Chu Shu always felt that life seemed to be getting more and more boring, as if something was missing.

"It's been almost half a year since that news came, and you still can't let it go?"

Gu Ruoyun sat on the edge of the bed and helped Chu Shu up, in fact, she also felt that life was really getting harder and harder, the eldest brother and sister-in-law were now completely old and dead, and the house was gloomy.

"When the news came half a year ago, Concubine Jing was already seriously ill, and she went the night after being hit, I just regretted why I didn't persuade it at the beginning, and the price to be paid, I didn't expect it to be so heavy."

Chu Shu held Gu Ruoyun's hand and half-leaned on the side of the bed, she always had nightmares these days, dreaming that Chu Xin was covered in blood.

"Chu Yi just said so in the letter he wrote, what is the situation, I'm afraid it's not necessarily, but Xiao Zhi didn't do half a point, it is enough to see his attitude clearly, Sister Chu Xin really lost too completely this time."

Gu Ruoyun's eyes had already turned red, even if she thought of the worst outcome.

But I didn't expect that the price I had to pay would be my own life, I thought that I would have a chance to see it in the future, but now I have no chance to do it.

"Ruoyun, every time I think of Sister Xin'er, I feel very uncomfortable, I guess she must have a bad time going over there, with Chu Yi here, how can she have a good life?

Her death must not be so simple, but no one can help her, just a few words that are so light and fluttering will be stamped to the conclusion, where has Xiao Zhi's former affection gone, will he just watch coldly? “

The more Chu Shu said, the more angry she felt, when Chu Xin persuaded herself, she said it in an orderly manner, but when it came to herself, why did she become so confused? How dare you entrust your whole life to Xiao Zhi?

Especially when you can only marry as a side concubine, you should turn back in time, it's not worth it, it's not worth it.

But now everything can't be helped, the wood is in the boat, and the worst has been reported.

"Shu'er, no one thought that things would be like this, if we could do it all over again, you and I would persuade people no matter what, the real pain is Concubine Jing, he was already sick and heard this bad news, and his body couldn't bear it for a long time."

Gu Ruoyun choked up as she spoke, how did things become like this?

"Sometimes, I always think that it would be good if Sister Chu Xin didn't add it, you also know the things in my family, and I always don't want to go back after getting married, so I can come to talk to you, but now you are the only one who can accompany me."

Gu Ruoyun helped Chu Shu up, let her lean on herself, and mentioned the matter at home, it was like a dark abyss, and there was no way to solve it.

"Li'er has been gone for so long, will your brother still let go?"

Chu Shu just wanted to move on to other topics, every time she talked about Chu Xin's affairs, she would always be sad for a long time, and she felt that her heart was too stuffy.

"My brother already likes Li'er, not to mention that Li'er has her brother's child, Chu Yan's bowl of medicine is poured into one corpse and two lives, and my brother only saw Li'er's corpse when he passed, how could he forgive him?

No one knows how the day passed, only that the two of them never got along with each other from then on, no longer met and no longer talked, and even their father and mother were unwilling to take care of their affairs. “

When she mentioned that incident, Gu Ruoyun was palpitating when she heard it, why did Chu Yan's heart suddenly become so ruthless?

In my impression, she has always been a soft and weak woman, whether it is pretending or her real face, how can she be so vicious?

No matter how much she can't tolerate Pian'er, at that time, she was already four or five months pregnant, and her belly was slowly getting bigger, and that bowl of medicine was poured into one corpse and two lives, could Chu Yan really accept this result?

"After this incident reached the palace, the Queen Mother asked her to beat her, and the board was quite heavy, and she could only get up after lying in bed for more than a month. I went to see it once, and even when I was lying in bed, I still looked like I was unrepentant, and I still felt that I had done the right thing.

She said that she knew that if the medicine was poured into Li'er, she would definitely die, because the bowl of medicine was added to a sufficient dose, just to let Li'er die, and more importantly, if she wanted to take revenge on your brother, people would become her least favorite person, she had become such a terrible person. “

Chu Shu rubbed her temples with her eyes closed as she spoke, she had been infected with wind and cold in recent days, and she felt dizzy and uncomfortable.

Sometimes it's good to think that you can sleep during the day, but as long as people are dizzy and can't think about things clearly, they will feel that everything is the same as before, and the people who used to be are still there, so they won't be sad at all.

"Shu'er, sometimes I really feel so tired, I don't want to see that the house is always gloomy every time I go back to my parents' house, I see my father and mother with a cold face and don't speak, I see my brother looking so cold, especially I am even more afraid of seeing Chu Yan's resentful look, I feel that everyone is not happy, I am so afraid, I am really afraid."

Only at this moment, in front of the only friend, can Gu Ruoyun express her grievances, and she also knows that it is impossible to say these words at home, anyway, those who should have been persuaded have already been persuaded, and no one is willing to listen.

What's more, I myself am married and have my own things to do, and I have to deal with the things in my own house, and every time I come to talk to Chu Shu, I can vent well.

"It's okay, it's okay, you don't have to endure it in front of me, where you're unhappy and where you don't like it, just say it, now you're my only good sister, I hope you can be well"

Chu Shu opened her eyes, patted Gu Ruoyun's hand and comforted softly, in fact, it is good for her to marry her husband, and the biggest sorrow is the matter of her own family.

"Chu Yan has already been sick, she herself doesn't know what she has become, no matter how you persuade her, she won't listen, the Queen Mother and His Majesty have already punished so many times, even the board has been beaten, and even the oil and salt don't care about anything, you should persuade your brother more, let him live well."

Chu Shu thought about it carefully, there was only one way, since Li'er died, there was no other woman by Gu Xiao's side, probably afraid that it would be the same mistake again, and that Chu Yan would go crazy and kill people.

"The last time I went back, I talked to my brother, and it has come to this point, why don't you get along? As a result, I didn't expect Chu Yan to push the door in, saying that if she wanted to leave, she would be killed by a head-on, and since then, my brother has never had this kind of thought, and my brother's heart is actually the softest..."

Chu Shu already felt dizzy and leaned on Gu Ruoyun with her eyes closed, listening to her babbling and complaining, she couldn't help but think about how good it would be if Chu Xin was still there

There are still countless things to say between them, is there still a chance to say them?

Gu Ruoyun tilted her head slightly, and saw that Chu Shu, who was leaning on her, seemed to have fallen asleep, so she couldn't help but smile, and gently put the person on the bed and covered the quilt.

Since I feel sick with the wind and cold, I should take good care of my body, but I really don't know where to go when I go out.

There are a lot of things to deal with when I go back, and the relationship with my husband is not bad or bad, but it can be regarded as respectful, I haven't talked to my father, mother and brother for a long time, but I don't want to face that uncomfortable atmosphere when I go back.

I really don't know if their family owes Chu Yan, why did she mess up the troubled waters alone!

"The sun is shining today, the spring flowers are blooming, and everything seems to be fine!"

Chu Yan sat in the courtyard and looked up at the sky, it was lukewarm and hot at the moment, it was the best season.

"yes, the sun is really warm on me."

Futaba added tea on the side, but there was always a little sadness between his eyebrows.

"Does the young lady feel better, does she really need to drink any more medicine?"

"No, those medicines are so bitter that I can't drink them at all, and I want to vomit when I smell them!"

Chu Yan frowned, and her face suddenly changed.

Shuangye suddenly didn't dare to speak, the young lady's mood became too fast, and the next second, she was happy and happy, and her face darkened, and she was really more and more cautious when she served.

"Didn't you just kill a poor child? Does the Queen Mother need to be so angry? Did people beat me fifty boards really trying to beat me to death? It's not enough to fight once, but I have to fight a second time, do you want me to stay in bed for the rest of my life and not be able to get out of bed? ”

Chu Yan smiled coldly, the pain of the board hitting her body was really painful, especially when she was lying on the bed and couldn't move, how painful it was, and she wanted to vomit after drinking a bowl of medicine.

Especially when I rubbed the medicine, it hurt so much that I couldn't help but cry out, but Gu Xiao never came to see it once, as if she really tore her face completely, and she couldn't get along with each other anymore.

It's ridiculous, they are a legitimate husband and wife, how can they not communicate, the two of them have to be tied together in this life, and they will never be separated!

And away?

That's not even a thought about it!

"Don't be angry, young lady, no matter what, these things have passed, and the queen mother is just doing it for the world to see. After all, Mrs. Li'er has to give an explanation for her two lives, and the young lady was beaten by the board, so that the rumors outside could gradually stop. ”

Futaba can only persuade like this, after all, it is true that the young lady has really been beaten twice and shown to the world, so those words will not become more and more ugly.

What does the young lady say is jealous and vicious, and she can't tolerate her husband's concubine, only when she is really punished, these words can gradually stop.

At the beginning, the bowl of medicine was handed over by himself, but it caused Mrs. Li'er to die twice, and I always feel guilty when I think about it, and I didn't expect my master to really become so vicious, I thought it would be good to beat the child away, but I really didn't expect it...

"Is she worthy? It's not worth it for a slut to die and die, and to ask me to suffer for her! ”

Chu Yan leaned back in the chair and closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of the sun shining on her body, she never felt that she was wrong, she increased the dose at the beginning for the sake of one corpse and two lives, that is, to let Li'er also die!

That's right, everything is right, except for this slut, I feel that the whole person's life is much better!

What if you get hit twice on the board, even if you can't sleep in bed in pain, as long as that slut dies, it's all worth it!

"Yes."

Futaba didn't dare to say anything, so he could only bow his head and agree, he really felt that the master had changed, and it was not the same as before, it was really scary.

"Chu Yan! Do you know how vicious you have become now! A human life is gone, and at such a time, you can still speak ill of you! ”

Gu Ruoyun stood outside for a long time, and she really couldn't bear it when she heard these words.