Chapter 194 has lost the courage it used to be

"It's true," Chu Xin thought about it carefully, and indeed heard what Lu Zhu had said, "but the relationship is not very close, and the princess doesn't like to interact with Princess Xuan, so she just politely accepts those gifts." ”

"Mrs. Fang, His Royal Highness King Xiang has always been by His Royal Highness the Prince's side, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and King Xuan have always been on good terms, so Princess Xiang and Princess Xuan still don't have too much contact, if one day you are calculated, it will hurt you, I called you here today for this matter, and you have to talk to Princess Xiang after returning home."

Xu Miaorong carefully told her that she didn't like Chu Yi and the other party and couldn't talk at all, so she could only call Chu Xin over.

"Yes, I understand, don't worry, the crown princess, I will definitely make it clear with the princess."

Chu Xin nodded hurriedly, in fact, as long as Chu Yi is there, what else is there to worry about, if something happens, you can get help by sending a letter back, so she can only laugh at herself helplessly.

When he went back, he wanted to tell Chu Yi these words, although the other party may not want to listen to it, but he had to talk about it anyway, but he heard a voice inside when he just walked outside the door.

When I stopped, I hesitated, not knowing whether to go in or not.

"I always feel so lonely these days, every day when I wake up, my surroundings are empty, today His Highness finally came back, I am really happy!"

Chu Yi was overjoyed and cried quietly in Xiao Zhi's arms, these days are really too lonely and lonely.

Just want to talk to your husband, how difficult is that?

It's been almost three months, and it's been a long time to get from spring to summer.

"I'll come back to see you today when I have time, I miss you too, and I'm worried about you."

Xiao Zhi patted Chu Yi's back and comforted softly, he had worked too hard in the past few months, and his eyes were bloodshot.

Now that his father is seriously ill, he can only follow His Royal Highness the Crown Prince to help him deal with affairs at all times, and other princes who want to follow him are afraid that they will not have this opportunity, so they must seize the current opportunity.

Seeing that the person in his arms was still crying, a touch of impatience flashed in his eyes, if he changed Chu Xin, it would definitely not be like this.

Every time I come to Chu Yi, I always have to spend a lot of effort to coax her, so it is really difficult to coax her emotions.

"Thanks to you for these months, you have been handling the affairs of the mansion, is there anything difficult to deal with?"

Xiao Zhi can only talk about other topics, if he continues to cry, today's time will soon be gone, and he will have to go to the crown prince and brother tomorrow morning to deal with affairs with him.

King Xuan is in trouble again today, and his father likes him quite a lot on weekdays, King Xuan is afraid that he has other thoughts, but didn't he bring back a person from Wanxian County, if his father knew about these things, would King Xuan still have a chance?

"It's nothing, that's why I feel extremely bored, I just want to stay with His Highness and talk to His Highness!"

Chu Yi took Xiao Zhi's hand aggrievedly, sometimes feeling that she had become a widow and her husband was gone, how could she live so lonely and lonely

"It's good that nothing difficult happened, I'm still worried that you can't handle some things well, and now it seems that you are really my good help, and you can help me every time, so that I have no worries."

Xiao Zhi squeezed out a smile, touched Chu Yi's face, and wiped away the tears on his face.

"I remember that I used to be rude and willful in front of me, but now I look much gentle, no matter what kind of you and I like."

After saying that, he left a kiss on the forehead of the other person.

Chu Yi felt these shyly, this is right, at a young age, it is natural to have a deep love with his husband every day, how can there be a reason to stay alone in an empty room and live alone every day at this time?

"When things are stable in the future, I will accompany you in the house every day, accompany you to paint, accompany you to play chess, accompany you to taste tea, accompany everything you want to do, we are a legitimate husband and wife, and it is natural for me to love you!"

Xiao Zhi coaxed softly, seeing Chu Yi so well-behaved and obedient, he also felt satisfied, as long as he said more nice words, he would be quiet, so what's wrong?

At this moment, Chu Yi is too useful, but she can't make her unhappy.

Yuexiang was waiting outside the door, and every time she came to this time, Chu Yi didn't like anyone to disturb her, so she asked everyone to stand out.

"It seems that Mrs. Fang is coming over at this moment, if there is anything you can tell me, I will tell the princess."

Yuexiang smiled proudly, the voice in the room was not small, and it could be heard clearly at once, if Mrs. Fang still stood here uninterestingly, she was afraid that she would be humiliated.

"It's not a big deal, I'll come over in person and say the same in a while, since His Royal Highness is here now, I still won't bother him to get along with the princess."

Chu Xin sighed and turned to leave.

Hearing the words in it clearly, it seemed that Xiao Zhi had never said it to himself, but now he said it easily to Chu Yi, and his tone was still so gentle and so concerned.

When she was beaten and hid her whole body in the quilt, why didn't Xiao Zhi come over that day to ask clearly, why did she turn around and leave so easily?

No, what I think is that even if Xiao Zhi knows, will he make decisions for himself, will he treat Chu Yi with the same punishment, and will he be willing to let Chu Yi suffer so many slaps?

Will he, no, know clearly that he won't!

"Madame Side?"

Dew Drop has been following him worriedly, but he can still endure it on the road, and as soon as he returned to Qixia Courtyard and returned to his room, he suddenly couldn't help it, and brushed the tea set on the table on the ground at once.

"His Royal Highness went to her when he came back, and said such gentle words to her, it turned out that they would get along like this, and now that I have become that outsider, it turns out that my status is no different from Qingyun!"

Chu Xin felt weak and had no strength, collapsed on the ground and cried helplessly, he had endured it long enough, and today he finally couldn't bear it, and tears flowed down drop by drop.

At this moment, the feeling of regret reached its peak, why was it so stupid in the first place, why was it so obstinate?

My mother made it clear in the letter that she would not be happy and would definitely regret it.

Mother is right, she regrets it, she regrets it, and when she heard what Fang Cai Xiao said, she felt how unworthy all this was.

At this moment, Chu Xin cried so aggrieved, so helpless, and couldn't maintain his image in front of the dewdrops, sitting on the ground and crying aggrieved like a child.

But this time her mother was no longer by her side, and she would not comfort her anymore.

I always think of the time when I was in the cold palace in a trance, it was a memory from a long, long time ago, and I remember that I was so brave when I was a child.

I still remember that she personally killed the eunuch who deliberately delayed not calling the imperial doctor and killed her biological mother, at that time she was not afraid of anything, she just wanted to avenge her biological mother, since it was the eunuch who took the money and did nothing, then she had to kill people to feel relieved!

But now this courage has indeed suddenly disappeared, and she will never be so brave again!

"Madame Side?"

Dew Drop squatted down in distress and tried to help the person up, but was pushed away.

He had never seen Mrs. Fang crying so aggrieved and helpless, and he really didn't know what to do for a while, and this time it seemed that the blow was indeed very big.

In fact, the number of times Mrs. Fang has seen His Royal Highness for more than a year is indeed not much, and His Royal Highness has to be busy every day, and even if he comes back, the place he goes to the most is Fanghuayuan.

"Dewdrop, you don't understand me, you won't understand why I'm so sad, I just thought of what happened when I was young in a trance, I was so brave at that time, although I was in the cold palace and couldn't eat enough and didn't warm up, but I was not afraid of anything at that time!

But since I got out of the cold palace, that courage has slowly disappeared, although it is brocade clothes and jade food, but I have become more and more cowardly, under the grievances again and again, I will only retreat, accustomed to escaping.

It's like I wanted to rush in and ask for clarification, but I didn't dare, I didn't have the courage to come back, but my heart hurts, I can't find my former self anymore! “

Dew was a little stunned, I didn't know what to do at this moment, and a thick sadness suddenly surged in my heart, seeing Mrs. Fang so sad, hearing these words, I couldn't help but think about what kind of person she would be in the past?

Mrs. Fang and Princess are both princesses of Da Chu, but their fate as princesses is so different, and it really makes people feel pitiful.

"Dewdrop, you go out first, I'll stay here to talk to Madame Side."

Mingyu was very calm when she came in, she had already guessed that there would be this day, and Mrs. Fang's mood would definitely collapse, but she didn't expect this day to come so soon.

Dew Drop could only nod, but Mingyu had been accompanying Mrs. Fang, and it would be much better for her to enlighten her.

"Princess, what did you think of when I called you that?"

Mingyu simply sat on the ground and looked at Chu Xin, "I remember that when you were a princess in the past, you would never be so weak, but you would never cry so aggrieved, at that time, how dare you resist and go back in the face of Chu Yi, why don't you dare now?" ”

Chu Xin didn't speak, just looked at the ground quietly, and his mood stabilized a little.

"Since this relationship is a mistake, then it's wrong, don't cry again after crying today, I still remember that Princess Shu was wronged in the past, but you comforted it, you can say so much truth at that time, and you don't understand it when it comes to yourself?"

Mingyu took out a handkerchief to wipe the tears on Chu Xin's face as he spoke, and they all came step by step, but this time it was indeed a big mistake.

It would be nice if I had known the difficulties and retreated.

"But can I regret that things can go back to the way they were, can I think I didn't make this choice?"

Chu Xin asked in a low voice, maybe after crying for a while, he felt that the whole person was much calmer.

When the feelings slowly fade, reason will prevail.

"I still remember how I persuaded Shu'er, and now I have to persuade myself with these words, they are a legitimate husband and wife, no matter what they say, it is also a matter of course, if I am sad because of these things, I really can't see my identity clearly."

After finishing speaking, Chu Xin still laughed self-deprecatingly, in fact, what is the difference between his identity and Qingyun, aren't they all side ladies, aren't they all concubines except for the princess?

"As long as you can understand this, in fact, the princess's heart is very strong, but she was confused for a while and took a detour, now she just needs to bypass."

Mingyu persuaded softly, there will always be times when emotional things are confused, as long as you are seriously injured, you will always be able to wake up, just like Chu Xin at this moment.