Chapter 296: He Is Not Worthy
Ning Guiren rolled his eyes in disgust, he really felt that it was not interesting to cry around, but this was the best way to make a man feel distressed!
In fact, I also know that these things are indeed my own fault, so it is inevitable to soften my attitude in order to be able to get the love of others.
"Today's nobleman is really wronged, when do you need to beg others so aggrieved, I just hope that Xu Gongzi can really help the nobleman in the future!"
Jinxiu said dissatisfied, although Xu Gongzi is good, but he is not as good as before, and he still treats their master a little more coldly, if he can be like before, it would be good!
"In the past, I got along with Xu Yan for many years, so I naturally understood what kind of character he was, and I insisted on participating in the election, which really made him sad, but fortunately, he didn't hate me, so I was at ease."
Ning Guiren breathed a sigh of relief, and only after confirming the news could he really feel at ease, as long as Xu Yan didn't hold a grudge against her, then all this was easy to say.
The days in the palace passed slowly and quietly, and in the first few days, Chu Xin still missed the pure nobles and Ah Yun very much, and then he slowly got used to it.
In fact, it is the same no matter where you go, you are not used to it at first, as long as you stay in one place for a long time, you will gradually feel used to it.
Just like she was used to it in the cold palace when she was young, and later she got used to it when she went to Northern Qi, and then she came to Nanliang and slowly accepted it, isn't it all the same thing?
"What are you thinking? Do you want to go back? ”
Yuan Heng's voice came from behind him, Chu Xin hurriedly turned around and helped him sit down, the palace was full of charcoal fires, and the house was as warm as spring, but he still heard his cough from time to time.
"Your Majesty's body feels sick again? When I was in the palace, I rarely coughed, but why did I feel like I was coughing again when I came here? ”
Chu Xin sat opposite Yuan Heng and complained quietly, it was precisely because of the familiarity between the two that some words were relatively bold.
"If Your Majesty continues like this, when will you be able to go back? Shall I go back to the palace to serve the nobles? There's so much more I want to say to her! It's all your Majesty's fault that I can't go back! ”
Chu Xin curled his mouth as he spoke, pretending to be dissatisfied.
"Staying by the side of pure nobles, you seem to be very happy, and you smile a little more than before. It seems that I made the right decision in the first place, and it is indeed a good choice for you to stay with him. ”
Yuan Heng looked at him and smiled slightly, "I remember that when I was a child, I saw you as far less cute and cute than now, it seems that people's personalities really change with the surrounding environment." ”
Chu Xin remembers what happened when he was a child, in fact, doesn't Yuan Heng also remember, so his attitude towards her will always be a little different.
"Yes, so it's really important what kind of person you get along with, since I have been with the pure nobleman, I have received a lot of love from her, and it has also warmed my heart slowly, I think the same is true for Your Majesty, right?"
Chu Xin always leads the topic to pure nobles, even if she is not there and does not come to the palace with her, she doesn't want Yuan Heng to forget her.
I just want him to remember at any time that it was the pure nobleman who brought him so much love, whether it was the sugar pills he made, or the heart that silently endured those calculations and was unwilling to make things happen in front of Yuan Heng, wasn't it the love of the pure noble?
"You're right, she is really different, I used to think that Ning Guiren was a gentle and sensible person, but now it seems that I have seen the wrong person."
Yuan Heng smiled slightly, in fact, there are not many concubines in the harem, in order to avoid these jealous things, but I didn't expect that it seemed that it was because I saw the wrong person that it led to these things.
"It doesn't matter, who hasn't looked at the wrong person?"
Chu Xin smiled bitterly, "What's more, if you see the wrong person, then just ignore it, but I have to pay such a serious price for the wrong person." It's not fair! It's unfair! ”
Chu Xin shook her head dissatisfiedly, in fact, during this time, she really rarely remembered the past, and felt that the past was like a dream, as if it had really passed.
Even now, I can say it like an outsider, as if I was telling a story.
Yuan Heng just wanted to say something more to comfort him, but he felt an itch in his throat and coughed again.
Chu Xin hurriedly got up and patted his back, again and again, patting gently, Imperial Doctor Song had instructed, if he coughed again, he only needed to pat his back lightly.
The two of them were suddenly very close, Yuan Heng slowly stopped coughing, and Chu Xin took out the handkerchief on his sleeve and wiped the slight blood from the corner of his mouth for him.
"No wonder nobles are always worried about Your Majesty, it turns out that Your Majesty's body is so delicate!"
Chu Xin smiled boldly, he is not the same as a pure nobleman, a pure nobleman will be cautious about Yuan Heng's body, and he is very cautious in what he says and does, for fear of making him worry about it.
But she is not afraid of anything, she is more bold in speaking and acting, and even when it comes to such a time, she is in the mood to joke.
Because the Yuan Heng she saw when she was a child looked so sick and weak, not to mention that this time she came over with the best medical skills Song Taiyi, as well as all kinds of precious medicinal materials, what could happen?
He won't take care of Yuan Heng's body like a pure nobleman, a pure nobleman loves him, but he doesn't love him!
"You speak boldly in front of me!"
Yuan Heng could only smile helplessly, and then he could only gasp weakly, feeling that his throat was sore and itchy, and he couldn't speak.
"I'll help you go to bed to rest, if you can't sleep, I'll go to Imperial Doctor Song to ask for a bowl of calming medicine, and you can sleep well after drinking it!"
Chu Xin held Yuan Heng's arm and slowly helped him step by step to the bed.
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The winter in Northern Qi is extremely cold, at least Xiao Zhi thinks so, and on the way to visit the imperial brother, he feels that his hands are getting colder and colder, and in the end he is already cold and has no sense.
When I went in, I felt a wave of heating coming to my face, and the inside of the house was lit with good carbon fire, without a trace of smoke, which he also ordered.
After entering, let all the palace people inside go out, and he sat on the edge of the bed and covered the people on the bed with quilts.
Xiao Qi woke up in a daze, he had been sick for a long, long time, and in a trance, he seemed to feel that he was awake less and less every day, and he was in a coma for most of the day.
"Brother Huang woke up? Still feel uncomfortable? ”
Seeing that Xiao Qi opened his eyes and woke up, Xiao Zhi hurriedly asked, now he is really like a good brother, serving his seriously ill brother.
"Did you get what you wanted when I was seriously ill?"
Xiao Qi opened his eyes in a daze, but said an extremely sober sentence.
"What is the royal brother talking about?"
Xiao Zhi was suddenly stunned, he didn't expect a patient to be able to say such a thing, did he still know something?
"The bracelet that the side concubine next to you gave to the queen at the beginning, has it already moved? Did you also use the decoction you drank when I was seriously ill?
At first, I couldn't figure it out that I was kept in the dark by you, but then I became seriously ill for a longer and longer time, and I slowly figured it out. I thought I was sincere to you as a brother, but I didn't expect you to really treat me as a stepping stone, and the rights I once had would soon become yours. “
Maybe because he was seriously ill and weak, Xiao Qi would stop for a long time every time he said a word, but he still struggled to say what was in his heart, if he didn't say it, he might not be able to say it in the future.
The emperor's family's heart is really ruthless enough, he just doesn't have such a ruthless heart, so he has become the one who is calculated by others!
"I knew there was going to be this day, and I've been waiting for this day for a long time. It's good to say it sooner rather than later, lest I always feel guilty in my heart. ”
Xiao Zhi suddenly smiled indifferently, he didn't mind, so he sat directly on the edge of the bed.
"Since I was a child, I was sent to the Chu State to be a proton, and at that time I knew that I was the one who could be easily abandoned. I'm not my father's favorite prince, there are many princes in the harem, so what am I?
Even if I die in the Chu State, my father will not have any reaction! So when my father died, I was really miserable, because he should have died a long time ago! “
Xiao Zhi smiled bitterly, "When I came back, everyone didn't care, at that time, only the imperial brother was very good to me, and only you treated me like a younger brother."
I am very grateful to you at that time, you were the only one who gave me charity and I still remember this kindness. “
"Even now, I never regret helping you at that time, because you are my brother. I know that my father owes you, so I want to make up for it, but your heart is really too cold, and your anger has turned on me, and you have taken away my power. ”
Maybe it was because he was seriously ill, or maybe because he had accepted it calmly, Xiao Qi looked calm, as if he was talking about something irrelevant.
Even if he is about to lose his life, even if all his power is about to be taken away by another person, even if that person is the younger brother who once liked so much.
"Brother Huang really doesn't resent me at all?"
Xiao Qi looked at him incredulously, "I am ready to be resented by saying these words today, but why don't you hate me at all?" ”
He is also a human being, and he will have a heart, so it is impossible to really not have a little feeling.
These days, watching the brother who once loved him slowly and slowly lose his life, he will also feel regret, he will also feel guilty, and he will also feel like he is a monster without a heart!
Whether it was Chu Xin, who had helped him so much in the Chu Palace, or Xiao Qi, who treated him like a younger brother after he came back, they were all sorry for them!
If he hurts everyone who loves him, he is a brute!
"I never regret what I've done. The queen mother has persuaded me many times to guard against you, but at that time I never really took it to heart.