Chapter 275 doesn't blame you
Speaking of the past, even Chu Xin himself didn't expect it to be so calm, he was still a little worried when he heard that Chu Yi was here a few days ago, but he didn't expect that it was only a matter of a second and he felt that everything was just like this.
It's been almost a year since everything happened, and the pain of rebirth has been slowly forgotten.
The scars on his face have slowly faded, and even his broken left leg, which he has become accustomed to, can walk normally, and those marks have faded.
"What do you mean by that?"
Chu Yi took a few deep breaths, and finally let himself slowly calm down, he couldn't believe his eyes at that moment just now.
Because after that incident, she had nightmares all night long, dreaming that Chu Xin was crawling towards her covered in blood, but now she saw her alive.
This feeling is really curious, some fear, some panic, and a vague hint of joy.
Didn't really kill her.
"I can't tell how I feel about you, we are biological sisters by blood, I said how much I hate you, as if you really didn't do anything, like you said we were married to the same man, so we just have to fight and be jealous, right?"
Chu Yi suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, people only grow up slowly if they suffer losses, and I thought that I would have today's situation.
Ask yourself, does Xiao Zhi love her, it seems that he really doesn't love her, right?
Otherwise, why would you quarrel with her to such a point, you can blurt out any ugly words, and you are not afraid of really breaking your heart?
Otherwise, why can you not return to the palace for months and months, and don't even come back often, otherwise, why did you find a Chu Xin who is so similar to Chu Xin to accompany you?
So for a man who doesn't have the slightest love for himself, is it really worth it to be like this with his biological sisters who are related by blood?
Doesn't seem like it's worth it, right?
Countless times, I always think of this sentence, is it worth it, it doesn't seem to be worth it, but I am always deliberately suppressed and unwilling to think about it.
Because every time I think about this question, I feel like a clown.
"Yes, I have never had any deep hatred with you, whether it is in the Chu Palace or in the palace, I have been humble to you in every way to let you calculate how many times I have been, how many times have you framed me, do you know it in your heart? And why did those people kidnap me that time, did you really not have your help! ”
Chu Xin had tears in his eyes, these things were already memories for him a long time ago, but now he had to recall them again and again.
When he was standing outside, he could hear the voice talking inside, and it was exactly what he thought.
Xiao Zhi can be indifferent and ruthless to her to such an extent, so it must be needless to say that Chu Yi is right.
Chu Yi has always been arrogant, she can't stand this.
"Enough is enough, these things are in the past, how can I turn back time and go back to the time when nothing happened?"
Chu Yi didn't want to listen to his back anymore and didn't dare to look at it again, or he was afraid to mention it again, he always felt that the more he listened, the more ashamed he became, and he always felt that he was so stupid.
"Sister."
Chu Xin was silent for a long time, and suddenly shouted softly.
"What do you call me?"
Chu Yi turned his head in disbelief, never thinking that he would actually hear these two words from Chu Xin's mouth.
"You are indeed my sister, no matter what has been done and what has happened, our blood relationship will always be severed, you are my sister."
Chu Xin suddenly smiled, "When I was rescued, I heard that my mother had passed away, how desperate I was at that time, I felt that there were no more relatives in this world, but now it seems that you are still my sister, but you are so proud, so willful, so you will do wrong things." ”
Chu Xin's voice was very gentle, without a trace of resentment, and it could be seen that Chu Yi was slowly moved by his words.
It seems that she has really changed a lot in the past few years, and she is no longer as arrogant as she was at the beginning, and it seems that she has paid the price for her choice.
"Don't you really blame me?"
Chu Yi's eyes suddenly turned red, maybe it was because her temper had changed a lot in the past few years, or maybe it was Xiao Zhi's indifference that made her realize that all this had nothing to do with others, but she had chosen the wrong person by gambling on the wrong person.
What's the use of venting all your anger on others, Xiao Zhi doesn't like her, but he still doesn't like it after all.
"But I did a lot of wrong things at the beginning, I thought you were dead, in fact, I used to feel guilty and scared, and even had nightmares all night long, always dreaming that you were going to come to me to ask for your life, but I didn't expect you to stand in front of me again and say don't blame me."
In addition to disbelief, there was also a slight relief, feeling that a stone that was pressing on my heart had finally moved away.
"I don't blame you in the first place, how could I blame you? I only feel distressed when I see you like this, why do you think you are betting right, have you married the man you like, is he good to you? ”
Chu Xin was worried and distressed, and sat down holding Chu Yi's hand, like a very close sister.
Chu Yi didn't speak, when he mentioned these things, he always had endless resentment, and in the face of a person who didn't love him at all, no matter what he did, it was useless.
Because the other party doesn't care at all, he can't come back for many months, and sometimes he doesn't know who he should live with, and he is faced with a quiet house and endless things in the house.
In addition, those side concubines and ladies in the backyard often have some jealousy and trivial things, sometimes I really feel that life is boring, why do you live like this?
"You always think that Xiao Zhi likes me, but look at me now, he really likes me, he doesn't like anyone, he only needs people who are useful to him."
Chu Xin said word by word, it was for Chu Yi to hear, and it was also for himself.
"So you're willing to be a palace maid here? Don't want to go back with me? ”
Chu Yi didn't want to continue this topic, the more she talked about it, the more aggrieved she felt, and it could be seen that Chu Xin was wearing the clothes of a palace maid, would being a palace maid be too wronged by her?
"Sister, if you still remember a trace of our blood relationship, don't worry about me, don't worry, I'm doing well here, my current master is a very good person, and I really feel good by her side."
Chu Xin smiled and shook his head, since he was able to come over, he was sure that things would be able to go in the direction he wanted.
"Didn't you once have a favorite? Can even you let go of your heart for him? ”
Chu Yi was suddenly a little silent, he should also ask his heart, what's the point of always being entangled like this, every time he gives a few points of expectation, he will get a little disappointment.
"In my eyes, you have always been arrogant, high-minded, and no one looks down on you, why have you become so aggrieved now?"
Chu Xin looked at her distressedly, would such a big change really happen to a person?
"How can being a princess be the same as when you were a princess, being a princess can be pampered by someone to do anything, and being a princess is not liked by her husband, isn't that the case?"
Chu Yi smiled bitterly, if you look closely, there is clearly resentment in your eyes.
Yes, she was originally such a high-minded and arrogant person, and when she was wronged, she would naturally find a way to retaliate back, but she was always powerless in the face of Xiao Zhi.
Because there will always be a little bit of expectation, always hope.
"Sister, I came here today to give you a gift, it's best if you are willing to accept it."
Chu Xin took out a sachet from his sleeve, and then took out a small wooden box the size of his palm from the sachet, and when he opened the small wooden box, there were small pills one by one.
"What is this?"
Chu Yi looked at the small pill in the box suspiciously, and Chu Xin closed it again and handed the sachet to her.
"This is my gift to you, I think you will have a useful day, tonight as if you didn't see it, I think the wound on your forehead will heal soon, and you can go."
Chu Xin got up and saluted her, and then turned to leave, believing that Chu Yi would leave this thing behind, and it would definitely be useful on this day.
I haven't been studying medicine hard for more than half a year, and I have been reading medical books every day, maybe God is helping her give her such a good opportunity.
If Chu Yi can really be ruthless with this heart, he will really feel very relieved.
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"I finally feel a lot more relaxed in the past few days, the princess of Northern Qi's illness has been cured, and she has left yesterday, and the soft beauty is an obedient person, and she has helped me share a lot of pressure on Ning Guiren, I really feel relaxed."
The pure nobleman was sitting in the courtyard with Chu Xin basking in the sun, and he finally had time to rest today, he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to sit quietly and bask in the sun.
"Yes, at that time, I knew that the soft beauty would definitely be the best way for the nobles, and her careful thinking would only be the best help, and she would not be calculated as simply as Qiao Guiren."
Chu Xin looked up at the sun in the sky, the sunlight was very strong, and he could only squint slightly.
The events of that night were like a dream, and Chu Yicai had already left after resting for two more days, and he had already taken everything with him.
I believe that Chu Yi will definitely not be a person who can only swallow his anger, he used to be so vicious to himself, and he will naturally be the same to others.
"But what I'm most worried about is Your Majesty's body, I just want Your Majesty to live a long and healthy life, I don't want anything in the harem to trouble him, let him share a little bit of his heart."
The pure nobleman looked worried, but it was better to say that she had always been worried, every time she heard His Majesty's cough, she always felt distressed, and after the distress, she was endlessly afraid.
I'm afraid that one day something will really happen to Your Majesty.
"Imperial Physician Song's medical skills are so skillful, and with so many precious medicinal materials in the medicine garden, nothing will happen."
Chu Xin turned his head and comforted softly, in fact, these comforts didn't have much effect.
Yuan Heng, who I saw when I was young, was already this sick and weak, and his body was weak all the year round, and he continued to take medicine every day, so it would be really painful to think about it.
Yuan Heng is really a very good person, and it is no wonder that pure nobles would be so attentive to him.
The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and it can be seen that Yuan Heng will try his best to repay everyone around him, and he will also repay how much the pure nobles have given him.
Such people are really nice.