Ah Yun went back to her room to read the medical book, Chu Xin was still sitting in place, and the shadow in her heart did not dissipate for a long time.

Facing the fear of death and the disappointment of a former lover, these two emotions have always been entangled in my heart and have never dissipated.

Therefore, Qianqian's death should have been directed and acted by Xiao Zhi, and it was precisely because of this scene that King Xuan carried the black cauldron, so he really wanted to vent his anger and kill.

When did Xiao Zhi's heart become so ruthless, didn't Qianqian save the two of them together in Wanxian?

Haven't I lived in the palace for so long, don't I have a little feeling, don't I have the slightest hesitation when I start?

Silently, I suddenly thought of the gamble that Chu Yi once said, and I couldn't figure out what it meant at that time, but now I suddenly figured it out.

So he lost the gamble, thinking that his position in Xiao Zhi's heart was very important, but in fact, it was nothing more than that, and he couldn't even be partial to small things, why did he dare to stand on his side in big things?

Maybe after really thinking about it, she won't be entangled anymore, she will drink medicine on time every day, Qiaoxia will help her walk around for a lap or two, and after the crutches are done, she can walk slowly alone.

I have a lot of time every day, and I don't know what to do, so I often go to Ah Yun's house to get a book, look at it slowly, and feel that this medical skill is also quite interesting.

Some herbs can cure people, and those can also kill people, depending on how they are used.

"Ah Yun, can you tell me what happened over there in Northern Qi?"

On this day, Chu Xinben was reading the book, but he couldn't read it, because his mind was somewhere else.

"Northern Qi?" Ah Yun was concocting medicinal herbs, and she figured it out a little, "King Xiang of Northern Qi has a favored side lady, named Shen Minghui, I heard that she is also a daughter, but for some reason she became a side lady, but then Princess Xiang is afraid that she will be angry, right?" ”

Ah Yun used her brain a little, and she knew what Chu Xin wanted to ask, so she told everything she knew, and realized that it was a battle in the back house.

Princess Naxiang may be the culprit, so there is a bit of schadenfreude at the moment.

"I see."

Chu Xin suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, without a side lady, can't you still have another one?

As for Chu Yi, she didn't swear in front of herself, saying that she didn't mind that there were other women around her husband, and she would be a generous wife, so now let's see if she can be generous?

Just as Chu Xin thought, Chu Yi was completely defeated by his once naïve thoughts.

I used to think about one thing, and now I do another thing, and when I really face it, I know that things are not like this at all, and it will only be the opposite of my own thoughts.

I thought she would be a very generous person, and she would never mind those things in the backyard, but I really didn't expect that one after another would really make people feel very upset.

used to face Chu Xin and could easily suppress him, but now in the face of Shen Minghui, he really can't beat and scold, who made her father a high-ranking official in Northern Qi, if you really want to talk about it, you don't have anything here in Northern Qi.

Sometimes in the face of Shen Minghui's yin and yang weirdness, I suddenly feel very powerless, and I feel that I am so tired of living such a day, when will it be the end.

It's like cleaning up Shen Minghui this time, what if there is another one, and it will come again in the future, do you want to kill all the women in the world?

"Where is Your Highness?"

Chu Yi was sitting in front of the dresser and dressing up, wearing any good-looking hairpins on his head, just thinking about dressing himself up beautifully.

"Your Highness has gone to Madame Hui."

Yuexiang came back with the news a little hard to say, and guessed that after saying this, Chu Yi would definitely be angry.

Sure enough, when he heard the news, he immediately slammed the hosta in his hand to the ground, and the hosta was immediately shattered.

"It's this slut again!"

Chu Yi looked at herself in the bronze mirror and had become hideous, and sometimes she was a little scared even when she looked at it.

Those eyes have changed, and the eyes inside have become like those of the former mother, with deep hatred and helplessness.

Is it true that every woman will become like this after getting married, and if she wants to get her husband's love but can't get it, she can only pour all those hatreds into other women, what is the meaning of hating and hating?

"I didn't understand why my mother reacted so much to Mei Zhu's appearance, thinking that she was just a beautiful woman, what threat could she pose, could she really take the place of her mother?

But now I suddenly understand that my mother can't swallow that breath, and she will feel aggrieved all the time, and when she suddenly wakes up when she sleeps at night, she will feel why she is so wronged?

I used to think about being a generous wife, never living like my mother, and never resenting my husband and other women, but I was wrong, I couldn't do it at all!

Because I am also a human being, I also have seven emotions and six desires, I will also be resentful and jealous, the person I hated the most in the past is gone, and now there is another Shen Minghui. I felt disgusted to see her head raised in front of me, but I could only swallow that breath! “

Chu Yi looked at himself in the mirror and said word by word, feeling that the life after getting married didn't seem to be very good, and after comparison, he realized how happy he was when he was a princess in Chu Palace in the past!

At that time, I was so carefree, I didn't have these inexplicable worries at all, and sometimes I even stupidly thought that my mother had done something too much.

But now that I have achieved this position, I find that I have gradually lived like a mother, always feeling unhappy, always feeling aggrieved, and always can't help but resent.

Yes, she is a duplicitous person, she said it so nicely at the beginning, she can tolerate her husband and other women, but after really experiencing it, she can't tolerate it.

"You always tell me to endure it, you always say that these things are not important at all, but why is it not important? He would make me feel uncomfortable all the time, and I couldn't even eat or sleep well.

At the beginning of Chu Xin's death, I even hit the wall and committed suicide to repay it, but Xiao Zhi still hated me, and was still angry with me, I knew that he didn't like that Shen Minghui at all, just to be angry with me! “

As he spoke, his eyes turned red, what kind of feeling was it when the thing he was most afraid of finally happened?

Chu Yi used to be most afraid of becoming like his mother, but he didn't expect to slowly become like this.

always suffers from gains and losses, can't grasp the husband's heart, and always has to face one woman after another, even if it is clear that these faults are not in those women at all.

"The concubine used to be like this, but then she saw it herself, and I believe the princess will be able to see it."

Yuexiang said distressedly, she has been by the side of the concubine for so many years, what has she never seen?

The princess is still too young, she takes these feelings so seriously, doesn't Chu Xin also regard feelings as very important, what is her fate now?

"No, no," Chu Yi cried and shook his head.

"I am also a human being, I also have seven emotions and six desires, and I also want to be deeply in love with my husband, I don't want to always face his resentment, why is there no way to redeem it? At the beginning, I was already thinking about hitting the wall and committing suicide, thinking about repaying it, why didn't he forgive me? ”

In fact, this is what makes Chu Yi really feel desperate, he didn't cheat when he hit the wall, he knocked his head out of a hole, and now there are traces on his head.

It was true that she did something wrong at the beginning, and she was also responsible for half of Chu Xin's death, but didn't she pay it back, wasn't it enough, and she couldn't see her guilty heart?

No matter what, she is a legitimate husband and wife, and only she is the mistress of the palace, but why can't she get what she really wants?

"The princess shouldn't hurt herself like this, didn't she let the mother know, she would really feel distressed, hasn't the princess understood it yet? His Royal Highness didn't care so much about Chu Xin at the beginning, so how can he expect to be so attentive to you? ”

It's ridiculous to talk about love, and it's the experience of serving the concubine for so many years.

Even if the concubine was once so persistent, she saw it, so the princess will figure it out one day.

"You go out, let me be alone for a good while, I just feel very tired, I don't want to say anything."

Chu Yi got up and walked to the window, breathing in the fresh air outside the window, in fact, she was dressed very beautifully today, but no one seemed to come to see her.

This is because he knew that Xiao Zhi stayed in the mansion today, so he wanted to dress up beautifully and go to have a good talk with him, but he didn't expect to go to Shen Minghui again.

Shen Minghui is indeed beautiful, but she keenly feels that Xiao Zhi has no feelings for her, just pretentiously making herself angry.

The only person Xiao Zhi used to have so much affection was Chu Xin, but now that she is dead, she will not appear again!

"Sister, you are dead, I used to hate you so much, but now that you are really dead, I don't seem to be very happy, now will you laugh at me in heaven?

I can't even fight with Shen Minghui, I left one after another, do you want to watch me fight like this all the time, and watch me become the person I don't want to be? “

Chu Yi stood by the window and looked up at the sky, the weather was very sunny today, just like that day, the sun also rose early, and the sun would shine on the earth with warmth.

"It's a pity that your body has never been found, who knows where you fell in half? If you really want to talk about it, you are much worse than me, you have to pay the price of your own life, and I will never pay such a price, this is where I can win! ”

After finishing speaking, Chu Yi smiled.

People are different in the end, although she and Chu Xin are both princesses, they are still different.

Chu Xin has no way out, if she makes a wrong choice, she has to pay the price, and the price she pays is her own life.