The winter days in Dachu are extremely cold, and when the snow falls on the ground and accumulates a thick layer, the winter here seems to be extraordinarily long.

Chu Shu walked around the courtyard of her house for a while, and the sun finally came out today, so she didn't want to shrink into the house anymore, it was always snowing a while ago, and the sky was dark.

I finally had the sun today, so I wanted to go out and take a look, but her face didn't seem to be good.

"I always feel like my sister is still there, sometimes I dream of her, what do you say she has been through over there? Will you regret it at the last minute?"

Chu Shu looked down at the snow under her feet, the snow was already very deep, and if she stepped on it, the upper of her shoes would be wet.

It's always easy to think of those things in the palace when I was a child.,Although my life is better now.,But I can't help but want to remember.。

Chu Xin is an older sister who grew up with her, and she originally thought that she could be a good sister in this life, but she didn't expect the fate between them to be so shallow.

"Shu'er, I know you still think about her, but things have happened, no one knows what they will think at that moment, the living still have to live well after all!"

Liu Xuanfeng looked at her shoulder and gently persuaded that no one wanted to see a tragedy happen.

But after all, it was thousands of miles away, and I didn't know what was going on over there, and all I got was cold news.

Concubine Jing was already ill, and when she got the news that her daughter had died tragically in Northern Qi, she went that night. The occurrence of one tragedy after another is really depressing.

It was precisely because he knew how important Chu Xin and Concubine Jing were to his wife, so he couldn't help but worry.

I didn't expect that after so much time, Chu Shu would still think back from time to time, it seems that the love between them when they were young was really deep!

"It is said that how women live depends on men, and my sister chose the wrong man, it's really wrong!"

Chu Shu's tone was so choked that she couldn't speak, and she complained to herself countless times, why didn't she just be tough and dissuade people at the beginning?

What woman has not been confused, as long as she leaves people here in peace, how can such a tragedy happen?

Chu Yi will naturally be fine, she is His Majesty's own sister, who dares to treat her badly?

But what does my sister have, she must have married with love and hope at the beginning, because she felt that she could endure all these obstacles.

But it's wrong, it's all wrong.

"I hope that Princess Xin'er has a spirit in the sky, I will never be a negative person in this life, and I will never let you have such an end in this life!"

Liu Xuanfeng has always been a rough person, and he won't say anything gentle and beautiful at all, and he can only hug Chu Shu and comfort him sentence by sentence.

Princess Xin'er can only sigh a word of pity, when people are young and ignorant, she paid the price of her life, and this price is indeed too heavy.

"I have been married to you for a long time, naturally I know your heart and your person, I know it, I just still can't let go of my sister, and I always feel that these tragedies also have my reasons."

Chu Shu shook her head helplessly, leaning her whole body into Liu Xuanfeng's arms, the other party's body was very tough and warm, even in winter, it was still warm.

Chu Yi's status is noble, no matter where he goes, he is not far behind, Chu Yan is afraid that he has become a grudge with Gu Xiao, as if he has died of old age and has not been in contact, after all, there are indeed two lives between them.

Only her life can be regarded as a complete one, and her relationship with Liu Xuanfeng will only grow deeper, and they will take care of each other and support each other.

Anyway, there is no one in the palace who wants to see him, and if he has nothing to do in the future, he will not enter the palace again.

There is already the most important person in this life by his side, and the two of them will live their lives in peace in the future.

Presumably, if my sister watches from the sky, she should be able to rest in peace.

Just if you do it all over again, don't make that mistake again.

Also in winter, Chu Shu was accompanied by her husband, but Chu Yan was still alone.

Although the winter is very cold and cold, she always feels that her heart has already cooled, as if she has no sense of external changes.

How long has it been since she has been out?

It seems that it has been a year or two, and I have always lived such a life, and the people around me are not willing to talk much.

When food is delivered every day, he quickly retreats, as if he is a very unfortunate thing.

It seems that even Futaba is not like this anymore.,Even the people who serve him close to him don't want to talk much.,It seems like I'm afraid of her.。

At first, I also felt that this day was difficult, thinking that I would go crazy all the time and make everyone feel bad, but gradually I lost the strength to make trouble again.

After all, the whole house is too quiet, and that eye-catching poor child has already died, and she went to die with the child in her belly, and she died thoroughly!

Gu Xiao didn't have any other women around him, but he just couldn't come, the two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time and said a word.

On this day, she stood by the window and watched the snow slowly melt outside, and today the sun is out, and the snow on those trees has slowly melted.

In fact, she couldn't figure out why she suddenly became like this.

Sometimes I really have nightmares at night, I will dream of Li'er covered in blood, I will dream of her resentful eyes, all this is really terrible!

Because she just has a guilty conscience, she will have a weak heart, because the medicine was prepared by herself, and she really killed two people.

At that time, I felt that her brain had been blinded by anger, and she always felt that she didn't know what she was doing, only that if she did it, she could relieve her anger.

The moment I saw Li'er die, I did feel relieved, but what happened later, what happened later?

Later, when she saw Gu Xiao break in, her heart suddenly broke.

What I saw was Gu Xiao's eyes that were also full of resentment towards him, and there was more disgust and disgust.

At that moment, I knew that they would never reconcile again, because they had two lives between them, and they could never be recovered.

"Young lady."

Someone pushed the door in, and it was Futaba.

He came to deliver the food, and when he came in, he opened the lunch box and laid the food on the table one by one.

There is fish and meat, and Chu Yan will not be treated badly, these treatments are also the best, after setting up the meal, he put away the food box, and just wanted to turn around and leave.

"Don't you even want to talk to me?"

You don't have to look back to know that Futaba must want to hurry away, because it's been the case for all this time.

No one wanted to stay in the house to accompany her, and everyone avoided it, as if they hadn't spoken to anyone for a long time, and they just felt as if they were lonely.

"Young lady, I really don't know what to say, everything I say is wrong. The young lady wouldn't listen to it at all, so she simply didn't speak. ”

Futaba lowered his head and said perfunctorily, if he had changed the previous beginning, he might have been anxious to persuade him, but now he doesn't need it at all.

Because when he killed Li'er's mother and son, he felt that the former master had changed, and he was really vicious and indifferent.

It's just because of the jealousy of the wind that he really killed someone, that's one corpse and two lives!

Obviously, the young lady was so weak when she was in the palace in the past, and she would only cry when she was wronged.

Why did he suddenly become such a vicious person, and how did this heart become so ruthless?

"I always have nightmares at night, and I wake up feeling a little scared. At that time, if I thought that my husband could be by my side, it would be good, as long as I could feel that there were people around me, I would not be afraid. ”

Chu Yan turned around and walked to the table and sat down, picked up the chopsticks and picked up some fish meat, and really didn't have any appetite.

In fact, she doesn't want to eat anything every day, she can't eat anything, and the whole person has lost a lot of weight.

Because there are always a lot of things pressed in my heart, the whole person is going to collapse.

"The young master will be very busy every day, the master and the lady are old, and the young master will go to greet them after he is busy with things. The young lady can rest assured that there will be no other women around the young master! ”

Futaba doesn't want to say anything more.,I just feel that Li'er's death is also an accomplice.,I always feel uneasy.,After all, it's a human life after all.。

In fact, not only the subordinates in the house were reluctant to come, but even she was unwilling to talk to her former master, just like standing here at the moment would give goosebumps all over her body, and she felt that everything was so terrible.

"You've been with me for so many years, and now even you are completely disgusted with me?"

Chu Yan put down her chopsticks, she didn't have much appetite in the first place, but now she looked at the table full of food, and she lost any appetite.

In fact, I really feel that I have been lonely for a long time.,I want to find someone to talk to.,Futaba is a person who has been with him for so many years.,Why should you have this attitude?

Has he become a dirty thing that everyone wants to avoid, has he really done a bad thing that is not tolerated?

Yes, it is true that she has done something wrong, and Li'er's death is indeed her own fault, but in the end, it has passed.

What's more, as a princess, what can she do if she kills someone, these people are just making a fuss!

She has lived in the palace since she was a child, and people die every day, and the death of a poor child is indeed not worth mentioning, but it is particularly important in this mansion.

Everyone felt that she was a murderer, and everyone avoided her and did not want to come to this courtyard.

Even Futaba only wants to come and deliver food every day, and after delivering it, he thinks about leaving quickly, and he doesn't want to stay in the house for a while.

Futaba lowered his head, unwilling to speak about this question anymore, believing that the young lady knew it in her own heart.

Actually, she didn't want to come to this courtyard at all, she really felt terrible.

Although the young lady in front of her looks soft and weak, this heart is really ruthless!

Even those who have served for many years will feel afraid, let alone others, not to mention that the young master and her will not get along with each other.

Maybe it was a bad relationship from the beginning, and the two of them shouldn't have met at all.

"Get out! Get out! ”

Chu Yan, who was still indifferent, suddenly lost her temper at this moment and pointed at Shuangye viciously, as if she wanted to eat her alive in the next second.

"I don't need you to stand here with me! If you want to go, hurry up! Don't stand here in my eyes anymore! Get lost! ”

Chu Yan said viciously, staring at Shuangye with red eyes, feeling that the resentment buried deep in her heart seemed to be gushing out again.

Why? What is the basis for everything?

There is no one in the palace who can protect her, and the Queen Mother and Her Majesty will only punish them again and again, but they are disgusted that what they have done is a shameful thing.

No one will really care about her, not even the husband who once loved her, even the people who have served by her side for so long, all of them will just avoid her.

She had nothing left.

Futaba left in a hurry, and closed the door heavily, as if he didn't want to come in again.

This room is a bad place, and it was here that she died, and every time she came in, she felt a little uneasy.

Because she used to be an accomplice, the bowl of medicine was prepared by herself.

It is precisely because of this that I feel that all this is affected by Chu Yan, otherwise how could I kill a person if my hands are clean?