Chapter 235 The closest relatives are husband and wife
When Chu Yi was thrown to the ground, he was a little unresponsive to the pain, and when he clearly felt the pain of his palm being scratched, he raised his head in disbelief and looked at Xiao Zhi with a look of disgust.
When did he actually show such an expression to himself?
"Princess, don't make any more trouble!"
Yuexiang hurriedly went over to help the person up, and whispered to persuade that if it continues to make trouble now, it really won't do any good, it will come to this point, and it will only make things worse and worse.
"Your Highness is also your husband after all, you really shouldn't have this attitude, hurry up and admit your mistakes and retreat, don't make this matter more and more serious."
Yuexiang took a handkerchief and wiped the blood that came out of Chu Yi's palm, and sincerely persuaded her word by word, but she didn't expect Chu Yi to appreciate it at all, and directly pushed her away.
"We've been married for three years, and you're absent-minded in front of me, do you really think I can't feel it? In the past, when Chu Xin was here, you always favored him, but now that people are dead, you continue to favor other women!
One after another, but your eyes will never be on me, you will only ask me to be tolerant, but why should I put up with this!
Do you know how much hatred I have in my heart, how jealous I am? Why should I put up with other women around my husband! Why! “
This is what has been pressed in Chu Yi's heart for a long time, but at this moment, he really feels that his former self is really stupid, and he always says that Chu Xin is stupid, but isn't he also so stupid?
When I haven't experienced it, I don't think it's a big deal, it's just a few more women in the backyard, it's good to be out of sight and out of mind, and it's good not to pay attention to these.
In fact, how can you not pay attention to it, that is, you will feel disgusted, that is, you will feel jealous, you will think about it when you eat, you will think about it when you sleep, and you will not be at peace every day.
"Why! Why hasn't anyone told me to go through this! Why didn't anyone tell me it would be so painful! Why did I live so unhappily after I got married! ”
Chu Yi choked up in despair, in fact, he had this feeling in his heart at that time.
Seeing that his mother had been so desperate and crazy, he vowed at that time that he would never become such a person, and he would never feel the same pain.
But now it seems that she has finally lived like her mother again, and she also feels the pain of going crazy, which is really uncomfortable.
obviously cares about the existence of those women, and she is obviously stingy and can't tolerate it, but she has to be generous, why should she endure this?
"You are the princess and the mistress of the palace, they all have to be respectful when they see you, Chu Xin, who you dislike the most, has long been dead, no one will hinder your eyes, what are you not satisfied with?
You said that you haven't had a good time in the past three years, am I half happy? Every time I step into the palace, when I think of you, I always feel that I have suppressed you from making so many things out again and again, what are you dissatisfied with! “
At this moment, the two of them seemed to have completely torn their faces and said the most ugly words to each other, obviously they were a couple who had been together for three years, but they didn't expect that everyone had such a deep resentment hidden in their hearts.
"Good! You've finally revealed your true colors, and you've said that I need to pretend to be generous and tolerate the existence of those sluts, but why aren't you?
You don't have a place for me in your heart, you hate me, you hate me, but you have to pretend to like me, it seems that God is fair, and he won't let me feel the pain alone, so you are so sad! “
Chu Yi suddenly smiled, he thought that what he was most afraid of was seeing Xiao Zhi like this, but now that it was really the moment to tear his face, he felt so relieved.
Why does it matter that as long as she suffers alone, it is really fair to have Xiao Zhi to suffer with her, and she feels that her pain has suddenly been reduced.
It's fair, it's really fair, if it's not good, you have to make it difficult for both of them!
"It's just a madman!"
Xiao Zhi said coldly, I really don't know how he has been with this woman for so many years, and he doesn't seem to be comfortable once a day.
If Chu Xin had been changed, she would definitely not be like this.
"I didn't like you when I was in the palace of Chu Wang, and I hated your high-minded appearance the most, but now? Do you think you're still the proud princess you were back then? I don't hate you now, I just dislike you. ”
Xiao Zhi said the most vicious words unscrupulously, and he didn't have half a bit of warmth for this nominal wife, and all the big and small things added up, I don't know how much resentment I held back in my heart.
Today is just a small quarrel, he can fool the past at will, but the whole person is already full of resentment, and a little thing at will can ignite and explode, just like this moment.
Both of them were saying the most unpleasant things to each other like madmen, and there was hatred and resentment in each of their eyes.
"At the beginning, you said that you asked for the princess of Da Chu, but you didn't name and say that you wanted to marry Chu Xin, you tell me, is it me who you really wanted to marry at that time?"
Chu Yi suddenly calmed down, just wanted to figure out this question, and just wanted to get the most affirmative answer from Chu Yi's mouth.
"Yes!" Chu Yi replied, "You guessed right, it was indeed you who you wanted to marry in the first place!" But do you know how disgusting you are? You're always so high, and that's what I hate the way you look! ”
Xiao Zhi will never forget what life in the palace was like when he was young, he hates these high-ranking people the most, and he hates Chu Yi the most like looking down on others, he really hates it!
"It was true that I wanted to marry you at the beginning, and now I hate you is also true, if you want to live a good life, put away your temper, if there is any trivial matter in the backyard that falls in front of me, then don't blame me for being unkind to you!"
Chu Yi didn't know how he got out in a mess, and he didn't know why he was like this this time?
I always feel that if I lose my temper like before, wouldn't it be good for Xiao Zhi to coax him, why did he tear his face and say such ugly words?
"Why? Are these his sincere words? ”
After returning to his room, Chu Yi sat in a daze, still not reacting, not knowing whether he was asking Yuexiang or himself.
"No matter how much trouble I have made in the past, no matter how much I have hated and resented, but I can still deceive myself that I have not reached the last step, and I have not said all the ugly words, maybe it is still possible?
But now that he finally said what was in his heart, it turned out that he really hated me so much, whether Chu Xin was alive or dead, he hated me so much! “
"Princess, after all, you made too much trouble today."
Yuexiang closed the door and sighed helplessly, she guessed that there would be such a day.
The princess's temper has never changed, and when she was a princess in the past, she was pampered and willful, but now that she is a princess, no matter what, she can't look like this in front of her husband.
Today is finally like this.
"After a while, when His Royal Highness's anger subsides, maybe everything will be fine again, no matter what, you are also a princess, a princess of Chu State, can he still abolish your position?"
Yuexiang still persuaded distressedly, in the end, it was the master who had served her for so many years, how could she be willing to look at her so sad?
"I just feel very unhappy, I don't want to see so many women around my husband! In the past, when Chu Xin was there, I thought it was all her fault, but I didn't expect that now Chu Xin is not there, and there are other women, it seems that they are all so dazzling! ”
In fact, this is also where Chu Yi really feels hopeless and helpless, whether he is a princess or a princess, life is full of fine clothes and food, and he can just say whatever he wants.
But this point was never perfected, because everyone made her patient with great patience.
Mother is like this, even Yuexiang is like this, she always feels that her temper is too much, she is too cautious and too easy to be jealous, and she will always make her generous.
"The princess will understand one day, just like the former concubine, she will also figure it out!"
Yuexiang thought about it and only had one sentence, because she couldn't change this fact, she could only let herself not care, and she could only let herself accept it slowly.
Now the princess is so painful, because she still doesn't want to accept it in her bones, and when she feels more pain, she will slowly forget to accept it, as if every woman who is married is like this.
"I don't, why should I figure it out? Why should I accept all this? ”
Chu Yi still stubbornly wiped away the tears on her face, she would not accept it, she would never accept it, today's humiliation will be remembered forever, and she will never forgive again!
"Princess, just listen to me, I'm really all for your good! It's been like this today, and if you keep making trouble, it's really going to make things worse! This is here in Northern Qi, it is the Xiangwang Mansion, not in the Chu Palace, and you are not a pampered princess now! ”
Yuexiang was so anxious that she was about to cry, in fact, as long as the princess was willing to restrain her temper, she could still live well.
Anyway, it's just that there are a few more women in the backyard, and the identity will never exceed that of the princess, if you want to calculate that they have the means, why do you have to rush to show it on your face?
If the princess had controlled her temper today, she would not have been like this at all.
"Enough, I don't want to hear this anymore, you go out, let me stay alone for a while!"
Chu Yi knew that Yuexiang was doing this for her own good, but everything else was easy to say, but she was absolutely unwilling to accept this matter, never become that numb, and never be like her mother again!
She's not going to be like this, she's not going to throw in the towel.
Now that Xiao Zhi finally said her true words, if she still has illusions like before, she really deserves to suffer, so she has to think about her own plans.