Chapter 298: Childhood Fate
And Chu Yi just said lightly that she already knew, and it was not her who should really care about this matter, not to mention that she had been sick for so long, it was indeed time to go, right?
"It seems that he is finally about to get everything he wants, and after enduring humiliation for so long, he is finally going to get it!"
Chu Yi was drinking tea, smiling faintly as he spoke.
"Why can't I see that he has so many thoughts in the past, his heart is really ruthless, one or two people who are really good to him have been harmed like this by him!"
"The slave doesn't know what the princess is talking about, didn't the princess sleep well last night, confused!"
Yuexiang is a little anxious, now is not the time to talk nonsense, not to mention that the identity of His Royal Highness is already different from the past, and he can't be as unscrupulous as before!
"You're reminding me that his identity is different now, and I can't lose my temper like I used to. Not only can't I lose my temper, but I also have to hold back my temper, I have to be low, I have to swallow my anger, after all, I have lived the most disgusting appearance! ”
Chu Yi threw the teacup on the table casually, and the tea in the teacup flowed out and into the sleeves, but she didn't care at all, it was just that her clothes were wet, what kind of big deal was this?
"Yuexiang, do you know how aggrieved I am now? I feel like my life shouldn't be like this, why is it still like this? ”
Chu Yi felt that his life had become so ridiculous, when he was in the Chu Palace before, he never thought that his future life would be like this.
"Do you still remember seeing Chu Xin that night, when I saw her, I was still sighing that fortunately she didn't die, but the next second I was a little worried, since she didn't die, then if I brought her back, would I have to compete with me for favor?
I didn't expect her to come back, I'd rather stay in Nanliang as a slave than come back, what do you think she thinks? And how ridiculous my thoughts are, when I have reached such a time, I am afraid that she will fight with me for something! “
Chu Yi sat on the ground and smiled bitterly and helplessly, laughing at his failure in life and his villain's heart.
Even Chu Xin can give up cleanly, but she, a princess who thinks she is arrogant and noble, didn't expect to be trapped by these things, as if she couldn't break free.
What a desperate thing to do.
"Princess, the slave maid feels that you never need to compare with others, you live your life by yourself, as long as you are still a noble princess, then you have won! What's more, the future identity will definitely be able to rise to the top, and all this will definitely be worth it! ”
Yuexiang squatted on the ground, trying to help Chu Yi up, but it was still useless, her heart was already like this, how could she make up for it?
"He still doesn't know when I'm almost stoned to death, because I know very well that even if he does, he will only perfunctory comfort, or maybe not even these comforts, because he doesn't have me in his heart! Never me! ”
Chu Yi cried desperately and angrily, what else did he not understand now, he already felt that he was just a stepping stone for snacks.
Now that he's about to get everything he wants, he's nothing at all, but a burden!
"If I was just an inconspicuous princess like Chu Xin in the past, would he still please me like that when I was in Chu Palace? Will you obey me in everything? No! Not at all! ”
Chu Yi covered his face aggrievedly, feeling that he was so stupid, so stupid that he felt that he had no face to see people.
Doesn't all this have anything to do with her now, isn't her life her own?
After venting, he felt that his mood was much better, Chu Yi took Yuexiang's hand and sat back in the chair, his face became cold.
"Let's pack up and prepare to enter the palace tomorrow, doesn't it mean that Your Majesty is critically ill, it is estimated that it will be these days, then I, as His Highness's wife, will naturally be by his side."
Chu Yi suddenly smiled, he couldn't have his feelings, and his identity and status must be firmly grasped.
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Charcoal fires are lit everywhere in the palace, so there is no need to wear fluffy and heavy clothes in the house.
At this moment, Chu Xin was sitting on the ground and lying on the edge of the bed to take a nap, while Yuan Heng was lying on the bed and woke up, and when he woke up, he felt that the feeling of dizziness had been reduced a lot.
It can only be said that Imperial Physician Song deserves to know his body best, and the medicine he prescribed is much more useful than ordinary imperial physicians, and he turned sideways slightly to look at the sleeping person lying on the side.
These days, Chu Xin is by his side to take care of him, and this feeling is really a little different.
Maybe it's like a friend who has known each other for many years, but he is not as cautious as a pure nobleman, but he is a little more bold in speaking and doing things.
He really likes this feeling, he doesn't want to be carefully taken care of by others like a cripple, the more he takes care of it, the more deliberate it will be, and the more deeply he will realize the fact that he is a waste.
Chu Xin's eyelashes moved, and it looked like he was about to wake up, so Yuan Heng withdrew his gaze and turned away.
"You woke up, do you still have a headache?"
Chu Xin got up and rubbed his eyes, feeling that he should have slept for a long time, his arms were numb, and he reached out to touch Yuan Heng's forehead, which was not as hot as just now.
"It seems that Ah Yun is quite right, Imperial Doctor Song is the one who knows His Majesty's body best, as long as he is there, the medicine prescribed is absolutely the most effective for the symptoms!"
Chu Xin got up and sat on the edge of the bed and smiled slightly.
"Hmm."
Chu Xin said as he helped Yuan Heng sit up, "I haven't seen a pure nobleman for several days, have you ever missed her?" ”
"Every day you seem to mention the pure noble, but I think you miss her more than I should be."
Yuan Heng couldn't help laughing, he really didn't know if Chu Xin was intentional or unintentional, he had to mention three or four pure nobles every day, as if he was afraid that he would forget.
"I'm really worried that you will forget her, so I have to appear in front of you several times a day, but I also grew up in the harem, so I naturally know how cold the heart of an emperor is!"
Chu Xin deliberately sarcastically said, let's not talk about what she experienced in the Chu Palace when she was a child, just say that even she herself looked at the wrong person, isn't this really ridiculous?
"Then you really blame me, not to mention that I helped you when I was young, but also to say that you can't see what kind of person I am during your time in Nanliang? If the concubines don't make big mistakes, I will never be indifferent to them. ”
Yuan Heng shook his head with a wry smile, he thought that he was the most tolerant
Especially for the concubines in the harem, knowing that they are weak and don't have much time to accompany them, they already feel a little guilty.
So at the beginning, when facing the Ning nobles who accompanied him, he also gave full preference, including the current pure nobles, and he would also repay their sincerity.
"That's the same time that the pure nobles tied me up last time, but don't you blame them, and act as if this incident never happened!"
Chu Xin bit his lip and pretended to be dissatisfied.
"I know what they're doing this for, and I ignore it, isn't that the best outcome? If you make a big deal out of it, will you still be able to stay with the pure nobles? If things are really big, do you think you want to go back to Chu or Northern Qi? ”
Yuan Heng suddenly became interested, and looked at her curiously, one is his home country, and the other is his husband, where do you want to go back?
"Whether it's Chu or Northern Qi, I don't want to go back, because no matter which side, there is no one I can cherish."
Chu Xin's mood suddenly became a little depressed for a moment, and the heart that wanted to joke with Yuan Heng just now was gone, maybe it was because he mentioned the past, and he always felt a little heavy.
"Whether it's in Chu or Northern Qi, there is no one I want to see, it seems that no matter which side there are memories that I will never want to recall, what do you mean by such a life?"
This son Chu Xin's mood can be regarded as completely depressed, sitting on the edge of the bed with his head hanging down, the whole person looks very dull.
"It seems like I said the wrong thing, it's not a good topic, it makes you sad."
Yuan Heng looked at him as if he felt a little guilty, "Although I have been weak since I was a child, my father and mother love me, and I have never let me suffer any grievances, so I can't empathize with your pain."
But as long as it can help you, it's good, whether it's the painting I drew for you when I was a child, or if you can stay in Nanliang now, as long as it can help you, it's good. “
In fact, Yuan Heng has always been such a person, no matter who he is, as long as he looks at the other party is too pitiful, he will always involuntarily soften, he is an extremely soft-hearted person.
"You are really the best person I have ever met, if anyone had an identity like yours, would they still be like you?"
Chu Xin suddenly raised his head and looked at Yuan Heng, there were already tears in his eyes, the kindness he received when he was a child was enough to make him remember it for a lifetime.
Although it was just a light painting, it gave me such a great comfort.
"Whether it's good or bad, in short, you've met me, and it's really enough for me to be good to you."
Yuan Heng lay down again, feeling as if his body had no strength again, and he felt very uncomfortable even sitting up.
"I have accepted the kindness of others to me, then I will also be good to others, don't you also take care of me with all your heart, so it is only natural for me to repay you."
Yes, he has always been such a person, even if he is physically weak and sick, even if he has given up on himself, he will still be good to others.
I still feel that all this is as it should be, and I feel that whoever is good to me must reciprocate.
Chu Xin turned his head, not wanting Yuan Heng to see him crying, in fact, people are different, right?
Some people are so soft-hearted, and some people are so indifferent and ruthless, if she didn't like the kind of hard-hearted person at the beginning, wouldn't her life be much more stable?
"Hexiang, what kind of person do you say Xin'er is?"
After reading the account book, the pure nobles were resting with tea, and they thought of these things inexplicably.
"Just like the noble man said, she is naturally a very likable person, in the past, when the slave didn't know her identity, she only knew that her heart was very powerful, and she knew everything!"
Hexiang stood behind her and pinched her shoulders, thinking about it, they had really been happy to get along for a while.
"Yes, at that time, she was by my side and gave me a lot of methods, and I felt that I got twice the result with half the effort when she was there, and I still remember the glowing pearl hairpin she made, and it was that hairpin that attracted Your Majesty."
The pure nobleman smiled, and felt both happy and shy when he thought of the events of that day.
In fact, there are some means in the harem, which is normal, as long as you don't take the initiative to harm people.
And the pearl hairpin that glows represents what a ingenious person Chu Xin is, and he can think of such a strange and interesting way, so how likable such a person is!
"Sometimes it's no wonder that nobles like her so much, because I like her very much. It seems that whether it is a wound on her face or a wound on her leg, it will not leave a trace in her heart, and she is still living a happy life every day, such a person is really strong! ”
Hexiang nodded vigorously, although she felt a little uncomfortable last time because the noble person asked Xin'er to accompany His Majesty to the palace, but after being told about it, she also figured it out.
Since she likes Xin'er so much on weekdays, why do you have to imagine her as the kind of bad person?
"Naturally, everybody will like her."
The pure nobleman smiled and nodded, which can be regarded as a profound meaning.
I like Xin'er very much, and I think this girl is good everywhere, so will Your Majesty feel the same way?
She thinks that she should think so, let Xin'er accompany His Highness to take care of her during this time, just to let the two of them get along for a while longer, maybe they can find out the good in each other?