Chapter 191 Entangled for a lifetime
"Princess, what's wrong? Do you feel bad? ”
Yuexiang keenly felt that Chu Yi's mood seemed to be a little low, how did he become like this after only such a short period of effort?
"Yuexiang, you have been with me for so many years and you can be regarded as watching me grow up, do you say that I hated Chu Xin very much when I was a child, and always tried my best to torture him and punish her?"
Chu Yi glanced at the direction of Qixia Courtyard, turned around boredly, and walked aimlessly in the palace, only to know that his current mood seemed to be really chaotic.
Maybe it's because for more than half a month, I've been dealing with things in the house alone, and I haven't seen Xiao Zhi's figure, so I feel that such days seem to be really boring.
seems to understand the irritability of my former mother, and understands the boring battles in the harem, but it's just because I'm too lonely and lonely.
"Yes, the princess does not like Mrs. Side, but Mrs. Side never refuses to give in in front of the princess, maybe because of this, the contradictions are getting deeper and deeper."
Yuexiang replied truthfully.
"No, I just think she's so stupid, stupid!"
Chu Yi shook his head and denied, "She was born in the cold palace and suffered for so many years, at the beginning, I just smiled at her, and I actually stupidly took the basket of charcoal, and then her mother was beaten to the plate, how can you say there is such a stupid person?" ”
Chu Yi smiled as he spoke, "It's okay to be stupid when you were a child, you are still so stupid in your own life events, thinking that you can have everything with those feelings, and the identity of Mrs. Fang is clearly humiliating her, and she is actually willing to endure it, you say that such a person is not ridiculous?" ”
Chu Yi picked a flower that bloomed just right, it's summer at the moment, and the lotus is about to bloom, right?
Boring to pull the petals, tearing them off one by one.
"It's really stupid, she can't imagine how different the identities of the princess and the side lady are, and she can't imagine that a man's heart is easy to change, just like His Royal Highness can't take care of her at all at this moment."
Yuexiang stood behind Chu Yi sarcastically, watching her tear off the petals and throw them on the ground at random, scattered into mud.
"So, I have to use my identity to press her every time, and that time you slapped him in the face so much, which can be regarded as the ultimate humiliation, I don't believe she doesn't have any regrets in her heart?"
After tearing off the petals one by one, only the dry branches were left, Chu Yi took the branches in his hand and looked left and right, and after tearing off the petals, there was nothing to look at, and he threw them on the ground in disgust.
"I always want to laugh at her incompetence, I always want her to admit defeat, but now she always stays in her yard and doesn't come out, it's different from before, it seems that she really admits defeat?"
Chu Yi couldn't help but look in the direction of Qixia Courtyard again, and at this moment he couldn't tell what kind of feeling he felt in his heart, just like a person who won and wanted to win, and he didn't seem to be so happy.
"She admits defeat, isn't the princess happy?"
Yuexiang was a little puzzled, in her opinion, Chu Yi and Chu Xin had been at odds since childhood, why did they really want to say these words now?
"It's nothing, it's time to go back."
Chu Yi shook his head indifferently, stepped on the petals that had just been thrown down, and stepped over.
Midsummer has come, it is getting hotter and hotter day by day, several times Chu Xin went out to see that the lotus flowers outside had bloomed, and Xiao Zhi has also been here a few times in the past few months, but every time he came over, he could only say a few words, and then left in a hurry.
Either I went to Fanghuayuan when I came back, or I came over to talk to her when I had time, and I had to do my own thing most of the time
The letter sent from Da Chu was probably that everyone was doing well, or maybe it was a bad thing that would not be written at all.
Chu Xin felt as if he was becoming more and more silent, feeling lifeless every day, and he didn't know what to do when he opened his eyes.
Chu Yi's side seems to be much quieter, and after she was beaten last time, it seems that there is gradually no turmoil, and fortunately, Qianqian can come over and talk to her every day.
"What's going on these days? Something was always heard vaguely. ”
Chu Xin was teasing the lotus flower that was blooming just right, it was already midsummer, and the lotus flower had been fully unfolded, reaching out and touching the petals one by one, it was really soft.
"Princess Xuan always comes over twice in three days, maybe she wants to come over to win over the princess because she has a good face in front of His Majesty recently?"
Mingyu said boringly, the days have really become more and more boring in the past month, it seems that every time he can only stay in Qixia Courtyard, and after staying for a long time, the whole person feels bored and panicked.
"Hmm."
Chu Xin nodded, after watching the lotus, he felt that he was not in the mood, and now that the sun was shining, he still felt a little stuffy when he stood under the shady tree, so he took Mingyu back to the house.
"Madame Fang, don't you have anything to say to Your Highness?"
Mingyu opened his mouth a little unwillingly, in fact, His Royal Highness has been here several times in the past month, and every time Mrs. Fang didn't say anything, as if she was deliberately avoiding something.
"What do you want me to say?"
After sitting down, Mingyu stood beside Chu Xin with a fan and fanned her gently.
I still feel unhappy in my heart, life here is really not good at all, and it is better to be a princess in the palace in the past!
"Mingyu, why do you think the princess punished me like this that day? She just wanted me to lose face, just to let me know that her identity could always be on my head. I've thought about a lot of things these days, maybe I used to think that good things weren't so good..."
Chu Xin poured a cup of tea and took a shallow sip.
"She and you have been hating each other since childhood, why did the mother worry at the beginning, it was because she was worried about your relationship with the princess! Niangniang thinks long-term, knowing that the two of you will be face-to-face with the same man for a lifetime, and you will not see you when you look up, such a day will be very difficult! ”
Every time Mingyu talks about these things, she is really angry and regretful, why didn't she be more firm and persuade him at the beginning?
The strength of the fan in his hand gradually increased, and he really felt that there was no place to vent his anger.
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Recently, it has slowly warmed up, Chu Shu returned to the palace to live for a few days, and when she walked in the imperial garden, she was so sunburned that she couldn't open her eyes, and she felt that this time was really like a dream.
After getting married, I felt that time really passed so fast, and when I walked to the place I was once familiar with, I remembered the pictures of my childhood.
"Sister Shu."
Hearing this familiar voice, Chu Shu was a little surprised at the time, she didn't expect to meet her so coincidentally.
"Why are you here? I know you're also in the palace at this time, but I didn't expect it to be such a coincidence, but today I just came out of nowhere and saw it, or did you mean to come to me? ”
Chu Shu looked back at Chu Yan with a smile, maybe it was because her recent days were getting better and better, so the resentment in her heart disappeared, even if she treated the person she hated the most in the past, she could be calm, but she had a little more pity.
Everyone knows about the troubles in the Guogong Mansion, and they all know that Chu Yan and his wife are not harmonious, often quarrel, and often bully their husband's concubines.
Because of this, the Queen Mother often punished Chu Yan, but she couldn't change it, so she simply let her go back to the palace to live, at least there could be no more scandals.
"When I was a child, you were really weak in front of me, and you would only shed tears when you were wronged, but now you are really different at all, I didn't expect you to make things like this."
This is also where Chu Shu was really surprised, she knew that the relationship between Chu Yan and Gu Xiao was just like an illusory bubble, and there would always be a day when it would break, but she didn't expect it to become so embarrassing when it was broken.
thought that Chu Yan would endure it aggrieved again, and when she couldn't help it, she would cry with tears like when she was a child, but she didn't expect it to make things like this.
Especially bullying Li'er from time to time, it really makes everyone know, the Queen Mother doesn't know how many times she has been punished, but she has also been punished, but she shouldn't have been.
So this really surprised her, such a weak person became like this, and there was an indescribable taste.
"My sister seems to be getting happier and happier, smiling all day long, either going to talk to Concubine Jing or going to the Queen Mother, it seems that everyone likes you, but I don't please anywhere. Everyone doesn't want to get close to me, even these palace people who serve people dare to discuss my affairs behind their backs, what do you think I'm doing like this? ”
Chu Yan looked at the person in front of her with a smile, and then glanced at the Imperial Garden, as if she had returned to her childhood.
"I remember when I was a child, you liked me very much, I was bullied and wronged, you will comfort me sentence by sentence, and Sister Xin'er, she also liked me very much at the beginning, but then you didn't like me anymore, I became a superfluous person."
Chu Yan said word by word, and the whole person looked really haggard.
At the beginning, the Queen Mother just sent people around her to reprimand her, but later she was impatient again and again, so she directly asked people to come over to punish her.
Either a few slaps, or a few hours of kneeling, trying to make her submit in these ways, trying to make her honest.
But she doesn't!
It's a big deal to do things even more desperately, and give death, the princess who has disgraced the royal family!
"It is precisely because after I got married, I know how important it is to be in love with my husband, you will only make yourself uncomfortable if you drag it out like this, it is better to leave, and completely return to the palace to forget all the things in the past, as if those things never happened."
Chu Shu persuaded her angrily, if she still wanted to persuade Chu Yan to live a good life in the past, then she felt that it was really unnecessary at this moment.
If you can't get by, just leave, maybe this is the best way, the Queen Mother and Your Majesty didn't mean this in the past, but Chu Yan didn't agree, she was always noisy and noisy, which would only make things more ugly.
Later, there were many times, and the Queen Mother and Her Majesty simply didn't care, as long as every time there was any news out, they would order Chu Yan to be punished.
As a bystander, I feel that such a day seems to be really tiring.
When did Chu Yan become so stubborn, didn't she leave that unhappy place completely and return to the palace
"I don't!" Chu Yan became tough again, "The Queen Mother and Your Majesty can reprimand me and scold me, and you can punish me, but you must not let me leave!" I just want to be entangled with Gu Xiao forever! Don't think about liberation in this life! ”