly?"
Chu Yan sarcastically sarcastic, if this poor child really knew guilt, she would have known that she had left secretly, but wouldn't she still be dead skinned and would have to rely on the mansion and Gu Xiao's side?
"Young lady," Li'er immediately fell to her knees with tears in her eyes.
"The young lady knows my life experience, and she also knows that if I leave this place, I have nowhere to go, and if I want to go, I can only go back to Wanhualou, but I really don't want to, just take pity on me as the young lady!"
Li'er couldn't help but choke, she was sold to that kind of place by her own family, she was already desperate and helpless, and she was finally able to be rescued by a son, so she didn't want to send it back.
Not to mention that he can stay by this son's side, and he can still have a name, as long as he can have a place to stay.
also knew that her existence had brought a big blow to the young lady, but the first thing people thought about would only be herself, she just wanted to stay in the house, and she would never dare to fight with the young lady in the future.
"The matter has come to this, I have promised to let you stay in the mansion, then I will not drive you away After all, in addition to the position of the young lady, I am also the sister of His Majesty, I can still return to the palace to be a princess, but you can only go to Wanhualou to become the most lowly person!"
Chu Yan smiled lightly, and her tone of voice was very gentle, but the words she said were so hurtful.
It's just a slut!
Li'er could only bear these humiliations silently, knowing that this was what she should bear, and it would be good for the young lady to vent her anger in her heart.
In fact, what he said is also true, it is precisely because he has no way out that he can only hold on to the last straw that saves his life.
"Shut up!"
The door was suddenly opened, and it was Gu Xiao who came in.
Chu Yan was stunned for a while, but after seeing the other party's disgusted eyes, her heart hurt silently, and then she looked away, she said that she would not cry because of these things again.
It's already good to have promised to let this woman stay, but don't you really want to get along with her like a good sister?
How is this possible?
"It's okay young master, it's really okay, young lady is just too angry, just let her vent!"
Li'er quickly shook her head, not wanting to make the matter more serious.
Originally, I just wanted the young lady to vent the anger in her heart, but if the young master came to reprimand again, I am afraid that it would only make the young lady feel more and more angry in her heart, and I am afraid that her future life will be even more difficult.
"I don't know if such ugly words can come out of your mouth, or if you are such a person, and it is normal to say such words."
Gu Xiao sarcastically said a few words of sarcasm, and then personally helped Li'er up, grabbed her hand and pulled her to his side.
"Yes, that's what I am, do you know?"
Chu Yan took a hard breath, seeing Gu Xiao so nervously protecting Chu Yan by his side, he really felt dazzling.
Gu Xiao, who once felt distressed when she saw herself crying, Gu Xiao, who would talk with her, and Gu Xiao, who played the piano and painted together, seemed to be really gone.
Gu Xiao took Li'er away directly, looking at the backs of the two of them, Chu Yan suddenly smiled.
"Futaba, you say I'm retribution? At the beginning, I deliberately acted in a scene and snatched Gu Xiao from others, but I didn't expect someone to finally snatch him over today, it's really feng shui in turn! ”
Chu Yan cried and laughed, at that time she was proudly showing off in front of Chu Shu, showing off that she had gotten such a good man, and Chu Shu was obviously very angry at that time.
But then Chu Shu suddenly didn't care, no matter what she said and provoked, she didn't care.
On the contrary, now that I have become like this, one of my hearts is like a thousand needles suddenly pierced, and there are bursts of tingling pain.
"The young lady still has to cheer up first, no matter what, you are also a young lady, Li'er is just a concubine, in the future, she will still respectfully serve tea and water in front of you, but she can pretend to be weak and act, there is always a chance to clean her up!"
Futaba comforted distressedly, in fact, it's not a big deal at all, which man doesn't have three wives and four concubines, as the wife of the main room, he should have been prepared for this kind of a long time ago.
What's more, a helpless poor child is really easy to clean up, and he doesn't deserve to be taken care of at all.
"I know, even if I am His Majesty's sister, I am not qualified to ask my husband to have only one woman, I am indeed ready to have other women, but I am still a little unwilling!"
Chu Yan clutched her chest, slowly feeling calmed down, and looked at the place where Fang Cai'er had stood.
In fact, this woman really has many similarities with herself, she is so soft and loves to cry, and her eyes are red when she cries.
"Young lady, don't be angry about this kind of thing, that poor lady clearly intends to act, in the future, the young lady must not fall into her trap, you have to show your own young lady's style!"
Futaba looked worried, but it wasn't a big problem after all, after all, Li'er was helpless, and she would know that she was scared after cleaning up a few more times in the future.
"I understand."
Chu Yan nodded, which was a default to these words.
When I used to live in the palace, I didn't know about the open and secret battles in the harem, but now it's the same after all, it's easier to change myself.
It's a big deal to add a few more women to the house in the future, Gu Xiao's eyes are not on Li'er, so doesn't she admit that she is cleaning up?